Is it bad to break up with my girlfriend if that would mean kicking her out of my house and she'd have literally nowhere to go?
She moved in because her family is supposedly abusive (although, i'm starting to think that since apparently everyone in the world is horrible to her, including me (as she likes to constantly say), maybe she is the problem).
I feel like i'm stuck. She has this way of thinking that doesn't make sense. She'll raise an issue, and it will be fixed, but if 1 year later, that same issue accidentally reoccurs, she'll pretend the entire year of no issues doesn't count. What the fuck?

What do I do? Kick her out? I don't foresee a life of happiness. I foresee a life of becoming the 'yes dear' meme

>>34415812
Who said you are supposed to be happy? If you wanted to, you would have. You can tell he she can take her time, finding another place. In the meantime you expect dinner, sex, and no bullshit.

>>34415818
Because I want to be happy.

>>34415820
Okay, so..

>>34415812
If the issue comes up again, it means that it needs refixing or reworking. A year of good behavior doesn't mean shit. You sound like you just don't like her anymore but don't have a real reason. This is going to blow your mind sparky but you don't need a real reason to break up with someone. Give her a few months and let her go. Worst case scenario she can go to a shelter house but I doubt she will.

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>>34415809
Damn, my work crush is so beautiful. I hate having to see her every day, while knowing that she will never be mine and will never speak to me again.

>>34415873
Just infatuation anon. Does she flirt with you? Dont flirt back, you're going break your own heart and let her break yours

Bros I fucking hate being circumcised *shudder*

>>34415882
Too late. We used to flirt, but when I got serious, she said no and cut me off.

My dad is a retard

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>>34415923
It seems that the apple didn't fall far from the tree...

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>>34415940
LOOOOOOOOOOOOL GOTT EEEEEEM

So many of you are just whiny faggots who want affirmation and acceptance and not actual solutions. I believe many of you know this but hope that outright rejecting reality will change it, which is wrong. Its easier to be a victim than just accept the way things are and then to come up with solutions based on these facts.
For the record, I'm not mad. Its funny watching people struggle when they don't have to lol

>>34415812
You are falling for classic parasitic behavior. Kick her ass out she can pay for rent like a normal person, nobody gives men this type of consideration lol.

>>34415809
Recently found out about the unsent project while scrolling. Looked my name up on there and to my surprise found a note. My name is unique, like nobody else has it (esp. because its misspelled) and the contents of the text are very clearly from a specific girl. Context for girl in question, we both liked each other for like 2-3 years, but I was a bit anxious back then, didn’t ask her out. I eventually did it really late, figured out she got in a relationship like a month ago, so it was of course too late she just didn’t respond. But the unsent thing was written almost a year after all that. idk why she would write it, considering she has been in the same relationship, from then, to the date of submission of the text, to today (almost two years). One thing though, even after the relationship, although we didn’t talk after that, she would still do minor stuff like holding long eye contact if we ran into each other or I would catch her staring, and also she never told me about her relationship herself, I found out, and even removed mutual friends from her social media, so it is entirely plausible she thinks I don’t know about it still. But regardless I am not sure what the mindset behind writing something like this could be, seems to me that there is nothing I can do with it bc even is she did like me a bit, shes certainly not going to act on it, but even more puzzling is just the mindset behind it I really don’t understand. Like genuinely what is going through her head, its been a while since Ive even seen her, and nothing is prob going to happen between us, what does she expect or think, bc I can’t see a good reason from her perspective. And am just struggling to understand the mindset here.

>>34415873
Calm your tits m, you are mine. Nothing will ever change that.
-m

M,Just attempts to justify and delude yourself about our distance and silence when I know you love me the same as before
-m

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I miss my friend. I used to play games online with her all the time and she was very funny and kind. She was going through depression and started taking medication and ever since I've rarely seen her. She hasn't really gone online since March of last year and I know she's not even in offline mode because Steam would still update the recent activity. She sometimes goes online for 30 minutes and does nothing, she used to respond to my messages but since October she hasn't. I occasionally send her messages checking in on her and keep it very low pressure, or tell her about accomplishments I've made or anything exciting with me. I'm glad she's alive but i miss her and want to talk to her again.

I think i gonna end everything, i dont know how people can handle POCD and have a normal life or how they can even be the real stuff and live that way so i think i would rather be death and die as a normal person that become the monster my mind is telling me i am

I might have ran my mouth a little too hard with the psychiatrist.

>>34416197
I miss mine in both ways
-m

Ignoring that entire larp here. I know who m and I are to each other and I trust her over all else
-mmm

>>34416197
Nta but I miss the days when I had a computer than could run an mmo to play with my fren. Now I’m too far behind expansions and honestly couldn’t be assed to relearn the raid combos. Maybe if I came back it would be to afk craft.
Maybe I’ll buy Pokopia.

