>27 male (USA)>Never had a serious relationship. Only been on four dates in my life >No close friends right now>Severe depression and social anxiety, which I’ve had for 10 years>Went to the mental hospital twice for suicidal ideation>No anti-depressant has worked for me. I’ve tried 10 of them>No therapist has ever worked for me. I’ve tried 12 I’m seriously considering suicide, as I do not see any hope. Is this reasonable, or should I keep trying?
>>34410944>I’m seriously considering suicide, as I do not see any hope. Is this reasonable, or should I keep trying?just remember there are plenty of drastic ways to change your life besides suicide/drugsit's stupid not to exhaust all of those first, imo, but it is your lifeu could join a fishing boat crew, idfk>Severe depression and social anxiety, 10 antidepressants, mental hospital, no friendsdo you have a job?do you live with family?there's probably some specific source of these problems in your life, niggas don't just "have" all those problems for no reasonit's better to try and fix that first
>>34410955I have a decent job and I am able to live on my own without any roommates
>>34410974Have you dabbled in real drugs? That's probably the only real thing that might change something.
>>34410974that's good>>34411011bullet to the back of the head
>>34411064>noooo not those drugs that’s BAD!cry more cringe Normie
>>3441094427 is too early to off yourself. 40s i understand. If you're feeling like this or worse 10 years from now, i allow you to off yourself. Look into things like astrology and magic. You can actually predict your future somewhat with those.
>>34410944After my mental breakdown I was told to go to NAMI meetingsI met several long term friends which made life easier
>>34412682what drugs were you gonna mention before seething?
>>34412858I’ve tried several group therapy sessions. It wasn’t for me. Made me feel more depressed because most of the people in therapy were way worse off than me
>>34412975Not that anon, but Ketamine or DMT therapy is usually what is recommended for people such as yourself with depression that doesn't respond well to other treatments.Not sure about the legality of that in your locality, but it's worth looking into.
>>34413828Unfortunately I’ve been denied TMS/ECT treatment six times by my insurance. I can’t do ketamine because I’d have to take a lot of sick time off, which is not really possible in the USA
>>34410944Yes, keep trying, look into spiritual healing PLEASE. i just turned 27 and in the same boat and nothing worked for me until recently, i got off ssris and started meditating and found where my blockages were. only you can fix yourself and I promise you can do it
>>34410955yes pick a way ( pills dont work that well) and do it, my rocomendation is jump from a high place (you can just wait a few minutes think and then just let go, if you pick good height youll have clean and nice death) or rope 100% sucess and there is no chance at survival then cripled life the trick is to make the fall before the rope catches you by neck longer so it snaps it, yes it may rip the head off but youll be dead, also body tends to release bodyli fluids i recomend not eating for day or two prior and not drink like 24 (or more limit is like 36 if longer youll live but there is no point in waiting) hours before, i hope you consider other options if not i wish you best luck at fast and clean death, !if you survive leave your expirience for future use!
>>34410944Mayhem
>>34414177Feezing mooGood intro, they should have done more slow, dark stuff like that intro
