>won't let me physically leave>won't let me work>made my friends leave me>harrass me through family and strangers>physically harmed me multiple times permanently, grape, head injury so can't study anything >want to torture me more>can't report to authorities because they have people there and framed me as schizo so anything I say will just be handwaved as schizo delusionOk then don't blame me when I kms, what else am I supposed to do?
>>34447172Who is doing that to you?I'm also almost at the end of my rope, and it's a decision to escape and leave everything behind (sacrifice in the name of personal freedom), or kill myself if it ends up becoming too troublesome to bear or there are more traps in my life.Learning more about spirituality and the nature of this world has also driven me close to the edge.
>>34447172http://www.textfiles.com/fun/suicide.txt
>>34447248Bad people. I'm done being tortured.
>>34447172You sound like a person who has a million excuses and doesnt wanna work for anything.Theres an easy fix for all of that (not suicide) but you simply wont do what you know youre supposed to do wont you? No. Its easier for you to just die like a lazy coward. Grow up
>>34447172Unless you are under 18 nobody can stop you from working by law.
>Sewerslide only solution situationreading this gives me mmind damages.reading your greentext doesnt explain anything remotely.so i have no idea what the F you are talking about OP.are you talking about your failed attempt at tulpamancy? how the awol mind form is assgraping you now?>>34447248>Learning more about spirituality and the nature of this world has also driven me close to the edge.then you would know that suicide is not an option at all and, as a matter of fact, are going to make things even worse for you (+@ the next spin of the wheel)>>34447314NTA>do what you know youre supposed to doso basicly after the concept of του αυτοπράτειν (platon)? thats only working if one knows what one is supposed to do. i dont know what i am here for.and i am not going to listen to some imbecile what i have to do and what not.why am i here? what is my mission? people dont comprehend me at all and i rather dislike explaining every-single-step-to-their-minds-of-a-toddler. i dont judge them but it doesnt help anyway.i have a slight sense, a feeling, a pull that i should be doing something big, lofty even. but cant put the finger on whats that exactly
>>34447172Just move out to the other side of your country and don't say a word to anyone. Cut contact with everyone and slowly rebuild your life. It will be hard but doable.
>>34447501>then you would know that suicide is not an option at all and, as a matter of fact, are going to make things even worse for you (+@ the next spin of the wheel)It doesn't make sense to be trapped if we are the seeds of God consciousness.For me, it's a last gasp of trying to make existence work for me if there is no "escape" but a divine punishment to go to a hell dimension or instant reincarnation into a difficult life.
>>34447539>God consciousnesswhich god>there is no "escape"there is escape, many even. they want you think that there isnt.>punishmentpeople are punishing themselves, let them be. focus on your self.>make existence workthe ways of God are incomprehensible.the fact that "they" want you to renounce your free will speaks volumes. maybe look into christian (esoteric) gnosticism. comprehend that there is an ongoing battle for (you)r soul, spirit, energy, attention, consciousness, life and death forces ect ect and then do the opposite of what they want.
>>34447634Not that person, but>the fact that "they" want you to renounce your free will speaks volumes.Its interesting to me how triggered all of them get when someone suicides. >maybe look into christian (esoteric) gnosticism. comprehend that there is an ongoing battle for (you)r soul, spirit, energy, attention, consciousness, life and death forces ect ect and then do the opposite of what they want.If so many things are obsessed with humans and the spiritual realm is basically tribal warfare, then humans have 2 paths: 1. Putting aside past while keeping racial purity, and banding together to kill all demons and entities.2. Everyone becomes race first and ethnostates are normal and mixed people are killed, and we either have a worldwide truce, or go back to trying to kill each other so only 1 race is left on earth.
>>34447673>then humans have 2 pathsthats a false dichotomy, already.>restits not easy as thatyou need the crashcourse in this "reality". read eustace mullins "curse of canaan". there is .pdf @ archive. at least the first 40 pagesthen read Deuteronomy 7:1-4in that orderand then you will see and comprehend the situation we are in, in 2026
>>34447706Maybe there's other paths. Everything I've ever read about spirituality is just either abrahamics trying to convince you that their religion is right and would discard their own family over it. Or demonfags pulling every trick to try to get you enslaved to their demon. Jesus Christ is basically the only being I respect 100%.
>>34447172>what else am I supposed to do?Take your meds
>>34447172Doesn't it make more sense to kill him?
>>34447172>SewerslideWhy are you like this?
>>34447768well, then anon. youve got to diversify your sources, let others POV give you some incentives, ideas, motivations. you need to look into facts and Logic (big L). Truth (big T not small t) doesnt care for agendas or ppls opninions>Jesus Christ is basically the only being I respect 100%.good. thats a good entrypoint. you have made the first step out of 10000. now keep on walking. you are going to make it.
>>34448228yeah, if you kill yourself your troubles are over but the person who hurt you will just find another target and repeat the cycle.you will make the world just slightly better by removing your aggressor from existence. Just make sure to over prepare so there is no possibility that they survive when you do act or else they might make your life even worse.
