>>34444052
Rape should only carry a misdemeanor offense

it's over.

>>34444068
It's never over

I am filled with hopes, determination, and acceptance.

>>34444052
Just in time for bunday

Oh finally!

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It's really palpable right now.

i have lost all feelings for my bf after finding out he enjoys putting things up his ass.

i'm not homophobic. i don't dislike it because i think it's "gay", i just don't like it. i'd genuinely rather he'd just be gay or bisexual than be a straight guy who puts things up his ass. i don't like that he wants ME to HELP him put things up his ass like it's romantic and would bring us closer. and of course i feel bad because he wants me to get excited over it too.

i feel scared and uncomfortable and spend most of my days dissociating trying not to let this get to me. part of me can't accept that this is even happening. i feel like this has to be a bad dream. i dread every interaction i have with him. i startle at his voice and freeze up at his touch. i keep pausing after he speaks like the words just won't come out. even when i see his face i can only see someone who puts things up his ass now. i am genuinely hurt by this. i feel like i was betrayed and/or lied to because he waited until he felt like he had me to reveal this. after we talked about marriage and kids and moving to the opposite side of the country together. oh how convenient that you forgot to mention i'll be Mrs. Putsthingsuphisass and our kids would have a dad who puts things up his ass and we'd be living where? San Francisco? where men famously put things up their ass? i resent him for all the time i've wasted. i resent him for putting me through this. i grieve the version of him i lost who never truly existed, the version who didn't put things up his ass, which was a lie all along. i've been walking around angry all day lately ready to blow up at anyone and anything. i want to tell everyone who's pissing me off even slightly to put it up their ass. i can't even vent to anyone about this because i'll seem like a piece of shit who simply can't accept that her bf enjoys putting things up his ass but it's true.

my life is a joke

>>34444246
His fetish aside, did he ever tell you before?

Just want to be around her, be with her, learn more about her. She’s so cute and interesting and funny. It’s like I feel like a little kid in love instead of a demented coomer that wants to fuck. But she’s a coworker and she’s awkward so I have no clue if she feels the same or just likes that I help her with stuff. Really don’t want to make her uncomfortable or make work awkward for either of us. I’m like the only guy there with all women, and multiple of them have basically said I should do it, even a manager. But it’s all so weird.

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>>34444246
Any man who says he doesn't enjoy things in his ass is lying.

>>34444246
I feel a lot better about my fetishes (which while degenerate do not include ass stuff).

Having an episode because I ate cereal again. I've been trying to tell myself I'm just imagining things and I don't have diabetes but I still fall into the trap. This happens literally every time I eat (once a day at dinner) but it is at its worse when I eat cereal. Mon-Weds I ate cereal as well but I got so paranoid I made myself throw it up. Thursday I had oatmeal, yesterday I had six whole grain english muffins and two sticks of butter, today I had two bowls of Cookie Crisp with whole milk. It's really hard for me not to eat cereal because it's quick and easy to make, has little clean up, and is very filling to me. It's especially hard when it starts to get warm or hot because I can't be bothered to turn on the stove or oven. Every damn time when I eat cereal it's the same story; be fine at first, start to think about diabetes, tell myself I'm being dumb, obsessing and stressing over diabetes symptoms, and when it gets really bad I come here to vent about it while slowly drinking cool water and listening to calming music. I miss the days when I just ate what I wanted without having a mental breakdown afterwards.

proud 2 b retarded

>>34444319
Woman moment

My sister is mentally retarded.
She does everything opposite of what one should do/say, even if in the long term it can hurt her all because shes "too proud". She only thinks about right now like a dumb dog, never thinks about the future or the potential consequences of her "now" actions

>>34444378
Tell her, she's being retarded.

>>34444378
Also she shouldnt feel "proud" about anything because she hasnt done anything worth praising

>>34444385
I do it started a huge fight and my mom n dad are angry with me. N forgot all about her fuck ups

>>34444392
Why are you bringing up the past? Anon you aren't maturing if you bring up the past. People can change, yet you keep bringing up the past. Try communicating better

>>34444378
literally me

OCD can be really annoying sometimes

>>34444427
what is it doing to you

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>>34444246
reading shit like this is the ultimate black pill. what the fuck.

my ex could have done anything up to stomping puppies and I would still love her unconditionally. I dragged us through hell and back, yet she was the one who cheated on me and walked out of the relationship.

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Can't. Glowies are watching

Gonna do anything this week, J?