I miss video games and also I wish I had a perfect golden body.

Why does this place even bother pretending it has rules
If mods have a problem theyll just rangeban you for "abuse"
It doesnt matter what you say or do

Why bother pretending it isnt totally arbitrary and personal? We can all tell it is. We can all tell. Its blatant.

Why bother with the lying?

And if a nigga violate, we got a hunnid clips
And we go zero to a hundred quick

No prime. Just give me the regular search please so I can rot in peace.

>>34415809

some bitch ass butthurt son of a genuine bitch removed my thread on a website once becasue he is a cunt who cant see turth being written.

Ofcourse I counldn't do anything so here's my GIOYC. I hope that son of a cunt actually gets mob beaten and end up in gore section of adult.

some bitch here writes
>So many of you are just whiny faggots

bro is being a whiny bitch himself about them and now i am whining about him so thats what like a whinception. goddam retards

>>34416773
Agreed

>>34416796
At least you recognize you are being a whiny bitch

I feel this way about C

>>34416766
What game?

>>34416816
All of them, anon. But mostly: RTS, FPS, Grand Strategy, and Simulation.

it's over.

>>34416824
What fps?

>>34416909
It's over with c

>>34416909
it's so joeover™ anon

>>34416812
what is C?

Yep. This is Hell alright. Born and raised.

>>34416915
i have no affiliations with a c.

Do they believe that I will inherently be sent to hell if I am not forgiven? Is that why they salt my wounds as they do and deprive me help? Have I not proven myself to them as approvable? Are they my blessings or enemies?

>>34416911
I wanted to play Fortnite and Marvel Rivals with some old friends, but I was looking to get into a few more realistic shooters of different eras. I also just want to scavenge things and kill people in a realistic apocalypse game like in Road to Vostok or maybe something else.

>>34416983
Nah, worst case scenario is that it's more likely to be nothingness and you just stop existing or you reincarnate as a bug.

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Cousin

Why

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>>34415809
Have any anons managed to get over social anxiety? It's been with me for the two decades i've been on this earth and it just completely hollowed me out man, there's nothing just left.

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Passed out without a chair jammed into the door to keep it shut again last evening and I don’t know why my thumb is in pain. After waking up I found picrel. Tammy picked up my prescription and I wasn't sure if that was legal so I got video of them telling me they picked it up because they left pills on the counter with a note for me. They then exited the room to bitch outside of my door about it asking why I think they don't record me breaking the windshield and it's because they love me and I yelled stfu while in my room so the had to say shut the fuck up in return. I told them to kill themselves and left. Eventually opened the screen door to enter back in the house after cooling off for a while and derek told me I'm not allowed to sleep there tonight. He was just staring at me thru the window with a blank expression for an awkward unnatural amount of time after telling me that and my intuition told me he was fighting back a grin. Seemed like he was enjoying it. Then as soon as I put my camera up he switched expression and gave me a middle finger after I brought the camera back down. Entered the house again at 4am after derek said “come here” like someone would to their dog.

Is he a criminal under investigation or Mr government investigator? “Derek” made sure to say “come here” instead so I think I know what he was trying to do. Because he thinks it’s ok. That’s why he did it. He can’t blame it on anybody else. Because if anyone took that garbage seriously then it just opens up more barriers and tactics of delegitimization to be used on me which he thinks is appropriate. He wants to say “well the audience criticized him so I want to make the audience pay for what they do by hurting him” right? Because he’s still waiting for the outcome to decide whether he wants to build his image off of the guy who helped me or the guy who “dominated” me. How is that helpful? Is it help that anyone needs? Is it necessary? He’s telling everyone that he doesn’t think I have proven myself as approvable yet if I’m interpreting this accurately. Why is that?

>>34417001
Would you be into dying light the beast?

time to face the facts
i've always had long hair but the male pattern baldness is getting pretty bad. going to the barber this weekend for the first time in 20 years.
even though it's a bit unsightly as it is right now, i can't shake the feeling i'm doing this because of peer pressure. feels bad man

>>34417216
I loved Dying Light but am skeptical of sequels. I would consider playing with you when I get a laptop again though.

>>34417144
Trying and failing can't be much worse

>>34417247
Godspeed

>>34417248
Dying light 2 was ok but the beast is great.

I like talking tech
What laptop are you looking at?

