I kinda hate myself when I play competitive multiplayer gamesEvery time I get in and start losing I start calling myself worthless garbage, and that I can never beat whoever my opponent is no matter how much I practice or playWhy am I like this
>>34380876that's a strange behaviordo u play a lot of competitive videogames?
>>34380876don't play them. I regret playing now that i got tendonitis from repetitive strain
>>34380894I used to. Felt the same back then. Now I limit myself to only playing them some times but its still the same.
>>34380876You can only lose in competitive games. I have so many hours in counter strike and I don't even know if I enjoyed a single hour playing that game. I don't get how people play it solo while staying sane.Often I wouldn't even even try to win. I would lose the motivation mid match and wonder why I was playing in the first place. I think the only way to get any sense of fun out of a game like that is to play it with friends and not care about your ranking.
>>34380991My case is a bit different since I play street fighter so its 1v1 games i deal with instead of teammate problems
>>34380991I used to play pubg and found it enjoyable. Mix of chill looting and then adrenaline and high stakes.
>>34380876>>34380991Literally just look for small ways to improve and implement them little by little. Compete against yourself.
>>34382525Thats what I try to do but I still end up getting upset when I fail to do things that I feel like I should be better at.
>>34383022It takes a while to get accurate at micro-skills. Laugh at yourself.