You ignored me for 8 years.
You married a docile asian girl.
She took you all over her pagpag island to show off her tall WASP husband to every distant relative like you're a piece of meat.
And she was a lesbian who took everything she could in the divorce despite her paycheck being 3x yours.
And within a month of the papers getting finalized, with you blushing and stammering talking to me, you turn around and hook up with some hag on tinder.
And she convinces you to have a second date.
And you're too stupid to know what women are like. Especially desperate women who are in their 40s.
And you took it out on me as the delivery date neared for your surprise baby.
And you thought you'd be happy, until she proved to just want you for your paycheck and your decent genetics, since you couldn't figure that out on the first or second date.
And now she's getting a job and I assume you silently moved out months ago, long before you told anyone. (Or are you still trying to make it work, and I have the wrong idea because you rarely talk about your son now?)
Am I supposed to turn around and jump at the fact you're available again?
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me- especially since there is very rarely ever a second chance with me. But getting my hopes up a third time? No. I deserve better. I can't even describe the hurt when I found out. Because I was the only one you didn't tell, wasn't I? Everyone else knew. Everyone else *knew* and stared at me when I walked in the room.

>>34444439
this post made me mad because the thought of a guy declaring he would love me unconditionally up to "stomping puppies" is basically saying he doesn't love me at all. wtf is the point of even saying that then, to seem innocent? reminds me of when my ex would say i was his soulmate but when i asked what he would do if i confessed i murdered people he said he'd report me to the police "to protect others". yeah protect your own ass while i go to prison and get raped by butch lesbians and drink wine from a toilet forever. tired of men and their feigned ignorance

>>34444509
are you my bpd queen

>>34444406
Its not past. Its literally an hour ago

>>34444508
I spiraled. Hard. For much longer than you deserve to be cried over.
I'm sorry, but live with the consequences of your actions. At least I won't take it out on you the way you did me. And you have a son, while I'm sitting here contemplating an offer from our coworker just to lose my virginity. I know he'll be good. Far better than you, in all likelihood.
Your hair's gone white in record time, you've put on weight, become more whiny than ever, and I probably still would have been fooled again, if not for the bastard this time around. I would never look at it with love alongside my own children, so this will never happen now. You've made sure of that.
And I'll keep saving and investing. I'm on track to retire, with what I've amassed while I continued to drag myself to work and suffered myself to live. I still turn heads. At least four of the new guys, in just these past couple months. I'll be fine. And if I don't find someone to settle down with, I'll use my money to hire hot fuck boys and leave any thoughts of you back in the dusty halls of our workplace.

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>>34444052
I fucking HATE our species. I can't believe that people do not recognize how special Earth is, like where the fuck are we gonna go if we fuck this place up? Venus? Mars? Nope. This is our perfect home. Wherever we go from here, as of now, we will suffer immense physiological challenges; weightlessness, microgravity, tenth of earth's gravity, third of earth's gravity, .... literally all have terrible physical effects on our bodies and may make reproduction damn-near impossible. We NEED this planet more than anything, and we need it a very specific way.

This planet has life. By FAR the rarest "element" in the universe. We've literally discovered cures and treatments for our own illnesses/disorders with chemical compounds found in - and produced only by - plants and animals. Those GLP-1 medications that got people losing weight like crazy? Go thank your local gila monster, the active compound in those medications was found in their saliva.

Each and every human should AGGRESSIVELY defend this place. I mean, fuck, people can't even keep their fucking cats inside, outdoor and feral cats kill BILLIONS of birds each year. They are terrible at rodent control but we just let the fucking things roam free terrorizing native species populations. Cats alone have caused the extinction of 60+ species, and that's on us.

I stare people in the face each and every day, shoot the shit with them, smile, and laugh. I think the world would be better off without all of them. Humans are a failed species. We don't deserve this paradise, we praise money and fanciful deities, and we've lost sight of what is really important. If I woke up tomorrow and I was the only human left, I'd spend the rest of whatever time I had as the happiest man that ever lived.

>>34444530
Earth doesnt need defending
See:

https://youtu.be/7W33HRc1A6c?si=LFRyMtH6RwJzhOcL

>>34444509
Strong Jolyne energy with this one

>>34444530
Geeze wait until you find out what chinks and jeets and niggers do to the planet, if you're pissed about cats.

>>34444538
Thanks for posting Carlin, now go fuck yourself for being a useless halfwit and trying to use a comedy legend to make a point you couldn't have articulated in a dozen lifetimes.

