I just want to do a "bucket list" thing, but Im unsure to which level to drag my family into it eg; how much money to demand from them to help me, whether I should risk dying sooner but working very hard\ more than one job to gain extra money, etc. I' m genuinely complexed and confused; I MUST use all my savings before I die (not leaving anything, of course)--but I have no way of knowing exactly when I'll expire.I'm terrified of leaving My hard-saved money to others, and of dying with pending regrets of having been unable to do stuff I genuinely treasured and wanted to do.I don't know to whom to talk to. I COULD demand strongly and with extreme insistence my family gives me what I want- but that, even that, could fail.
>>34382968>I'm terrified of leaving My hard-saved money to others, and of dying with pending regrets of having been unable to do stuff I genuinely treasured and wanted to do.try not to be afraid, it'll just paralyze youi don't think anybody is going to take your savings from you, just don't waste it on medical "care" if yo udon't want itmake the most of the time you have>I don't know to whom to talk to. I COULD demand strongly and with extreme insistence my family gives me what I want- but that, even that, could fail.what exactly do you want from your family?money? for treatment or to enjoy yourself or what?
>>34382997I want it to enjoy myself but, so far, I genuinely don't know WHAT to spend it on.I guess I just want to get some shitty revenge and splurge off them as much as I can before I go.Anyways, I really enjoy buying Transformer toys recently, some are expensive! and I always wanted to live alone\by myself, maybe I'll just ask to get full-paid an apartment for a one-year contract.
yknow what'd make the death of my child great? if he was a brat til his dying breath>anl cancer
can I have your stuff?
What were your symptoms?
>>34383004>don't know WHAT to spend it on>I guess I just want to get some shitty revengeOP you sound like a cunt. Did they diddle you or what?
>>34383029No. NO ONE will have my stuff. that's the point.>>34383016I reframe my bratiness as anti-work, pro-lumpen struggle against Class Society, from a Far-Left or even Post-Left perspective that eschews Marxism as "social fascism"
>>34383042they didn't let me go out as a teenager and as a kid they didn't let me watch violent anime.
>>34383004I am sorry to hear that, Anon. What do you enjoy doing? Maybe you could travel. I would make it more about experiences and legacy than buying stuff. Maybe donate sperm so you can have descendants.
>>34383114I oppose masturbation and the IV fertilization process process murders Human in embryonic form
>>34383004>Anyways, I really enjoy buying Transformer toys recently, some are expensive! and I always wanted to live alone\by myself, maybe I'll just ask to get full-paid an apartment for a one-year contract.not a bad idea
>>34382968Try to get Netanyahus adress and do the needful.
>>34384350that jew is already toast.recent interviews were body doubles and AI
Look into ivermectin treatments and go hard on the cancer is fungal shitIf you have discord/best way for me to upload the pdf I'll send it to you
>>34382968Why should your family waste any money on you?
>>34383043Puto retrasado. Increíble montón de mierda acabas de escribir. Vas a morir sin haber usado el cerebro.
This entire thread reads like AIslop by a LLM that never learned to type and write properly.
>>34382968Sorry you have anal cancer anonProbably just sell all your shit and blow all the money on hookers and cocaine is the answer
>>34382968Are you certain you are going to leave this mortal coil, OP? If you are, and you are dead set on not leaving anything for anybody, that is your choice, and your right, unlike what most people will tell you.>I don't know to whom to talk to. I COULD demand strongly and with extreme insistence my family gives me what I want- but that, even that, could fail.Why even involve them? You cannot coerce or induce them to do anything for you. Leave them out of this. Don't make bad memories for them in your final days.>I'm terrified of leaving My hard-saved money to others, and of dying with pending regrets of having been unable to do stuff I genuinely treasured and wanted to do.Then leave. Cancel your lease and sell everything in your apartment you can't or don't need to take on a plane, and go someplace cool. All those dirty sex fantasies you thought of? Go to Europe and bang hot hookers and party, eat fine foods, and do whatever the fuck you want. Then when shit gets bad, check into a hospital in some hospice place and watch the sunset.
>>34382968If I were you, I would spend all my money traveling the world.
>>34382968Do everything you can to fight and live, don't give up just because the doctors told you to.
>>34382968if youre willing to try alternative methods to fight the cancer try the primal diet, the guy who created it cured his blood and bone cancer
I'm gonna drop the cure for up. Cancer is an energetic imbalance, so you must consume something at the other far end based on the principles of yin and yang.>cockaroaches >bake until charred>grind into fine powder>place in vegan gelatin capsules and consumeThe rest is fix your diet, organic whole foods, and stop stressing. It's time to live the way you want, because doing otherwise is killing you. Cancer is a good sign by the way. Means your body is working as intended. If it wasn't you'd already be dead.
>>34382968I've always thought if this happened to me I would try to take what I see as bad actors with me. Piloting a FPV drone and making acetone peroxide seems easy enough. But it's delusional to think that it would change anything to the world and honestly choosing a "bad person that deserves it" isn't trivial
>>34382968Research Fasting, Ivermectin and Fenbendazo for cancer
>>34382968Also If you really believe it's game over anyway, why don't you deal some drugs or rob a jewelry store ? I know I gave only terrible advice but why not ?
>>34382968>I'm terrified of leaving My hard-saved money to othersThis is what's weighing on you
>>34383004Buddy, just go outside and appreciate this world before you leave. You don't need to spend money. These are your last days under Earth's sky>revengeIs that really what you want to spend your time and energy on? Your last days? Something so petty? You're gonna be in pain soon. And when that happens, you will realise what really matters. You will not be able to enjoy anything. You will wish you were fit to enjoy something, and you will wish you were able to enjoy the simple things in life, but it will be too late
>>34382968>I'm terrified of leaving My hard-saved money to othersWhy? It's no use to you when you're a corpse.Also, nobody can collect on debts you owe after you're dead so long as nobody co-signed for them. So you don't have to budget out every dollar anyways.
