i'm obsessed with a youtuber i think about him every second of every day and i envy him intenselyi feel so dissatisfied with myself and my lifeall i want is to be himhe's better than be in every wayhe's more successful than me, he's more talented than me, he's more motivated than me, he's more funny than me, he's more kind than me, he's more interesting than me, he's more attractive than me, he's more manly than mehe's an imperfect person but he's a good person and i envy that so muchi have romantic feelings for him but if i had to choose between being with him or becoming him i would choose to become him every timemy life feels unfixable at this pointi don't know what to doi can't even imitate him welli'm living in my own skin and i can't get out of it i try to think positively about myself and my "good" attributes but they're few and far between i don't know how i can keep living a life like thisi'm fundamentally inferior to him in every wayno matter what i do i will never be as good as himi can't help but compare myself to him we are similar in many ways but he's so much better than mei revere him as godi never talk to anyone irl about thismy life is over but i don't know how to move onwhat should i do
A lot of streamers are completely different when the cameras turn off. It's all an act. No one is genuine on camera anymore. You've fallen in love with the persona he created.
>>34448170he's not a streamer he's an animator
Envy as inspiration Plus he's probs full mediocre but wtvFind higher and higher benchmarks to compare yourself too, he's boring
>>34449662there's nobody above himhe's life's main characterhe's the best person
>>34449723That's just your own inferiority talkingBe betterOr die idolising mediocrity
