>Be me, 18 years old. >11 years ago now, My mom branded my Calf Muscle with a sliver fork+spoon thing.>Why? Because I was not able to learn a new language for school at one go.> Me, a 7 year old kid in pain, decides to never trust my mom again. >fast forward 6 years, I learn at school that I can move away to a first world country for University if I do well in school and learn their culture/language before hand. >Realize that this is probably the best think that could happen to me. > Fast forward 5 years, it's been 11 years since I first started faking love and affection. I do everything, Good grades, C1 in the language proficiency, many friends from the country I was planning to go to, K12 in English (cause it's my primary language), I EVEN GOT A FUCKIN' SCHOLARSHIP!!!>Told my dad about this new "chapter in my life" I was looking forward to, like I wasn't just gonna fuckin abandon my family the moment I set foot in a different soil. > Dad says "Well even with that yearly scholarship, we wouldn't be able to afford more than 2 years at this university even if you got a job there." >I filled the Financial forms, here's what he really meant "We can afford it but that would mean burning 2 years of saving which I was going to hedge-fund.">Realize that I just lost and I'd have to live this fake "wholesome" life for as long as I live. >Okay before I tell you what happens next you're probably wondering why I couldn't just go to University here in a different city, well my country is a proper shit-hole and even what you consider bare-minimum quality of life is expensive as hell. On the other hand, I have OCD and I'm able to sustain living only because of my homely comforts which I wouldn't have as a student in any other place.>My plan has failed, and there's nothing I can do. >I kill myself, or try to at least. I got 400ml cologne with a really high denatured alcohol concentration and chugged it. >Comment to long. Sorry I'm new here, No idea how this works.
>>34391937Post a funny meme if you survive anon :)
>>34391937There's nothing worse than having Asian parents.
>>34391937Go to the university that offered you a scholarship. Once you're there, they will do all they can to keep you there (Some of their funding is based on student successes)., including grants, loans, jobs, etc
>>34391937Based dad.We do not want you over here. Stay in your third world country, please.
>>34391937Your post is an absolute piece of shit. You should have to pay us for reading this crap. Why did you waste your own time with this? Please tell me you are a bot.