I’m expected to speak to a superior court judge every other week for “assisted outpatient treatment” with consequences of hospitalization if I fail to do so too many times according to the independent research I have done and nothing remotely enlightening or clear on the matter from any of the members of “aot”. On march 18th 2026 this superior court judge finally shared their opinion regarding the different photos of “derek” which I provided and they agreed with me that the pictures don’t match. I expressed my concern about how serious this could be and their only idea to proceed forward is by issuing more dna tests. My response was sure we could do that but it doesn’t really explain the doppelgängers. I took a third party dna test and pictures of the individuals who took the test as well at the dna testing office April 2025 and they matched yet there continued to be no explanation for the doppelgängers. I don’t understand why. The superior court judge told me that “aot” is only welcome to people who agree to ingest whichever drugs are prescribed by a doctor and I told them that I refuse to do so. They then asked if I could do something else for them. The superior court judge said that they want me to trust them and asked me to trust them. I told them that I can’t. I was then sent to the mental hospital again immediately after. Today my public defender for “aot” informed me that this superior court judge refuses to provide any more help regarding the pictures that I provided to her if I don’t agree to consume prescription drugs. We will be meeting on April 14th to discuss my departure from “aot”.

>>34417259
I want to get this around black friday this year or sooner if it goes on massive sale again. Right now it's like 50% higher than the lowest price that I've seen. I basically wanted something convenient with basically zero latency for multiplayer.

ASUS - ROG Strix G16 16" 240Hz 2.5K Gaming Laptop - Intel Core Ultra 9 - 32GB RAM - NVIDIA GeForce RTX 5060 - 1TB SSD

My public defender told me while I was in the hospital that I must make a decision regarding my intention to stay in “aot” or leave and every time I told them that my decision is dependent on what the superior court decides to do with helping me we just kept talking in circles with them telling me “but don’t think they’re going to do that”. My decision remained open ended. The superior court judge also tried to pass the pictures I provided back to me on the 18th and according to my public defender they then tried to pass the pictures onto them this morning.

>>34417275
Asus is great. I just got the Asus duo laptop for my dev work.

Asus is the highest end consumer brand for gaming laptops.

I higjly recommend looking at sager. They do custom built laptops and you will get more for what you spend. I've purchased 3 of them as my prior gaming laptops.

https://www.sagernotebook.com

>>34417275
For instance for the same price as your striz 16" you can get the
Sager NP6560P-S Notebook and that has a 5070 GPU. Sager also does sales on black Friday. You may also get 500 off a more expensive build and knock it down to the 2000

>>34417303
Search sager on eBay for used as well. You get builds for $450 -1000 that will still run everything on ultra.

>>34415809
i fucking hate women so god damn much. they're all awful. they're all overdemanding. they all want too much and provide too little. they're the worst.

Tammy is trying to tell me that telling her to “kill yourself” is a threat when I just got her on camera last week stating that I have never threatened her or “derek” ever in my life and they know it’s true.

>>34417296
>>34417303
>>34417313
Thanks for the tip. I'll probably still hold off as I'm using this year to get my life all together and then I can game as a treat to myself.

Finally told my ex to fuck off as if one could make amends for cheating. Live with your grass being greener cunt as my life is better off without you visiting me. Burn in Hell A, you are not lovely super or a niichan.

>>34417351
yeah fuck that cunt, hope she drowns

Telling someone to “kill yourself” may be prosecuted on the grounds that the recipient of the comment takes their life or is suicidal upon the occasion of said comment. I just filmed a video of the two individuals in the house I live stating their identity as well as the date confirming that they are not suicidal.

It amazes me how quick high school went by. I mean; I still remember how in my first day I was fantasizing about getting really into the school spirit and participating in activities and attending the games but I never did. I eventually dropped out over twenty years ago. I don't miss it, but I do miss being more hopeful about the future

ALL HOPE IS LOST

>>34417412
“Tammy” wanted to make sure to video tape me while telling them to kill themself so I felt compelled to gather said data immediately after the incident.

>>34417343
Of course. I just like talking tech (:

If “Tammy” insists on speaking to me again I will say “Tammy need to be heard” instead of “kill yourself” from this point forward. If either of them die while I’m sleeping in this house then I will be more liable to be blamed for it so that’s another issue.

>>34416796
He speaks the turth

>>34417494
I'm mostly concerned about having a laptop monitor with at least 240hz, cpu, and ram.

>>34416940
Coomzilla

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Is it normal for someone depressed to get in a faggy state where it's hard not to laugh for senseless reasons when someones talking to you, and eye contact feels a lot more weird? Maybe it's because on an emotional level I kinda want to kms. Won't do that though. At times recently I have felt like I couldn't even muster the will to speak and want to choke up words.

>>34417580
>At times recently I have felt like I couldn't even muster the will to speak
Not common for me by the way. I felt like I hadn't been familiar with that feeling in like 5 years. Anways I'm a joke.

