I am currently 22 y/o and male, and at one point called myself BI earlier while I was in high school due to the fact I had liked gay furry porn and femboys, but had a strong liking to girls, even having some girlfriends during my school career. Later, after high school, I went through some sexual hedonism by wanting sex constantly, being a fuck boy, and trying to get any source of pussy I could, which was limited, but I got a girlfriend at the time, with whom I constantly wanted to have sex with and enjoyed it.When we broke up, I went into a spiral of constantly looking through dating apps, seeing if I could get my rocks off with anyone, even my use of porn had risen significantly, consuming a lot of random fetishes, non-discriminatory to gender or sex. It came all the way to the point when I found out I could use an app known as Grindr to have hook ups and at first I used it more for a joke but later I got more into it only messaging people who resembled woman I was attracted at the time like trans or really fem presenting men at one point I messaged a trans woman to have sex and we did without a condom making me spiral from the thought of having aids and causing me to rethink if I really wanna be gay or if I really am attracted to men. Later i kept having constant spirals of aids and the idea of being gay which wasnt the reason I was scared hell if I was truly gay i would be ok with it being my brother was an out gay man and most of my friends are gay or trans, but I never really cared for men thinking they are ugly but even having that thought in mind the doubt comes back making me cascade into long hours of testing with gay porn and if it got me off it made me spiral longer. Now, fast-forward a year and a half, and I am still dealing with this, and I now want to know if there is any type of advice I can get here, because I feel like no one I know would understand.
why are you so concerned with testing this behavior. I ask this an another Bi??? man. I find some men attractive but I would never date or even mess around with one. What exactly are you trying to find out by spending time watching gay porn if you already know you are attracted to woman. My guess is that you just have insane libido and this might be fixed as you age and your sex drive goes down, but I am not high enough in age to verify whether this is the case or not.
>>34380272faggot
>>34380277Lmao kinda expected
>>34380272I am trying to find out if my thoughts ring true that I am in fact gay or straight because gay doesn't feel right in general to myself idk its been a ride
>>34380296yes you're gay, you didnt puke or want to off yourself after having homo interactions. You literally got your shithole fucked anon, fucks sake. Just be safe with other men. Also, porn will greatly influence your sexual mind, so watch less of it. Homos are full of diseases and if you think women are sluts, think again. It's ok to be gay I guess, just be safe faggot
>>34380239im your age and a khhv thanks for the ropefuel
>>34380272fpbpWorrying about whether your gay is like worrying about whether your want ice cream or a beer.Over time one choice is more unhealthy than the other.
>>34380518I was the one giving not recieving
My parents were very vocal about being anti-LGBTQ, and I grew up in a red rural town in a blue state. Due to being scared to come out and not having the ability to really explore myself. I came out in segments. Unofficially, I had a friend with whom we would "practice" kissing. Then I was bi but "preferred chick", but said I would fool around with a guy. I mean, I still acted as if I were a straight man. Later, I was bi but preferred men. This was the real me coming out. When I moved away from family and the rural town. I realized I was just gay
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>>34380296>I am trying to find out if my thoughts ring true that I am in fact gay or straightWhy though? Why are you so desperate to sit in a box? What does it mean to you?
>>34380239I absolutely deny being in denial.
I'm super straight, I love pussy but I also love fucking fem trannys in the ass. It's ok op, you don't need a label.
>>34384577THIS is what being in denial looks like