Yeah, we're going to kill ourselves eventually, we don't need to shatter the planet's biodiversity in the process. An extremely contagious hemorrhagic fever like a new strain of marburgvirus or ebola would be great, a horrific end. Something that wipes just us out to the point we can't recover.

>>34444476
Why if it isn't my favorite lady.
Anyway, no, just aggressive studying, fuck all else except training.
Honestly I'm boring but I plan on the long game. I promise exciting shit will happen next year, when I'm stabilized in my new position.

>>34444246
I really haven't done it, but I know mem that have. Men can orgasm through their butt because the mechanism that does so in our penis is inches away from that part of our butthole so theoretically any guy could learn that and get addicted.

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>>34444546
What? Do you think "American" is a species? That each race is a distinct species?

Did I not say ALL humans have to go? Or are you just a retard? Ohhhh, nevermind, you're a racist...so you actually are just a retard.

First-time 4chan post/reply. I’m starting to believe that women are genuinely nothing but a burden.

Had my first relationship at 18/19. I’ll admit that neither of us was perfect. She had extremely controlling parents who would track her using an app. In turn, I became a bit controlling and jealous of her parents and her friends that did get to see her. Ultimately culminated in her ghosting me a few times (Even when my mom had a hospital stay where she almost died). The end.

Fast forward to two and a half years of self-loathing, gym-maxxing, and “focusing on myself” (cope). A fat hoe with a pretty face DMs me first. Kick it off relatively well. We end up becoming one of these “situationship” things and fuck raw almost every day. Regret that I didn’t bust in her because she was on birth control. That being said, she became extremely attached and I had to cut it off when she appeared at my workplace asking why I wasn’t answering. Spoiler alert: I was working.

More recently, a uni classmate in the same club as me starts reaching out on social media. Would be my first actual “bad bitch”. She’ll text me asking if I did X task and start small talk, then ghost. I didn’t think much of it. Eventually, gets to liking all my stories and even replying to some of them, before ghosting. I go to a rave, and she slides up asking where I’m at and that we should meet. Fast forward, she’s dancing all up on me and BOOM, she kisses her guy friend. ??? I’m not a cuck so I left. She knew something was up so she starts double and triple texting. I told her how I felt and she said verbatim, “To be honest, I genuinely had no idea. I’m sorry if that made you feel uncomfortable”. BITCH! You’ve been leading me on for God knows how long, are you stupid? The first and only breakup was a pivotal moment in my life, but the little lead-ons and talking stages since then have proven to me that these bitches are just evil. How do I unlearn this? Or am I right?

>>34444629
I never mentioned americans, shitlips, but you're right I forgot to mention beaners as another plague that litters endlessly and reproduces beyond their means.
And yes there are different species and subspecies for the races, even though your hippie caregivers told you you're the same as an aboriginal lmao. T. Biologist

>>34444606
What a retard. Watch the video
The earth doesnt need saving

>>34444660
You do realize that when I figured out you are a retard that you became incapable of actually insulting me?

>>34444668
Carlin was funny, but his "that planet will be fine, WE'RE fucked" routine is exactly what I'd assume a 4chan retard would post as what they think a witty retort sounds like.

It's not witty. It's annoying. I watched that comedy special on HBO the year it dropped. I've seen it a dozen times since. People like you show me just how much we've failed as a species. You've likely lived to adulthood, and your most profound statement on the sustained biodiversity of the planet we live in is a Carlin skit.

Seriously, go kill yourself right the fuck now.

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Maybe I'm not meant for anyone after all if I'm such a pathetic piece of shit meant to keep failing over and over

I should really just die then I mean what the fuck am I meant for

I deserve everything bad that's happened to me

>>34444742
Same, not really but I guess maybe in past life I fucked up and deserve this.

>>34444655
They're not evil. They're just not sure about you. Also they DO often like attention, but most men are like that too when the market favors them. The current market just favors women, especially young women.

>>34444742
Maybe not EVERYTHING, but me too.

WAAA WAAA!! I WAS ABUSED AS A CHILD!! WAA WAA! MY PARENTS TRAUMATIZED ME!! WAAA WAA ITS BEEN 30+ YEARS AND IM NOT OVER THE PAST!! WAAAWAAA!!IM SUCH A LOSER BECAUSE OF MY "TRAUMA"WAAAWAAAA!

get the fuck over it
Be a better parent that your parents werent.
Prove them wrong.
Bunch of spineless crybabies with a million excuses

>>34444529
4 guys.

