I am a 23 year old guy who is fresh out of college. I have a beautiful wife who is a nurse, and I am currently unemployed. I studied Criminal Justice, which is pretty useless, and applying to police departments hasn’t been going all that well. My wife is the bread winner, which I would be okay with, but I don’t even have a job so I feel like a loser. I am currently very depressed, often considering suicide. I probably wouldn’t go through with it since I am religious, but the desire is strong. Pretty selfish of me, I know, but I am wrecked of a man. I am addicted to porn, which my wife isn’t too happy about, and although I am watching it less than ever, I still slip up. Maybe once every two months. Not bad, but still feel like a loser. Wasted money on OF models in the past. Not good, wife obviously wasn’t happy. Besides that, I am a failure as a soldier in the National Guard, as I get written up for lots of shit. I thought the Army would give me some sort of direction but it just makes me feel more like shit. I am a piss poor husband, piss poor soldier, was a piss poor student. I have no talents nor redeeming qualities. I don’t see a future for me. Feel like wife would be better without me.
You want to kill yourself because you can’t find a job? Most people can’t find a job right now. I’m a year older and I have job but didn’t finish college nor have a wife. We are in the opposite position. At least you have someone. Part of me wants a woman but part of me thinks I wouldn’t be free to follow my dream. The military can give structure but it won’t give direction. I’ll give some advice. If you want to be a first responder then try to be a deputy or a fire fighter. A lot people are unhappy life OP. I see everyday people brag about not working and are miserable NEETs I see people who do work and are also just as miserable wagies. I never see anyone ever on 4chan talk about dreams or goals. It’s always “my ego one’s up yours”, irrelevant politics, or people who hate their lives aka the wagie or neet. My point is even though we have opposite circumstances find happiness and go for your dream if you have one. Honestly going for my dream makes me feel alive
>>34447658What does your wife think about all this?You're assuming an awful lot throughout the post
2/2 >>34447693Better to be a mad dreamer than dead wagie or neet. My best friend just got married yet he doesn’t seem very happy. He seemed happier talking about his dreams
>I don’t even have a jobYet. Don't kys at your first few failures
3/3Everyone replies when I reply of course.
4/4Someone I hate got married again yet he doesn’t seem very happy either. NEETs and Wagies are never happy. Also at least God didn’t make you a conjoined twin. Welcome to the real world
5/5Also you could use your criminal justice degree to become a state trooper. I wouldn’t tell your wife any of this and just man the fuck up like your forefathers who are most successful probably than you right now
6/6 Bears who dance. Bears who don’t. It’s a cruel game but it makes me feel alive
https://youtu.be/Q6MjA2jAtDA7/7Time to lock in OP
>>34447658>I don’t even have a job so I feel like a loser.Then do something valuable and productive with your time. Clean the house. Learn to repair shit. Be capable.>I am addicted to pornAddiction is tougher to beat if you don't replace it with something. Abstinence is hard without something else to do instead. Good luck and keep up the progress.>I am a failure as a soldier in the National Guard, as I get written up for lots of shit.This is the most telling issue. Why are you getting written up? How could you change your behavior to improve and not get written up?Having an attitude of "I am getting criticized so must be shit and can't do it because I'm shit" is self defeating.Criticism and failure are opportunities to improve.Everyone has weaknesses. Having your failures, like not being able to find work, points out where you need to improve. Seek out help and support to learn to do better yourself.
>>34447722>become a state trooper.This is actually a good idea. Cops don't get punished for fucking up.
>>34447658>I have a beautiful wife who is a nurselol this has gotta be bait, it's so over it isn't even funny
>>34447658>nurselol who's gonna tell him?
>>34447658Stop being a christian. Get into occult spirituality. It's a lot better. You need to stop hating yourself.
>>34447693>>34447658You need to kill yourself because you can’t find a job. Most people can’t find a job right now and they all should die. I’m a year older and I have job but didn’t finish college nor have a wife, which means i should kill myself. We are in the opposite position. At least you have someone. Part of me wants a woman but part of me thinks I wouldn’t be free to follow my dream. The military can give structure but it won’t give direction. I’ll give some advice. If you want to be a first responder then try to be a deputy or a fire fighter so you can kill yourself in a fire. A lot people are unhappy life OP. I see everyday people brag about not working and are miserable. Funny thing is they all should kill themselves. NEETsI see people who do work and are also just as miserable wagies.I never see anyone ever on 4chan talk about dreams or goals. It’s always “my ego one’s up yours”, irrelevant politics, or people who hate their lives aka the wagie or neet. My point is even though we have opposite circumstances find happiness and go for your dream if you have one. Honestly going for my dream makes me feel dead, i relate to you
>>34447658For thousands of years men have carried all the burdens of providing and everything that comes with civilization. Now it's women's time to pick up the slack and carry civilization forward.My plan is to be a neet and for women wagies to pay their fair share by providing for me and everybody else in society for the next six thousand years.It's time for men to sit back, relax and take it very easy for the next two thousand years at the very least. We earned it after all.
>>34447658I have 4 cops on my family. Get an irish last name lol. And get a security job for now you retard. It contributes to the money even if only a little and will look good on you applications. Or apply to a bail bondsman company. Or apply to be a paralegal.
>>34451417Or get a ccna and security+ and apply to work for the domestic spying portion of the fbi in cybersecurity.
