My sandnigger parents didn't send me to college, and shortly after went insane and depressed living at home. A couple of suicide attempts and 8 years later I still live with them and hate every second. I have two degrees I got by commuting and online courses but Im too insane to work. How the fuck is it legal to let retard parents decide if you go insane or not? This society is gay and retarded. Should I get transcranial magnetic stimulation or something or am i cooked. I'm filled with rage when they talk to me and tell me to do shit when it's their fault I got so depressed and unstable.
Follow in the great Mohammad Atta's footsteps and obtain your commercial pilot's licence. I don't think I have to tell you what to do next.
>>34392658>This society is gay and retarded. Should I get transcranial magnetic stimulation or something or am i cooked. I'm filled with rage when they talk to me and tell me to do shit when it's their fault I got so depressed and unstable.i think these problems will resolve when you get away from your parents & rely on yourself anoni understand it's a catch 22, you need to be sane to work but you need to work to become sane, but i beg you to force yourself to work anywayotherwise those degrees will have been worth nothing & you may as well have played factorioFIGHT THE POWER
I already tried like 4 times and got fired or ran away from a perpetual state of seething. I have like a year's salary saved, and I want to do something on my own but don't know what.
>>34392810I have a similar problem as OP in all honesty. mine is worse because my mom was abusive when i was a child and would do anything and everything to keep us in poverty. she gave ANY money she had to a retarded cult leader and had us drowning in credit card debt that i had to work to pay off with nothing to show for of my own. i fantasize about lighting her on fire and then shooting myself. she's subhuman and doesn't deserve retirement and i'm starting to lose motivation myself. i exercise and learn japanese to keep my mind off violence. but every now and then, i think about the shit that happened in WWII and how she should've been at the front of it. My only hope is getting this cheap property so i can finally get away from her, but i can't get approved for a loan with part time work. not without at least 2 years of work history at the job in question. so close and yet so far.Having children should really be a privilege that requires a state licence and not something anyone can just do.
>>34392658>didn't get collegeHonestly, as someone who went through that type of shit, you dodged a bullet. "Higher education" is a scam, and in the era of YouTube video tutorials on literally every accessible subject you could imagine, practically redundant.If your issue is you can't get jobs, there are people with PhDs who can't get jobs. The economy itself is fucked, it isn't your fault.Before you are several pathroutes. They are not mutually exclusive.1) Apply for a low level job that has a good career progression. Note you will not be handed this career progression, you will have to work your balls off and show hypercompetency compared to your peers, and ask if there are alternative, higher paid jobs within the company itself.2) Become self-employed. Honestly, skill difficulty is like a literal cliff. It is a combination of high intelligence (smart enough to navigate tax forms, laws, business issues), high motivation (willingness to work potentially 12-16 hour days) AND luck (either a viral success or finding a financial niche that rockets). I had created 12 businesses, only 2 made money, both of which were obnoxiously small amounts ($3k and $20; not worth it for the workload). You are competing with both AI *and* other businesses.3) Upskill yourself online by learning in-demand, current skills from E.G. YouTube. I mean, even use AI to give you *starting* points on learning (just validate shit it says; the AI's reliability is proportionate to how much info there is online). If you need "work experience", volunteer.>>34392785fuck off zio-cunt
>>34392658Oh boo hoo. Mommy and daddy didn't send you to college. Millions of people have gone to college paying their own way
>insane>still living with parentshmmmm... basically impossible to figure out what would make this situation better?
>>34392658Let me tell you something you have to listen to in order to fix your issues. I’m sure people in this thread are saying the same thing, but you really need to hear and actionably integrate this into your life.If you keep pointing fingers at your parents, society, and anything else that isn’t you as the cause of your problems, any change that comes to your life will be by sheer luck. You can’t rely on luck.You are only truly in control of yourself, and that’s who is at fault for all the shit you’re going through. Once you realize it’s your fault, you can start to make change because if it’s you that did it, it’s you that can undo it or stop doing it. People can help you, but only you can fix this, not anyone else. To fix your shit you must take action because without action nothing happens. If you change nothing, nothing changes.You can start by asking yourself by identifying a problem and then asking yourself “How is this my fault?” Once you can see your fault, the next question is “How can I change this?”, with an emphasis on the *I*.
>This society is gay and retardedGo back to sandnigger land. Your mental health will actually improve
>>34392658Bro you're at the point in life where you can't blame your parents anymore. Mental illness isn't your fault but it's your responsibility. See a psyche, get medicated, and figure out how you can get on with your life. Assuming it's been 8 years since you graduated high school, you must be around 25-26 years old. You're still young and got a lot of life ahead of you. But you're going to fall into a spiral of failure if you don't start holding yourself accountable.
