For context we were college students in the same class We became friends on the first day and we would hang out after class during the waiting period for our next classes we werent super close or anything we were friends for just that semester school friends basically One day him and I were hanging out and he was pushing me on a hammock we were laughing making jokes as he pushed me I decided to reach my arm out and I ended up grabbing his crotch He was surprised but laughed it off but I felt horrible immediately We walked back to class together and everything seemed normal and he didnt seem upset but I was filled with immense shame The next day I apologized to him and told him how sorry I was again he laughed it off and said it was fine and to just forget it When we walked out of class together he made a joke about it something like Lets avoid the hammocks to avoid another incident or something like that as a response I apologized again he told me to forget itSome time has passed since then and I still feel horrible about it I dont know why I did that I guess in my mind at that moment I thought it would be funny or something It was a stupid impulsive crude action and regardless of intent it was crossing a boundary I think about what I did every day I feel like an awful person Even though he forgave me I still think about the possibility that I may have caused him distress and he just never let me know I feel angry at myself for what I did I should have and did know better
>>34385100Are you a woman or a homo?
>>34385111Im a straight dude who grew up around other dudes who normalized making gay jokes the guys in this dudes friend group included
