Years of romantic failures, fucked up sissy porn and major insecurities about having a small dick in relation to my body has drive me to a fucked up brain beyond repairAlso, I consume at the same time blackpill content so I dont even want to have a relationship anymorePhysically I am a tall dude with above average face and some muscles but doesnt matter.My brain tells me that I am a complete loser and I have failed everytime I tried to have a gf.Only time I had sex by a very attractive girl from tinder I couldnt get hard so I keep thinking about this humilliation.I have kissed girls in parties but now I dont get hard.Bro, I feel like I damage perceptions about reality so much I cant go back.For example a girl cheated on his bf with me on a party (I didnt konw in that moment) but doesnt matter, my brain cant comprehend that I can be the so called Chad Mogger, it keeps telling me I am a pathetic loser I am 24 years old. This is just madness. No girl will ever want me truly. Only 5.7 dick and basically a virgin and a brain damaged by depraved porn and blackpill content.If someone can have some thoughts about this, please share some forms of repair this. I live now in a state of constant nihilism
>>34388198most men have it rough in the dating scene you are not special, especially not when you browse adv, this board is flooded with threads like yours
>>34388203Difference between them and me is probably they keep getting aroused by girls.Me I have a damaged brain from all the Blackpill content + Humilliation porn + past trauma + extreme body dismorphia
>>34388198maybe you need better blackpillshttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Af-k9sTAYEQ&pp=0gcJCdsKAYcqIYzv
>>34388245sometimes I think about
>>34388198>I keep eating poison, what can I possibly do about this
>>34388198Your issue is your micropenis is basically a vagina and you should be letting superior men use you like the sissy slut you are
>>34388198TF were you doing with that "sissy" porn shit bro. Your fault for going down that hole. Shouldn't of sacrificed your masculinity for a quick nut, fag
>>34388198Get a hydromax style of penis pump and over 1 year you'll have an extra inch of girth and maybe .5 of length.If the sissy stuff makes you hard find a girl into it.My wife and I do all sorts of random kinky stuff.
God wants you! For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved (Romans 10:13, KJV). Conviction of sin is the first step to BIBLICAL salvation. Accept Jesus Chirst as your Lord and savior, Who came to call sinners(like you and me) to repentance, and he will restore you (Mark 2:17, KJV).I went through the same stuff, but the Lord saved me and helped clean up my life. You can look up Peter Ruckman or Bryan Denlinger online to about hear about TRUE BIBLICAL SALVATION.
>>34392252This. The only correct answer. You may not like it, but it is the answer, OP. Forget the pills (somewhat black pulled myself) and stop with the porn. Sex is temporary, the word of God is eternal. Pick up the Bible and pray to God to help you clean your brain of the smut
>>34388198It's pretty much impossible to permanently fuck up your brain with porn and blackpill or any other internet brainrot. If you stop poisoning your mind and go on a complete digital detox for a few months your brain will normalize itself. But I have a hunch you are not willing to do that.