>>34417580
Get your life together and then try to be happy and then maybe try to find meaning but meaning is overrated imo.

>>34417566
GPU is more important than CPU.ake sure ram is not soldered in and upgradeable.

>>34417661
For the games I play this is not the case as much, I think. I play a lot of spread sheet simulators.

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>>34417613
There are small things I can do that will make things better, but things aren't looking promising. Almost every day has been almost the exact same for 5 years or more. Every day I get up and I know for reasons beyond my control, that if I don't do something really painful and risky like run away from my family, it's not going to change any time soon, and if anything, years to come of the same shit telegraphs itself, I wake up and it's yesterday all over again, and the next day will be the same. Nothing will change, and I'm too raped and ruined of a person for anything but trauma to serve as the backdrop of my life for maybe ever. If I could truly grasp it I'd be laughing, and not a joyous laugh. Of course, I can internalize doom. I can swallow it and conquer it. I've done it before, but is it really good that all of my being is defined in doom? There is light in the continuoation of one's ability to gaze upwards despite all doom. I don't know.

>>34417684
Monster hunter , edf are cpu intensive. Really any Japanese port.

>>34417689
Do better day 1 and none of the last 5 years of horrid shit would of happened.

I really do just need to stop using this fucking site to try and connect with anyone. It's not like how it was when majority of the users on here actually wanted to meet. It's hilarious to me now how much of a joke it was that 4channers where anti-social back in 2010 when newfags are a billion times more retarded. I gotta stop letting these people get under my skin.

I am only capable of doing 1 thing. I can do my job but I will get fat and have no friends. I can make friends but I wont get other shit done. I can get jacked but I wont do anything else. I can only do 1 thing

>>34417796
I really want to start organizing game nights if possible. What happened, anon? You alright?

>>34417801
Just joined a shitty discord group off soc and got in to a stupid spat over modern dating and dating and they quickly went in on the personal attacks. Even found some old post of mine from months ago which is hilarious. They muted me so i just left. Seemed promising so I'm disappointed it didn't work out so I left. Just wasn't worth my time. Guess I'll give them half credit though, my old friend group would never make it clear who is and isn't wanted so points to them for actually vetting.

>>34417750
I'm not so sure.

i miss my fren alan

>>34417812
That sounds promising and I'm sorry for your loss. There MAY be other discords.

>>34417904
nah. soc groups aren't worth it lol. Just gotta cut my losses, take accountability the best I can and grow up.

I ate too much

*laughs* (heartfealt)
life's gay

QTDDTOT is where you program the back end of reality. Funny little place, this.
>allegedly

>>34417971
I half joke but there's something to words having power.

>>34417973
Could make a good plot for something.
As above, so below, as online, so offline.
I will not think any more about that lest I go apricots.

>>34417974
That’s pretty far out, man.

>>34418035
Are you being sarcastic and suggesting this is something "dude weed" tier? Because that's not how I saw, I didn't attach that level of significance to my thought, and I'm basically just vomitposting.

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I had meant to thank an anon on /tv/ from pic related. The bit about being young, from a different generation, and doing things your own way as others have and others will really moved me. You have to succeed in your own way. Many people have before.

>>34417817
I know so.

have been battling feelings of discontent about my partner and their past actions that has turned to judgement and disgust and i'm starting to feel really bad about it. no clue how I let it get this bad or what to do about it. i genuinely get sick, feel disgusting, and have almost vietnam flashback type shut downs over this when it gets triggered or my brain reminds myself of it. no clue what to do, whether to leave, bring it up to them to find a resolution, or just learn to deal with it. Shits been eating me up for months and continues to get worse. If my partner wasnt so happy with me id hit the door but they love me and it makes me feel even worse that ive increasingly started to have negative thoughts about them and their actions. im at a total loss here, gonna schedule for a therapy session soon and just put on a happy face and disassociate until i can come to a set solution im proud of

I feel like I should date a white guy but they aren't that cute I only really think Latino guys are cute

My boyfriend told me something really hilarious about my little brother. They were just making conversation at Easter and he asked my brother if he was excited for the new Harry Potter series or thought it was lame. My little brother went on a tangent about how he doesn't like Harry Potter because JK Rowling is transphobic. Bro does my little brother fuck trannies? Jesus Christ. My boyfriend just told me about it laughing. I am so embarrassed that my brother is a leftist

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>>34415809
im a bi furry and WISH my family would tease me like this:

i’m so unbelievably lonely. i wish i wasn’t such a revolting person. is there a name for someone you literally only stay in touch with so you can see how shit their life is and feel better about yourself? because that’s what everyone does with me. i have no friends, no one cares about anything i have to say, im a loser with no future. the worst part is despite all that i can’t muster up the courage to kill myself. just keep watching movies and playing games. some nights it all just hits me and i feel my head split.

