The other day, I made the decision to confess to the person I've romantically liked for five months. In a few hours, I received her response. It was stated in her reply that she was only ever interested in me platonically. At first, it did not bother me much. As time went on, however, it made me think about how much I truly never deserved romantic interest, or even love in the first place. And on the other hand, there are my parents - telling me that I look good or that the right person will come eventually. I perceive that as bias, as there's no guarantee that I'll find the quote unquote right person. And about their comments on my looks, I've checked myself in the mirror day to day. All I ever see is a short stature with no muscle definition, a fat stomach, and a faded jawline. They never seem to give comments that align with my thoughts.
>>34448069Start looksmaxxing immediately. There's not much more you can do. It should help with both your looks and your self-esteem.
I've already started lifting weights, training martial arts, swimming, making improvements in my diet, etc. But something just doesn't seem complete.