SLUT

if you think a post was me it wasn't me and i wasn't posting about you. but yes i made it vague enough so that you could convince yourself it wasn't me and just some stranger going through something similar. it could be anyone really. it could be a troll who was vagueposting to bait people even. honestly if you showed me my own post about you i would deny it and then what would you do. it would make you seem pretty crazy and insecure right. how could you be so narcissistic to assume i'm that obsessed over you and how could you be such a bad person to accuse me of doing something i didn't do to you? that's right it wasn't me

>>34444052
I found a girl that likes me again but I'm so jaded and used to playing games that I fear I'm gonna fuck this one up myself.
I hate it because she doesn't deserve this at all but also she's probably my last or second to last chance to form a normal family, single moms or adoption are coming if I don't clean up my act
why did she have to appear just now when I'm meeting so many pretty girls and not in a couple of months when I've already met and banged all the girls I could from this new social circle I found

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>>34444606
Do you see this shark?
This mf is older then the united states.
Has seen and been through more shit you can only dream of.
You think hes worried about earth?
No because hes not a pussy

>>34444706
Hey retard watch the video. Earth is fine. Its been here longer then humans. Stop your whining

>>34444476
Oh look the booze is talking again

>>34444739
You dont need to die

>>34444742
At least you admit it>>34444884

>>34444884
Based

>>34444734
Not with that mentality.
Time to change

>>34444739
See, to live, is to suffer
But to survive, well
That's to find meaning in the suffer- DMX

>>34444900
And the truth is it wasn't him and you are a conroe creep making fake posts like it is

>>34444890
Didn't say I'd fuck 'em. One's married with a baby on the way, didn't stop him from loitering around to meet me like a pig. But they're cute and I only want and need one....

okay i admit it i'm not ugly or retarded or a bad person but it feels good to pretend you are sometimes

I can’t work. I can’t do a job. I am a failed human being. Defective from the ground up.

>>34445129
Nah that's you anon. You really should seek help

>>34444900
Stop projecting you're the one with the issues you complete clown troll.

Remembering all the times you told me to kys even if you didnt mean it has the same vile bearing that you would use those words against your supposed loved one. I can see clear why things ended now, you really only cared for a house by any means which likely would become miserable in time... but now i feel stuck without you

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I do love the reification of there being no hope both in the world and my own life. Yes indeed I do. I love that there is no future and I love that it was robbed. I love that biblical levels of deception are already here and bound to worsen. I love that a world of lies will no longer just be asserted into existence but allowed to create itself through AI soon. It's pretty cool when there are now AI priests giving spiritual advice on youtube right? Haha so awesome, definitely not a sign of the times, no, most certainly it's not. Definitely can't do harm when people are decieved by AI as if it's human right? lmao. Anyways, I'm going to go and wait to the tune of yapping in my surroundings another 3 months before maybe I can get a wagecuck job, not that I'll get anything from it lmao. Getting a house will not only be hard but a thing of the past in about 5 years, which is pretty cool. Can't wait for universal basic "you will own nothing". Thanks Yuval!!!

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>>34444476
Biggest week of my life in awhile. I'll own a house soon, right around the one year mark of splitting with someone who said I was only with them for a free ride. At the very minimum I'll have the funds and means so I can relax. Gonna hit every furcon possible looking for my similarly autistic fuzzy wife. Praying my job sends me to EU so I can experience some true tism. WAGMI

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Boy I sure hope there is hope/reason to exist in this reality but... boy does it look like there's absolutely fucking none whatsoever haha! I do indeed love collective prefigurement of wills with means multiple generations beyond my own guaranteeing a reality in which my ilk will never know a future.

It's pretty cool that the world is centered around prefigurement and the masses are incapable of it because they have 0 awareness beyond "how the fuck am I going to afford this fucking car bill?". If only people know that the circumstances people are boxed into, and the fleeting concerns thereof are analogous to being trapped in a lower dimension outside of which awareness is fully precluded, and thenceforth influence. Prefigurement is time travel into the future. Who would believe it.

>>34444052
I have an extremely irresponsible friend who owes me thousands. The money isn't a problem, but it annoys me that I'm basically an enabler for his bad decisions. I could easily say no when he asks for more money or insist that he pays me back, and I'm not afraid of confrontation, but it's always so frustrating that giving him money or letting it slide is the more convenient option. I'm really just upset with myself.

>>34445704
Stop giving him money. Ffs.

The quality of being dasein is the quality of having already been drafted into a silent and unseen war imposed on you for existing, downstream of conflictiong wills. Hopefully, I'm just being retarded lol.

