I don’t know why I should be alive. I go to uni to study something I’m only partially interested in and have no aspirations or things to look forward to aside from that. I am a slave to the meds I take everyday so I don’t go nuts. Natural selection dictates that I shouldn’t even be alive right now so genuinely what’s the point?
>>34398813change your life, retardthere are plenty of drastic options you can try besides suicide/drugs & it's stupid not to exhaust all of those first
>>34398825im not even him but you speak of options but dont even name a single one, kek to that
>>34398825>change your lifeEasier said than done. I don’t even know what I want to change. Every time I pursue something that I think will finally make me happy it either doesn’t or just causes more problems in my life.
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>>34398813OP, first figure out your spiritual life, since I doubt you actually want to die, otherwise you wouldn't be posting here. That means you actually want to live for something, and honestly, when I was in your shoes, I basically went to church and let God figure it out for me. No, don't shake your head, it worked for me, it will work for you. Get your spiritual life in order first, and your physical life will start falling into place on its own.After that, it's up to you what you like and what you want to do (no staying home, eating cheetos, binging anime, gaming and jerking off aren't ideal, though fun). Start small, first get your life in order: finish education and secure a job that pays ok. Next, find what it is you enjoy and gravitate towards that. Make your hobby your 2nd job. Example: my coworker loves arts and crafts and people pay her to make stuff for them, like balloon decorations, haunted houses, Christmas decor, etc.So, go do what you like and eventually you'll find people who pay you to do it for them.Hope this helps
>>34398813>Natural selectionfucking cringe, don't answer to anybody but yourself
>>34398813>>34398838this is all very vague and i question whether this is a stealth demoralization thread
>>34398838There is no “finally happy”. Happiness is in the pursuit, which you have to learn to enjoy. Achieving a goal, if anything, quickly becomes depressing after the initial high if you don’t have another goal ready. If you don’t know what you want, try things and see how you feel after doing them. If you feel good, do that more. If you don’t feel good or feel bad, try something new. In the end, it is action that creates change, nothing else.
>>34399348I’m sitting at my desk in Langley sipping coffee as we speak
>>34399344Why? What’s the philosophy behind this I’m intrigued
>>34399439Simple, I live my life how I want to which never leads me to such a conflict that OP has
>>34399437i think there are individual freaks who get way more invested & make higher quality demoralization threads than glowies doi'm just saying, "glowie or non-glowie" is a false dilemma, there are other people who want (You) dead posting here
