I'm 19f and i'm gonna kill myself. I already have a method in mind. I'm gonna kill myself mostly bc there's nothing i like about myself, and i have no way of changing that. I've already have tried multiple times but it's my nature, I guess. I wish i could see the future and what's coming afterwards, but doing this now seems like the best decision in my life. I wish i could have been a better person, i wish i could have made friends, and there's many more things i wish had happened, but none of that mattersMy suicide has no ideological meaning behind it. I'm not in a cult, i don't follow any politics. Nothing! I think humanity is good after all, and i hope someone who is reading this does something to help someone. I hope that my death will at least motivate someone to do good around them. Go work with the homeless, donate your old clothing to a shelter. Help the helpless, shelter the homeless, feed the hungry, all that stuff. I hope all of you have a great life. Please love everybody. If i was close to any of you, i believe someway, somehow, we will meet again. Until then, be nice to everybody on this planet. Lots of love!
>>34391081At least give it a fair shake and wait until your brain is fully finished. Give it another 6 years or so.
>>34391081You're 19. You didn't even started your life faggot. Everything about who you are can be changed and improved. Go out and live a little before being all gloomy like a retarded teenager.
The issue with suicidal people is that they don't realise they can enact this stuff themselves. If you wanna see good happen in the world, use your free will to donate and volunteer. You've got more than an impact than you realise, and this retarded self-defeatist attitude sure as hell won't help you. I know the world is shit but as gay as it sounds, human connection is what makes life worth living
>>34391112I can go pick up a bag full of trash in my local wildlife area but it's not even a drop in the bucket. Like okay yes maybe I keep one rabbit from eating one cigarette butt but it'll find one next week. Life is a never ending battle of staving off inevitable suffering. It's kinda lame.
>>34391118If you stay consistent and do it every day, you’ll create meaningful change. Don’t give up before you’ve even begun.
>>34391081>I've already tried multiple timesGrow fuck up. You and every other person your age idealizes suicide like you're so uniquely broken. But you're not, life was just as hard or harder for everybody else walking upright. Get over yourself and be an adult, or weed yourself out. It's not even an act of cowardice in this scenario, just plain stupidity.
>>34391081>I wish i could see the future and what's coming afterwardsAnd THAT is why you should stick it out - to see what happens next
>>34391081By law, all ads for things like stock market investments have to include the small print "Past performance does not guarantee future results."Life should carry that warning. Past disappointments DO NOT guaranee future failure.
>>34391122>meaningful changePicking up trash day after day doesn't do anything to stop people dumping out there in the first place. Perpetually cleaning up other people's messes doesn't stop them from making more. It just makes you tired.
>>34391081Women, everyone.
>>34391314I hate women so much.
>>34391081>there's nothing i like about myself, and i have no way of changing that.Like whatDo you even know what you want to be, or what makes a person good, that you don't like yourself so much, or do you think you know yourself and others so well that you can judge your traits objectively bad?>I think humanity is good after allYe humanity is decent
>>34391081>I'm 19f and i'm gonna kill myselfWhy? 19 is very young. You have enough time to turn your life around. It doesn't mean it will but that's a bad age to commit suicide. >I already have a method in mind.Share it with me. I am 27 and my life is torture too so I intend to commit suicide by the time I am 30 if my life does not turn around. I did not kill myself all this time because of feelings of guilt and a sense of responsibility but I will work through these issues in the next three years and I will liberate myself from this physical reality, whether my next life will be better or worse, I will do it out of spite for this evil universe.
>>34391081I don't care your gender or the whole thing you're going through, 19 is too young to kill yourselfI'm not even one to tell people not to kill themselves around here, I usually tell them to do so.but they're usually 30yo people who've seen the whole thing and gave upat 19 there are still many things aheadI know because me and a lot of people at 19 were sad and convinced that was lifeand man o man, good and bad things happened that changed the whole thing, the first 20 years of life are barely a tutorial
>>34391081I'm 23M virgin. Suck my dick before you go pls, for the both of us.
>>34391081If you really wanted to kys you would just do it instead of coming here to advertise it. And if you were serious about it you wouldn't have failed several times. First thing to do is stop lying to yourself and admit you want to live. Openly ask for help instead of poorly disguising it as a suicide threat.
>>34391965I'm 23 a nd a virgin too, suck my dick and balls too please
>>34391081>I've already have tried multiple timesAnd you will fail again. And again. And again. And you will keep failing every time you try, until you realise you aren't competent enough to organise a suicide. And at that point you'll realise you have no choice but to live, and you have to try to find some way to deal with that uncomfortable reality.
>>34391081>I'm 19f and i'm gonna kill myself.No you aren't. People who actually succeed in killing themselves just quietly get on with it. They don't come on here looking for attention.
>>34391081You are not done because your post is full of lies. You are pretending, not speaking the truth.You still have to learn to be honest to yourself, and it will take some more years, or never.Good luck.
>>34391081There's like 1 in a million chance that you will actually off yourself (failed "attempts" don't count).