Mass immigration by the way, is a broad and easy attack of higher ups on a population to guarantee a circumstance in which a populations concerns must be lowered to base levels of warfare to attempt to situationally preclude individuals having any power. The reason homogeneity is attacked is because the most dasein of populations have the potential to harness collective prefigurement on uncontested scales, when freed from the basest of concerns.

R.I.P. Tsar Nocholas II, that last stronghold agains the devil's reign.

The Tsar is the living and symbolic representation of collective prefigurement. Prefigurement is the ultimate battleground of the world.

god i hate women so much. i just farted. my feet are stinky. my stomach hurts from eating too many ravioli last night, stupid diabetes. i hate women.

>>34444319
literally just eat better retard

Am I it for you, or am I just delusional? Why have you come back to me after all this time? Why haven't you moved on? I don't know what we're doing and I'm afraid to ask.

There aren't enough (or they aren't clear enough) whitepills for this absolutely cursed and fallen place. (please tell me them).

>>34445743
It's your own fault for eating, bad foods

Hope would be great.

Life was meant to be lived and I haven't been living for almost 10 fucking years. I kind of just want to choke myeself out for the fun of it lol. That would be eventful at least.

What suicide method makes you feel like you are just coasting out of existence peacefully? Is there some kind of pill I can OD with?

>>34445814
lobster ravioli isn't bad, it was the cream sauce that did it. i've been farting like a monster all day. fart fart fart.

The only constant in my life recently has been confusion, hopelessness, and retardation. Pure rationality dictates I SHOULD kill myself.

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As much as I love my fp and can't live without them, I have to admit one thing - We'll never be together in this lifetime, and I hate it.
My only binding thread is so close, yet so far away from me.
I love them.
But I'm deathly afraid of losing what's left.
They're here, and that's enough.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
I just wish things were a little different, so I wouldn't bleed out like I am right now.
This is this and that is that, whatever, I guess.

I guess I could starve myself to death. Probably grueling death towards the ends but at least it's smooth and tells people shits not right as you're going out.

I've only had sex twice in my life at 27
Both times were terrible hookups with tinder sluts I wasn't even attracted too
I didn't come either time
It's been 2 and a half years now
Now I'm stuck and women hate me bc who wants a guy with no experience

I want to go to thailand just to have sex with someone

I wish my ex would have hated me enough to rape me rather than cheat on me.

Uuuuhhhhhgggghh I just wanna shoot myself in the fucking face with a rifle. No fucking hope in this damned Earth. I hate my flesh too. What a cursed predicament.

>>34445931
Women usually don't rape men

>>34444530
Could not have put better myself. We are anxious, fearful, spiteful and shortsighted and we will go extinct soon. This is not "an infancy" stage we find ourselves in, this is who we are and future generations will be even worse, up until we destroy ourselves. The gift of life was wasted on a failed species, at the same time too smart & too dumb to follow nature's laws and live within it. We are not destined for the stars but for the void between them.

>think my bf is the hottest sexiest most handsomest guy in the whole galaxy
>he keeps telling me he's not and he's ugly and short
>keep reassuring him
>eventually get told enough times that i see it

i still love him but it's just funny. he's so smart and persuasive and logical that i see him as ugly and short now. he DOES have a big nose especially when you view it from the side and i now see 5'8 as being pretty short for a man, he's like what, barely taller than me even though i'm 5'2? i thought he towered over me when we met but we're kinda the same height really. he is pretty skinny and i get what he means by having twig arms now. yeah he does pretty fucked up i can't argue against all the hard logic he's presenting me LOL

>>34446141
You're ruthless.

>>34446147
he ruthlessly wrecked me with hard facts and logic using the forbidden ben shapiro technique my feelings had no chance against his facts

>>34446177
Only reason you feel that way is because you know you have flaws too.

>>34444246
Sounds like you'd be a terrible wife.

>>34446179
ofc i do, i'm just saying my bf is too smart and he can convince me of anything. i just find it amusing that of all the things he could try so hard to convince me of it's this lol

>>34445743
If you're going to complain about what your eating habits do to you, maybe have the courtesy to not criticize others for their eating habits?