>>34415809
I don’t know what I should ask help for…

Better social /street skills or a private secluded space. My bias is the latter.

Better presence and networking at my current role, or a better-paying role. My bias is the former.

The strength to live it out alone, or the help from a gentle soul. My heart screams for the latter.

Rest or enery and drive… I somehow want to sleep and wake up routinely…

If only I knew step by step what chapters / surahs / prayers / curses to meet desires, or to stop desiring.

I just want to disappear… somewhere safe where I will look back and smile at my current s**t-troubles.

Does anyone else believe we’re all just at this temporary plane so we’re able to safely transition into our God-state whether it be in this life or next?

I kind of want to be in the era where I’m disappearing after finding the treasure iykwim. Reappearing on the internet from time to time.

i miss companionship of the one who ended things so i had to leave to not hurt myself and let them be without me

So it turns out that I’m never gonna be any good and I have no friends and somebody needs to kick me in the face until I’m dead

Usually I'm not too affected but in last class my qt classmate was so great. Really actively answering the teacher's questions and so on. I had to look away from her for a bit, it acually made me feel sad to see her great like that and knowing there can never be anything. After class I was even wondering if she'd even want to walk with me and I was thinking of just leaving without her, luckily I didn't.
But I wish we had more time together. There was so much to talk about and we can only briefly talk about them when there's so little time. And I wish I could message her about things that come to mind during the week. I wish things were different.
She also asked me a personal question. I wish I could talk to her about personal things, but there's not enough time and we probably don't have that type of relationship anyway.
Then there's the broader context of her being the only friend I get to talk to in person somewhat regularly. She's such an important part of my life despite our really limited time together. And thinking about the future, knowing that she'll absolutely certainly disappear from my life when we no longer take the same classes.

>>34418062
Nah, that’s some cool brains.

So what was the information? Like letting Epstein abuse children so you could blackmail the kids then abuse them was probably 1 of them.

What was the other thing? Sacrificing me? Are you just going to send endless waves of abusers like you did before?

I don't mean to leave you behind, but I must run
I know we're both waiting til' we bind, but I'm just done

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Living correctly and fixing your life is a horrible painful experience, the emptiness is killing me, i sit for hours doing nothing while my brain hurts, i know this is healthy i know I'm re-adjusting but it's still horrible, no wonder i ruined my life and kept it ruined for years, reality is horrible and all these assholes don't help making any less horrible, good god it's so lonely and painful I'm starting to fantasize about ripped my heart out or caving my skull in, i don't want the misery I'm just trying to fix what they broke this is so unfair and i hate everyone and everything this sucks

I feel like emailing my ex how much I hate them and that they should kill themselves for being a cheater. I hate how bad things happen to good loyal people like me. They literally felt zero regret directly saying that the grass was greener when they tried to act like they were sentimental about our time together. I wish they could die. I wish I could ruin their life. Are there revenge focused discords or something?

>>34418844
Just email them.

>>34418876
I would but yesterday I told them to never talk to me again. I want to ruin their life after they bragged about getting rich and how much I suck. I feel humiliated and I want them dead. Urgh. So angry and so useless. I hate how they have their life going so well for them apparently. I hate how I lied and acted happy for them because that is what good girls do. I hate how I have zero friends and alliances and they get to be free and face zero consequences.

Sorry for the whining. I hate this world. I hate emotions. I hate being autistic and having to be nicer and more polite than normies who just love hurting people. I hate that I will die alone.

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I found (what appears anyway) to be a really good eating disorder therapist. She seems really knowledgeable and the first impression left me so inspired I decided to give recovery a chance for a few days. First day was shit of course but I was expecting that so I just stuck with it. I did so for four days and I didn't find anything that made me particularly optimistic. I didn't realize how angry of a person i am. Not in any melodramatic sort of way, no great slight or injustice that i continue to lament, no just about normal, minor annoyances that pile on top of each other which on their own wouldn't be much of anything, but together make me miserable. My PTSD likewise is a constant cross on my back that resurfaced as soon as my nutrition had returned to normal. My disorder makes all of this become silent and in its place is put apathy, which is unfortunately preferable. I'd rather be apathetic and sick, than healthy, angry, and constantly in distress at something or another.

I gave it my best I suppose. Maybe my therapist will be able to work some magic on me and turn this around but any motivation i had to recover before, it's gone now. I'm completely locked in and it's a narcotic-like feeling.

