I am not sure how to describe this but honestly I've been looking hard at my life and honestly I think I mighta been gay the whole time. A lot of the manly stuff I do is cause I feel forced to do it , like music - I dig all the pop queens and pretend to like metal I love fashion and appearance, fave movie is la la landI do have a little bit of the voice in a raspy way I get so many looks and passes from gays - they think im one of them for sureBut I don't feel gay or attracted to men except maaaybe the most attractive twinks who are feminized, when I express my feelings to straight women their demeanor instantly shifts cause I think they thought I was a gay bestie or something. What should I do? Lean into it accept that I'll be a feminine dude or do a hard assessment and become a masc presenting dudeit doesn't help that im not tall so bitches are probably looking for any excuse to write me off (5 7)
>>34388143>I think I'm gay>I'm not attracted to menPick one faggot
>>34388143Hormones are cheaper than flour these days. I would hop on them. Probably Estrogen in your case, since you seem quite effiminate but still have some psychological blockages from showing your true self. It may be enough to provide the little push you need. It's not really a coincidence all those gay pride folks are always euphoric and whatnot. They are euphoric before they've let themselves be what they really are instead of succumbing to society-imposed "pressure".
>>34388143You have a very limited and toxic idea of what is "manly."Real men do eat quiche, and like musicals, and like dressing well and lots of other "unmanly" things. Until the day comes that you prefer sex with men to sex with women, don't worry about your sexuality. And don't give a damn what it looks like to others.
>>34388143>I dig all the pop queens and pretend to like metalBith genres are actually good though. Only idiots don't get this.OP is an idiot.
>>34388191I'm not a tranny >>34388361fair enough >>34388390thats just like your opinion man
>>34388143It’s called being ugly. I’m the same situation growing up I was always called gay even though I had a female crush every few grades. They act disgusted if you express your attraction to them.
Honestly don't try to put yourself into a box if you are unsure. Attractions can be more complicated then "I like girls" or "I like guys".I think you might just be mostly irritated by the stereotypical man role ppl might expect which is fine.Doubt you gay though - perhaps a little bi for transwoman or feminine men.Usual rule of thumb: if you can jerk to it, you like it.Go and try and have a wank to gay porn or even transporn.Try to be openminded about it and not just go "I don't wanna be gay that is wrong"Look up gay pics of twinks and stuff. If you find yourself liking one then hell yea you may be a lil bi. Explore yourself, your allowed to do that.
you are not gay, you're just a fag
>>34391404that's rough bro, yeah I'm starting to think something similar desu >>34391571The best way I truly feel is , I'm attracted to feminine energy irrespective of the genitals attached. So if its a twink posing and in feminine attire - I could probably go for it , transgender is preferred in that scenario or ofc women themselves >>34392769>you are not gay, you're just a fagprobably not desu , like actual bears do nothing for me
>>34388143Let's review:>A lot of the manly stuff I do is cause I feel forced to do it>I love fashion and appearance>I get so many looks and passes from gays>I am not attracted to men My advice?I'd re-frame what manhood is. Biologically it's a genital. If you have a penis, your male. Congrats. Some idealize manhood by media perception. If your like "insert celebrity" then your peak man. If not? Well your not a man.I'd argue the nature of manhood from a cultural perspective has changed drastically over the course of history and will continue to change as we venture further into the future. Outside of clear biological markers, what makes you a man is entirely up to you. I run an embroidery shop cross stitching and my brothers a cook. Don't worry about if your perceived as "manly" focus on what makes you unique.As far as sexual attraction goes, if you are interested in having sexual relations with a biological vagina then you are straight.
>>34388143We used to call that 'metrosexual'
>>34388143gender roles are stupid. just be yourself
>>34393353that's even stupider
