How do I stop babymaxxing? For some reason I’ve always wanted and felt like I was younger than I actually was and this has really taken a toll on my life. I can’t stop wanting to just regress and act cute and cuddle my body pillow and act like a retard baby child online it feels so good.When im online i like to act cute and some people think im a girl for it. Just the way I type (love>wub, desu, haiii, hiiii, saying desu, just typing sentences in childish ways in general etc) and the little phrases i like to sprinkle into conversations or reacting to something. But it gets to a point where most people just ignore me and I cant seem to just converse with people and enjoy it. My pfp everywhere was a babyjak i made and i loved using it and imagining i was the cute anime wojak character. Mind you im 25 years old and working in construction doing this. But it feels so RIGHT and FUN. Not only that but i will get super clingy to anyone who shows kindness to me and i get obsessive like some bpd whore. To be honest I still play with my toys sometimes and I’m constantly looking at old photos of myself. Looking at old locations of my childhood on google maps and the web pages for my old schools, year books all that. I love to just listen to old music that came out when i was like 12 to 15 too and think about all the fun i had with my friends who moved on since. I feel like people treat me like a child too maybe because of autism? Always over explaining things or simplifying being overly friendly maybe. Or they look at me in complete confusion, i have issues communicating too maybe realted to this. Even as a kid I’d come up with these characters who were cutesy retarded babies (like one of those cute sidekick characters from a cartoon) and id put on a stupid baby voice and do silly stuff like throw a pillow at my brother or whatever almost like we did roleplay everyday LOL.
sometimes looking at where im at and how incompetent i am. I literally feel like im 12 and it makes me scared and uncomfortable when im ADULTING. I just wish someone would hold me and stuff like that maybe it would help me accept this stage of life im in?
These are the niggas looking down their nose at you for not being a tradie like them... baka...
>>34443198yea its not worth it but im low iq so i didnt know what to do. I'll probably do something else in the future everyone thinks im gay anyways