>>34418894
I know how you feel. Revenge won't do you any good, itll just back to bite you in the ass again. She'll get her comeuppance

I really need to see a fucking dentist.

My dental insurance legitimately just kicked in, for basic shit only. If I want any coverage for the more expensive stuff, I have to wait until next year. A FUCKING YEAR.

Fuck.

>>34418844
Is it cheating if broken up? Did you message them directly? Recently like even in the last month?

Pros
>I'm not in any pain, as of yet
>I can wait for the major fixes next year
Cons
>I have to do something now for some stuff before it gets worse

>>34418964
not cheating if they were broken up, also not cheating if they do not expect to have any kind of future relationship.
go off and send that message. tell them how's much you hated them and why. but don't let it rekindle a relationship where you start apologizing to each other and forgive faults

>>34418964
They cheated then dumped. It was last year I messaged them recently because I wanted them to stop sending me bullshit messages about how much they loved my voice.

Saw him again for the first time in a year. I’ve been hesitant to attend community events that relate to our shared hobby cause I always end feeling strange after we interact. This time around, I was just in awe to see the absolute transformation that he has made. Friendly, honest, healthy and in tune with himself. Seeing him laugh with others and being stopped by people who are happy to see him. The highlight of the night had to be hearing him talk about his work, the impact he is making in the community and the way his eyes light up. He was beaming. I never thought I’d see the day. I’m so fucking happy and proud of him. I always wished this would happen for him. God, I’m sobbing. I can only pray that life continues to treat him well, he deserves that and much more.

hopefully she gets in contact and we can figure out the total cost for me sometime eventually.

>>34418726
I still can't tell if this is sarcastic but if not, do you really think there's any remote merit to it? I can't tell peoples intents here sometimes, and I don't think highly of my own ideas, I just throw some of them into shitposts.

Fuck my Amygdala, everything is fucked up since I got scared of fucking nothing. The scariness is fucking up my life. I hope i could cut that piece of shit in the brain away. And love freely without any fear. But better times will come, i will learn to cope. PEACE OUT

If you rest your body, why not rest your mind?

>>34419439
A lot of people can’t rest their minds, so they turn to addictions and dopamine drips, because their subconscious is so corrupted by modern civilization.

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I guess I will leave aot judge’s name off of /adv

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I'm deeply in love with a married man and I know I can never be with him. I love him so much I can't stand the thought of him becoming a traitor.

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I don’t know what to do

>>34419541
Let him impregnate you and then you can love the little bastard instead. At least the baby will keep you busy.

>>34417746
I'm buying a computer with a gpod gpu but I play a lot of Paradox Interactive "games"

>>34415809
My gf is flat chested and I'm not happy with it. I'm more unhappy about the fact that I'm unhappy about this and I'm oogling on femoids with milkers on the street.

>>34415809
It's been hard, but ive never actually cried over my situation today. I've tried so fucking hard to get myself together and ive got nowhere. All I wanted to do was get myself together and have a life of my own, I wanted a life, friends, people, community, a place to go, things to do. Not sit here and waste more time, it's been so rough. And ita been hars to keep my head up. I'm not happy, angry, sad, depressed, it all suck I hate these feelings and the way I lived. All I ever wanted to do was get myself out of this. It just hit me hard and I started crying, I took everything in stride, took the hits from life, and came back swinging to still get nothing.

>>34419578
And the loneliness, the fucking loneliness

>>34419584
I do feel better I got something out, but somethings got to give

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvynvnxZJ3Q

>>34419549
OR the wife could just disappear or something but I'm not that evil

>>34419623
Ruin the marriage. Just for fun. Make sure she knows.

>>34415809
I keep forgetting you've blocked me on everything.
I don't know why but I just remembered the feast you made me on US election night and I feel legitimately awful not calling out that bad beef earlier.
Even though I reassured you it wasn't your fault this pang of guilt has come over me again to tell you - you did nothing wrong your cooking was always fantastic it's a shame what happened I just want to just repeat it wasn't your fault.

that could have been a fucking disaster

I have the lowest and highest self-esteem, simultaneously
Fuck my chungus BPD brain

yet she damaged by mouse with that one

>>34419768
Unfortunately for both of us, I'm male (male)

Trying to live without your love is one long sleepless night
Let me show you, girl, that I know wrong from right

mouse customization will save my ass for now since it's turning off and on again at random

glowies at it again...