My 'ancestral' church closed this month. Feel kind of awful about it even though I haven't belonged to it for 20 years now. It's the natural result of what christians preach, but it eats me alive because it's a relic of past society. The anglo people and culture are all but gone from this area, now. And the diocese will continue to close more churches, citing lack of funds even though they've closed hundreds in my area over the past 5 years, and no one has a church they want to go to because every church you enter is filled with faggots and mixed race couples. People don't want the modern church. We want the traditional church that came with ethnically similar community and values. I don't care if nigerians and mexicans are christians, they aren't my people. I don't want to look at them, much less rub elbows with them and pretend we have similar lifestyles just because they say a few words and eat a cracker and wine at the end of the week.
The 'keep calm and carry on' mentality killed it. They chased the young away, then assumed they'd return. But they never assumed their kids would be too poor to have families of their own, too poor to stay in the area.

Tacky mexicans will continue to rent it, unless the muslim horde that moved into the area 3 years ago purchases the building. They won't know that the stained glass is priceless Tiffany, special ordered nearly a century ago and irreplaceable. They'll break things by accident. Cover up the stonework with their garbage decorations. "Clean" it with the smelly water they call Fabuloso, which doesn't actually disinfect anything. Let the furniture cover over in filth because despite the cleaning lady memes, they can't clean for shit and they have filthy habits.

And the euros have fled to continue building beautiful things and safe neighborhoods, only to leave them behind for the monkeys that they foolishly welcome in. Because the magic isn't in the religion, it's in the blood and culture.

>tip the lady who took my payment
>didn't tip the lady who gave me my food
I feel bad now. I didn't think it would be a different person...
For the record it was a fast food restaurant, not a place that relies on tips.

>>34446190
the problem is the ravioli is good food, and it was REALLY good. it was lobster ravioli in a red cream sauce, it was delicious, real long island italian food. she's eating sugary cookie crisp cereal which is literal garbage and terrible for you, and oatmeal and english muffins which are empty carbs. im eating well just not healthy, she's eating really badly.

I need to stop thinking with my clit. I am stupid af like actually low IQ almost disabled tier I think because I never met another woman as stupid as me. But I kinda like it lol

>>34446249
>thinking with my clit
thats how you're programmed foid

I've got a terrible porn addiction. I've jerked off to some of the freakiest shit somebody can find almost every day since I was 11. The longest time I was ever free was a little over a month where I would watch an episode of MLP every night and that kept my mind off porn. That doesn't work now because I just jerk my shit to clop.

I was so close to breaking my habit over the last few months. I really freed myself from all the social media, started reading, exercising, had no devices in my bedroom and whatnot. It was beginning to work. I would go 3 days, 4 days, a week free, and it just kept getting better. At one point, I hit 2 whole weeks! Things were going well. After that, I just kind of subconsciously gave up on quitting for about a month. I let the porn come into my life again and I'm back to jerking off daily, sometimes even more than once per day. And of course, I'm now regularly using fucking 4chan. I'm hoping that writing this post will make me wake up again, and free me from this addiction. It's destroying my attention span, my will to exercise, and my sleep schedule.

If anyone has advice, strategies, or something that can help, please tell me. I feel like I've tried it all.

>>34446241
My point still stands. Quit being a fucking snob. Food snobs are the worst.

>>34446313
no, your point doesn't stand. im not even a huge food snob, but obviously lobster ravioli is way way better than cookie crisp. have you ever had cookie crisp? its like eating sweet cardboard with shit chocolate pieces in it. have some self respect. this is coming from a guy who is about to pound a quart of general tsos chicken

>>34446412
That's exactly what a fucking food snob would say. You're comparing foods that can't even be compared. Plus, different people have different tastes, so it's entirely possible that someone might hate lobster ravioli but love cereal.
DO YOU FUCKING GET IT?!?

a guy told me had a penis one time and it blew my mind

I need to get off this website. People here are pissing me off too much.
>But you're here forever
Never said I was quitting. I'll be back inevitably.

>>34446454
was it something i said

>get molested
>ask him out on a date
>he says no

whatever man

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHPpA73JkuQ

it's okay to admit you're in love with me

>>34446514
And who might you be?
And why say this?
Who is in love with you?

>>34446422
all foods can be compared, everyone has to eat, what you choose to eat is important. nobody has a taste for cookie crisp, its what you eat when you see cookies on a box and think its an acceptable substitute for breakfast when you're a kid. currently pounding a quart of general tsos with white rice.

>>34446531
stop playing you know you want me

I think of and fantasize about my crush so much that when I see him (which is rare), I'm too embarrassed to say very much. It's like I'm afraid he knows how much I think about him.

>>34446619
Funny, I barely thought about mine until she decided to keep throwing heavy signs at me. I've been thinking about her as time goes on.
I just feel hesitant thinking about her and our future that way. I've thought about someone before her, but she hated my guts and exploited me.

