And I'm having a panic attack.The truth wasn't in my favour an I basically loose a part of land because I admitted the contract didn't include that part.Why am I like this?why do I want to keep lying and pretending?
>>34438788you weren't grown up to the deed. you're not letting yourself be a child and transgressed against your greed, dishonesty and shame. they want existence and want to be experienced too, and if you always consciously reject them they will just force themselves through your emotions and actions when you're not aware.
It's hard to live a lie. Its hard to give in when you could have gotten more. Nothing wrong with you.
>>34438788Telling the truth when it isn't in your favor is the exact time at which telling the truth matters. The fact that you even feel qualms over it is worrying, as if you were raised with jewish values in which lying is a virtue.You should be glad that you kept your dignity, not anxious that you lost wealth.