The last time I went to submit pictures and videos to the police they told me that they were just pictures and not evidence and that I need a court petition for dna tests. Dna tests ordered to be done by a federal agency would help me feel less concerned about the doppelgängers being used against me by the court for false charges. Not entirely, but I suppose that would make for good measure. It’s less likely for a criminal to use doppelgängers after stealing a house as it would raise red flags. I can’t imagine why an imposter would use more imposters unless they’re trying to make things confusing for the court judge to charge who with what. Or perhaps the imposters don’t know they aren’t the first imposters. If the third party dna test was accurate and these actually are my parents in this house then were they using imposters to more capable of framing me as an imposter? Based on their actions and what I can gather from their behavior I have no read on their true character so I don’t know how to doubt it.

Why can't God give me the power and money to protect my loved ones and those who deserve to be protected?

Life is boring. Maybe I should get back to her

>>34419883
His understanding is Infinite. You decided to limit yourself, ultimately.

I think myself highly, unlike the humbled do
I'm not gonna lie, I thought I fumbled you

>>34415809

I masturbated in the office once. It was just me in the office. I didnt just make it casual. I pulled my pants down ACTUALLY slept on the carpeted floor underneath the conference table and just wanked thinking of the secretary. We used to date and seeing her everyday in the same building really got to me.

I feel so good that there are anons out there who will know people like me exist and sometimes stress really gets the better of ourselves and we do things we think we never will.

>>34419897
Aw that’s how obsessed u are with her. Life is big and beautiful for her. U’ll always be a slut fuckboi. The reason she blocked u. Ur irrelevant to her a goddess. Tryna tear her down shows ur below in status and power. Ur life sucks. I wouldn’t wanna be u.

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>>34415809
She had me as a summer fling before she went to travel the world and wasn't interested further than that. I tried, and realized that I wasn't important in the situationship, so I ended up fucking her friend. We worked it out before she left. It was messy, so I took space and told her that she wouldn't be able to reach me. Deleted all her contacts, and worked on moving on. She still sat at the back of my mind
Few months later, I had been receiving so many spam texts that I just started sending gore to get off their lists. It seemed to work. One of the texts was from this woman. I didn't realize until yesterday, and I sent the gore months ago. She has me blocked now instead
There's really no solution to it. I just kept fucking up really badly. I just wish I could apologize, but that's not going to take back what I subjected her to

>>34419998
Couldn't just leave the group, huh?

>>34420010
No more spam at least

>>34420028
Dead. You'll find someone new.

>>34419397
Why would I go out of my way just to mess with you?.

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>be me
>get broken up with
>go to jail on a bullshit unrelated thing
>completely give up on life
>spend years in moms basement
>start to pray for help
>suddenly get offered a cheap vehicle because my grandp can't drive anymore and they were looking for someone to buy his car
>suddenly a girl from my past contacts me to give me a birthday present, she buys me like a shitload of stuff and I realize she always loved me
>get the car and start dating the girl
>friend calls me and says his coworker quit and that he wants to get his boss to hire me
>tell him I cant pass a drug test
>he says no worries just wait a month and then you can start when you are clean
>mfw I gave up and resigned myself to vidya and smoking weed and then god just decided to give me a car and a gf and a job

>>34420031
Thanks anon

>>34419982
pretty based ngl

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>>34420078
I don't know lol, sorry, people just play games like that on anonymous chinese basket weaving forums, you may ask "why would someone do that?" but for such people, that question is precisely the point, there is no reason, and yet, they do, and this gets them off. I might do something with the idea. Sometimes I make notes of them and see how I can expound on them. It's only vague at the moment.

I do think it is an interesting idea and I'm glad you appreciate it. I never really put my ideas out there in a serious manner, and for all I know some of them might be really good, but I've just never been told so, nor really allowed myself the chance lol. Honestly I have to start writing them down, I have a number of them and now that I've even bothere to think about it I might be able to make a world incorperating them. I'm realizing now I've never even bothered to nurture the creativity I know I have. I don't think it can hurt to try. Thank you.

>>34420130
thanks anon for reading that. There's one more brain out there with my secret now. Gonna sleep so good after this.

>>34420150
as a fellow work jerker i completely understand

>>34420156
well while i am out here revealing this.

I did it in a historically very important place. Basically my office was a research center of <redacted>, It was the renovated building where <redacted british scientist> worked his whole life and invented <redacted>.

I do feel guilty but i have seen my fellow co workers do cocaine in the same place at 1 AM so i dont feel that bad.

>>34420170
lmao, well i'm sure <redacted british scientist> had equally questionable or worse vices

back when i was a neet i would wish for friends and stuff like that
but now that i'm wageslaving and over every fucking thing i don't even want friends
i'm so fucking fucked man, i don't see myself living for much longer
i immediatelly resort to suicidal thoughts the moment something bad happens to me no matter the scale
what did i do to deserve this???