BALLLLLLLLSSSSSS
IN
YO
JAAAAAWW

>>34446514
who dis

>>34446694
anon

>>34446697
you're right... i do love anon.

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>>34446706
hey that's me!

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Step 1. Doompill suicidepost
Step 2. Come back later when you feel a little better to laugh about it.

>>34445871
Nuh uh, illogical.

>>34446710
i love you!

>>34446724
Exactly!

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>>34446724
hey that's me!

>>34446724
That's everytime I drink and then wake up the next day

REMEMBER, anons, be secure attachment-style aspirational.

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>>34446734
>>34446735
>>34446736
Whoa we're like.... kindred spirits!

>>34446739
I don't want to be mean but deleting it is a little bit of a bitch move.

>>34446759
what was it

>tfw accidentally hid posts using 4chanx and can't unhide so I can't show that anon what the post was and too lazy to go to an archive
it was about liking a brown asian woman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDxR5OzuKgE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1IMhBJw_uk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPnDCTqW7zw

>>34445116
SLUT and a HOMEWRECKER!

>KYS

>>34445279
And you will continue being that with that type of mentality/thinking.
Its time to change that, buddy.

>>34446739
Why are you afraid of her knowing how you feel?

>>34445871
So change it. Next time i will be reading you say:
"The only constant in my life recently has been Clarity, hope, and love. Pure rationality dictates I should love myself.

>>34445857
http://www.textfiles.com/fun/suicide.txt

>>34446580
>all foods can be compared,
If that were the case, then you could have a food that serves as a heavy meal, a light meal, a dessert, etc. Different foods serve different purposes.
>what you choose to eat is important
For your health it is.
> nobody has a taste for cookie crisp
Someone does. They wouldn't make it or sell it if people didn't.
>currently pounding a quart of general tsos with white rice
Cool. I could go for that.
>>34446489
I don't know. Are you that anon who keeps going off about cookie crisp? If so, then yes.

Today is the best I've had in such a long time. I needed it badly. Great date earlier and finally the confirmation I needed. I'm finally free and just 3 days before the big day. There is def something greater in universe that will make sure you're good if you stay true and honest with your thoughts and emotions to those around you. Even if you are an asshole, be honest about it and it all works out. Cya losers, you all deserve what you get for lingering on this shithole.

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>>34446899
>Cya losers, you all deserve what you get for lingering on this shithole.
see you tomorrow fren

>>34446899
Fake!

>>34444432
Makes me feel like theres something stuck in my teeth (even though it isn't) so I have to get it out with my tongue

My girlfriend is like a child

Brutally unhappy with her life but unwilling to do the work to fix it. I feel like her parent. I haven't had sex with her in two months and I can't imagine I'll ever want to again

>>34446899
Thanks? I guess?

wish i had some watermelon right now

You can stop pretending to be asleep
You can stop pretending youre laughing
We can all hear you
We are sick of it. Knock it off!

Open the fucking window and close the fucking door! You think we all want to smell your disgusting stinky fat shits??!!?

>>34447085
>Open the fucking window
squirrel might come in

>>34445872
They will not always be here and they will leave.

i love when a guy has to block me

>>34446759
DELETING what?

FUCK

>>34447340
Same fuckkkkkkkkk aaaaaaaaaaaaaaas

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I like being angry, it makes me happy

>>34447460
"Therapy" is a big fat gay retarded waste of fucking time and money that I can't believe I let myself get talked into when the only solution I want or need is revenge. Unfortunately I will never get that and it makes me going even angrier. I don't want to talk about my feely wheelys that I already know, I don't want to "learn strategies to cope/process" I don't want to pay to converse with someone for an hour until I agree with them that feeling hatred is wrong. I just want to turn on the news and see that the people who's downfall I prayed on have all died miserable deaths the end

>>34447482
Let it out, little anon: https://youtu.be/a01QQZyl-_I?si=L3NmLoH9R7nScW9n

>>34444052
My gf of 6 years dumped me because she didn't want to commit to marriage. I'm secretly relieved despite the pain because I wanted to break up with her but didn't have the nerve to do so.

>>34447559
Dang that sucks anon. She probably cucked you.

