I mean I can keep up to my routine, going to study, having classes, then training, some days seeing my friends, but when im alone I realize there is a void in me and that my life is pointless. I dont have the courage to end it, plus my conscience tells me no, but everynight at the end of the day there is this restless despair in my heart, that I cant point to, this sort of hate or irritation on existance overall, I have tried religion but didnt work. And im too dumb for philosophy.
>>34393675there's probably some specific problem in ur life, whether you realize it or notit might be getting to you like this all-enveloping black fog, but it's probably because you're not conscious what it isi could be wrong thoughjust remember there are plenty of drastic options you can try besides suicide/drugs, and it's best to try those first
>>34393675There is no point to living but there is no point to dying either. Pointlessness is not a rational reason for suicide. You are likely obfuscating the real reason you feel this way, so you have to figure it that out first.
>>34393675The number one rule of life is: life is suffering. The faster you realize this, the better you'll feel.See your life as an RTS game NPC. You were created to be a slave and exploit ressources. The elite were created to rule and have fun. You won't kys because you were engineered to not do it.
>>34393698>there are plenty of drastic optionssuch as?
>>34394304He's talking out of his ass because he thinks "positive speech" will help his karma or whatever. If he had exemples, he would have listed them already.
>>34393675I had the same exact thought todayBut i then saw my guitar, my camera and thoughtWait, this world if you do something enough you get better at it. You improveAnd that gave me reason to continueThat single thought that you can go from point a to a point in which things are better.You can improve at anything in this lifeIf you think about it
>>34393675Truly, most people feel this way most of the time. There is really not a real, rational reason for keep living.You are not really mandated to keep living.You can die in any moment you want, and it's not important.Nobody will stop you from dying.Courage, conscience, are just words to play with that lack any logic content.I don't even know why I'm writing this.Your life is probably perfectly comfy, so you can just keep living. Perhaps some deep introspection could help you accept all is vain. Some chemicals could show the chemicality of your thoughs, in a simple and irrefutable way.Mi advice is, go to bed. Tomorrow see the sunrise and do things. One after another.
>>34393675You're too much of a pussy to kill yourself OP. Keep on living and make the most of it.
>>34393675I used to feel this way, then I had kids
