how tf do i get better i cant overcome this Symbiote of a personality i treasure the worst in everything lifestyle, relations, wtv wtv. i treat myself to the shittiest thing i can findyou know the crazy girls whom only interact to insults? lowkey im like that 10 comments on a single thread i would kms if i had to reply to a good one i figured it out before i probably see anyone who treats me okay ish as a liar, fake person or just out right pathetic needycause why would you give me the time of the day if you had anything better going onso i figured it im (not a good) person and im being generous here i dont wanna insult myself infront of yall, ofc sadly ik i look ugly and im not healthy and wtv wtv thnx but yeah its like a self fluffing prophecy at least replying to the shitty people ensures that they wont change i know them for who they arehow can i stop being attached to shitty people in general and wtv fix whats going on w my lifefor anyone gonna say get better go gym make friends stop being pathetic just think if it was that easy we all would be the same, itried i just regress into doing the same thing i only feel happy hurting myself i love doing it its the only thing that gives my life meaning lol
