Is it normal to still be infatuated with a woman I met on a summer camp in 2015 when we were 18 years old? I occasionally look her up on social media and in recent pics/posts she's just as beautiful and quirky and amazing as she was when I met her. What kills me is that she was into me back then too, but I bungled it by being too scared to reciprocate her interest even when she dragged me to bed with her.I've met 100s of other women since then but they're all just boring by comparison. I haven't felt butterflies in my stomach ever since meeting this girl. How can I move on, over 10 years later?Contacting her or trying to ask her out is absolutely not an option btw so please don't suggest that.
You are wistful and nostalgic about being that age and the magical sense of young love and wish to return to that, instead of your complicated adult present.
just the way it is bro you gotta forget about this bitch. The first love is different from any other and you will likely never be so obsessed with a girl again and thats a good thing. My high school crush and prom date had me obsessed from age 17 to about 24 but I did eventually stop dreaming about her and all that. Once I got a hot GF who actually let me fuck her the fire in my heart for the prom date really died down. So I would recommend you doing that. Get a new girl.
>>34391684>>34391686It's the "what if" that gets me. If I had actually dated her and it hadn't worked out and we'd broken up I'd probably have moved on years ago. But knowing I had a chance but I didn't shoot my shot, even when it was so obvious, just kills me. It's like starting reading what looks like it could be an amazing book but the author never wrote anything past the first chapter.I really probably shouldn't have looked her up on Google because seeing that I'm still super attracted to her at nearly age 30 just made things worse. She didn't even get fat or marry a bum or anything.
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