should i reach out to my youtuber crush and confess my feelings for him? he probably won't respond to my letter or even see it and it'll probably only serve to humiliate me further but i feel like i'll end my life soon anyway so maybe it would give me some closure
>>34380766How about you deepthroat me while I wear a mask with his face printed and taped to it? Then swallow and keep sucking while I'm cumming. That would make me very happy and give you some zinc and protein and happiness that you made me happy
I don’t even get crushes in real life for women I find attractive at work , I can only imagine how miserable your life is that yo can obtain a crush for some stranger online
women loving someone successful and not a loser chud
>>34380766No, stop talking to people on the Internet who don't care about you, IDIOT
>>34381840i care about him though
>>34380766The YouTuber doesn't know you. You can't go full confession and expect it to end well. Just casually send him a message and say you like his work. If he is not a giga big 1 million followers channel, he'll probably respond to you. Then you have to be interesting and keep talking to him. Eventually exchange your IG profile with him where you have good pictures of yourself. The rest should be easy.
>>34382712he's on hiatus so i can't do any of that
>>34382883Send a message. Him not posting videos doesn't mean he doesn't go on YouTube at all. You lose nothing by trying. Try his other social media profiles if you're too afraid he won't respond.