>>34447543
I went through a rough patch last year and got fucked over by my manager feeding me false information I had no time to fact check, a coworker who I was suspecting is a narcissist and now fully believe is, and a couple I thought I could trust at my lowest point including one who *was* one of my best friends when I went through two years of bullshit that would have probably driven many of them to suicide.
And the funny thing? I actually want to forgive them. but what fucking reason do I have? Everyone is a two faced faggot and Tyson is a two faced faggot and a lying coward. All I want is just 15 minutes in the octagon to make him feel physically a fraction of how I felt physically and mentally. Then after that, all debts are paid he can either be there for me but for real or he can fuck off and I can go on with my life

>>34447569
That's a possibility but I doubt it. The suspicious behaviors weren't there. She's also pretty autistic, to the point that it drove away most people that she was friends with. I think we both finally got a place in life where marriage was an option and the idea spooked the hell out of her once I started talking about it. In the past she would always dodge the question or give non-answers when I talked about our long-term future. In the end, I don't really want to spend time analyzing it too much. It's like scratching a bug bite, it doesn't give closure it just gives more space for negative thoughts.

>>34447597
Damn im sorry anon.

>>34447588
Revenge is a dish best served warm, maybe; live well. I read all that, if it matters.

I want more but 28 drinks should be enough
Idk how this isn't black out level, it just feels like a heavy buzz

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I'm sick of when people who are doing well tell people who aren't that it's just because we aren't trying. Someone who gets hit on by women with no effort will tell me I just need to make more of an effort, even if I put in 10x the energy that they do, and get no results. It's like it's not bad enough that I'm a loser with no friends / gf, but even worse is I need to be told it's my fault by people who literally just go out in public and get flirted with. I've been in the exact same situation as another guy, put forth my A game, and been totally ignored.

>>34447614
Were it so shrimple

>>34447599
Yeah it hurts, but the initial depression is gone and now it's just a bit of fading heartache. I always had this small nagging voice telling me to break things off but I always chocked it up to the grass always being greener on the other side, so its honestly probably better for the both of us this way. We never really built each other up or encouraged each other to be better people, and the nature of her job and family meant that I was tied to a certain geographic area that I'm not sure I want to stay in forever. We were best friends and very emotionally compatible, but I began to resent the fact that she never wanted to be anything more than a fairly boring person just sitting through life. There were always things I wanted to do, places I wanted to go, etc. that she never had the time or inclination for. Now I finally feel free to pursue the things I gave up for her, thank God I'm still young enough to do so. We parted amicably and I hope she finds someone who's truly satisfied with her instead of someone who wanted her to change into someone different.

Thanks for listening to my rant anon, I hope you find peace with whatever troubles you as well.

>>34447460
same to the point i start inventing problems so i can fuel my anger

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>>34447649
It can be

i get it now

>>34447639
I'm ordering more
Fuck it, I have detox coming up this week anyway
Kinda crazy I did this but it is what it is

I hate working with people. Today a new coworker yelled at me. I reported it and he was spoken to immediately. I just hate dealing with people all the time. Leave me alone. Let me work in peace.

A couple of things:

1. Took me around 2 weeks to finally relapse back to watching porn. God damn it, I feel like a fucking retarded potato, ESPECIALLY when I have shit to do.

2. I found a cute girl to talk to. She's really nice and fun to text. I really hit a one in a million chance from the bar, especially when I dance like shit. This is the first time I'm talking with a girl in person that I have a good connection with. Hopefully in the span of a couple of days I could do a small little date with her.

3. I don't know why but there's a small portion of myself feeling that she's faking her emotions like everyone of my friends are like. It feels like a growing paranoia that just keeps enveloping me the more I try isolating myself. Maybe the girl will help finally lay that thought to rest.

I could not work a day in my life and live very very comfortably.

I am the most avoided man in town AMA

fuck it i just need to hustle. everyone else struggles they're tired their feet hurt they don't want to do it but they do it and get results and go places and things change every few years and so and yeah. i can do it i can think on my feet quicker than i thought and i'm not who i used to be either. i'm gonna do it

I don't like that the things I love will die

Stop stalking me

>>34447902
love is immortal

>>34447936
Who

Well?

>>34444052
This bunny is so cute I want to cry

>>34447902
Love things that are both

>>34447936
Take your meds

>>34448002
Dry

>>34447863
Good thinking.

>>34447842
Hows the weather up there

>>34447818
Then dont

I can finally get this huge weight off my chest
Been schizo posting about my crush here lately
The day before yesterday we both confessed
I'm in boys, I'm so happy, I really enjoy spending time with her

>>34448014
That’s a fine start. You wanna take over the world or what! Bro?

>>34448061
Speak in not schizo

im too attracted to voices. i want to talk to someone with an attractive voice. listen to them all the time in every way

>>34448136
I used to be too. I think it has subsided tbqhwy.