>>34420180
>what did i do to deserve this???
You have to figure that out for yourself.

Blows my mind how much "Gen Z" caught on. I mean, I already thought that Gen X and Gen Y were stupid names.

>>34420222
gen beta is just around the corner

>>34420306
I got a good feelin about them

As a man, contrary to how much I would like to think I am motivated by high-minded ideals, it both greatly pains and greatly pleases me to realize that, in truth, I am mostly motivated by cumming.

Sociopathy+BPD/CPTSD+Autism doesn't automatically equal narcissism so I apologize for not possessing accurate enough words to call you a subhuman parasite, Number Poo. You'd be #1 if you were one but you're just. You...

My cat licks butter and i don't know how to make him stop licking my sticks of butter

Holy crap it's been warm this year.

I'm gonna eat these words once it gets colder than ever before, aren't I?

>>34420426
Lick them first

>>34420426
Problem with the food sir?

>>34418787
How many more decades of morons invading my life and raping or hurting me so I have to endure? How many more knuckle dragging retards do I have to deal with who keep freaking out over knowing nothing about the situation? How many more decades of people violating my privacy? How many more decades of retarded following me over problems they caused?

I fucking hate it here.
Nothing but repetition and disappointment.

I keep surviving and I don't know why.
I don't want to. I keep hoping that all these drunken nights end with me in waking up in some cliche isekai.

But that's the easy way. It would be too much to ask for the easy way.
Especially since my surviving is way more hilarious.
God's funniest clown always finds the funniest way to exist.
I don't know what cruelty I committed to earn this. And, if I don't know, I couldn't deserve it, right?

Maybe that's just the fallacy of a just world.
There is nothing more brutal than chaos, I suppose...

>>34420546
How many more decades of sociopaths breaking into my house? How many more years of theft? How many more years of these shitheads and their scams? How many more years of these nuckers and their stupid ways?

i can't think of anything i want to do

hypothetically, there are a ton of things i would like to do

but realistically, i can't stand most manmade facets of this world

least of all are all the hoops we're made to jump through to do the most basic of shit

practically everything of actual utility that you could do is gatekept through some bullshit training and licensing scheme codified into law so some cronies can make money and some politicians can get some kickbacks

i'm gonna have to get it saturday, i do like the new lights I bought. saves energy and offers more control

im a complete virgin and even a little scared of sex in general, (i assume most virgins are tho) yet im considered meeting up w someone from soc of all places, the guy is in my city. i havent contacted him yet, but im able to if i want to thru his post. i wouldnt be up for anything but giving a handjob although his post asked for a lil more than that. also, him and i would have to meet under some pretty tight rules since i have a tracker on my phone and can only get away w making up a lie abt going to campus, but then that brings the issue of public indecency if we got caught (?) i feel like im getting way ahead of myself, especially betting on him firstly liking me back and agreeing to all that. and ultimately i might not go thru with even reaching out, but i really want to, just to see what its like, i live such a painfully boring life, and ik a halfassed hookup is not the way to solve that but it sure would give me something to do and hopefully cure my weird sex fear.

>>34420444
It is indeed quite warm. I have elected to forgo underwear at the moment.

>>34420557
Are you going to burn my house down? Is that next? What is it? That liar tim said a week out and then nothing happened. Shut your fucking mouth if it doesn't result in anything. Its been decades of false hopes and lies that the government might actually put people who have stalked, harassed, tortured, or stole from me in jail. Then again nothing. Eats shit.

>>34420630
you're still a fag

>>34420855
im biologically f(tm)emale

>>34420630
disgusting

tmemale

>>34421040
Tamale

>>34415812
it is your life, it is your house
make it a HOME with someone worth it,

clearly she's the problem

it's 1am and my nervous system is fucked

i think i am smitten

>>34421171
It’s spelled antisemitism.

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>>34420140
Tell me brother. Ive replied a thousand times and gotten to know ya better but you probably wouldn’t recognise me from Adam. In the time between nothing happenenki, I have been to nirvana and back again. They don’t let you stay.. Or, at least, not me. Just know that I am not fooling when I say that we are at least on the same wavelength, half wave rectified, if not more.

Even your time zone is too late, you worthless piece of unremarkable.

>>34421289
She rejected u faggot. Find a lesser ho that’ll settle for ur poor ass that’s a fan obsessed with a goddess. Loser. Ur too dumb for a genius.

>>34421289
You’re projecting because of insecurities and being a wounded narcissist. You subconsciously feel yourself to be a worthless piece of unremarkable. She on the other hand is accomplished and credible. I googled her. She’s someone I now respect and commend for all she’s dealt with and survived. You’re a fan too with how much time and effort you put into being obsessed with her.