> be me> middle class kid, relatively normal life> meet quiet introverted girl> lowkey intellectual, insane music taste> she shows me new genres, aesthetics, whole different worldview> suddenly everything I liked before feels shallow> fall in love like an idiot> later find out the full lore> she used meth> even knew how to make DMT> dated a dealer/methhead before I met her> that guy ends up going to prison> me thinking I’m meeting some mysterious artsy girl> actually stepping into a whole different world> even catch myself thinking> “maybe I should try it once just to get her”> never did it> try to warn her> multiple times> she doesn’t listen> relationship falls apart> not just drugs, a lot of shit> but that was the core rot> absolute lowest point of my life> feel like I aged 10 years in a few months> no closure, just pain> years pass> don’t love her anymore> but she permanently rewired my taste> music, aesthetics, everything> recently find out> she went full escalation> not small time> not “party scene”> like actual major dealer> Walter White level shit> death sentence (here in Vietnam), reduced to life sentence> tfw the quiet artsy girl who put you onto obscure tracks ends up becoming that and you’re stuck here still listening to the music she showed you> not in love> not even wanting her back> just this weird hollow feeling> like you survived the story> and she didn’t> question that keeps looping in my head:Why would a nice middle class, introverted, intellectual girl choose that path? It aches me so much still to this day.
>>34451499Sometimes a lack of strong paternal guidance can lead someone down the wrong path. Try not to dwell on what might have been. She made her own choices, and they shaped her outcome. The most valuable thing you can do now is learn from her experience, take what’s meaningful from it and avoid repeating the same mistakes.
that bitch prolly had bpd. her economic background doesnt matter, if it hadn't been for the meth she'd be doing this powerful drug called SPERM
>>34451499Stop spamming this.
>>34451499I won't read a be me thread because it indicates a hopelessly disorganized mind so nothing can be done.
>>34451499some people are just like that, not much to be donesometimes you see someone's life and say "yeah, that poor kid had no chance"but other times it's just like that, people are prone to do weird shit sometimes, they don't feel ok with their normal reality to say somethingI tried to date a cute girls some 15 years ago and a short while after the came out as a lesbianok, a big loss but at least she's still cuteslowly over the years she became a transvestite, would dress and act like a dudeeventually transitionedshe was actually cute, slender, sweet face, cute body, nice ass, all the packageshe now looks like a drug dealer of cheap drugs, terrible choice of clothes and fashion as a manin my country going full transexual is social death so it might as well be a death sentenceshe had it all as a girl and here we are, she now looks like one of those dudes you see on a vice documentary.
dude i'm so sorry
>>34451499This sounds made up. Because if what you say is true then this fictional person will have been responsible for the deaths of thousands of people.
>>34455831she hasn't murdered anyone (not that i know of), but she deals mdma/lsd/psychedelics/cocaine in large quantity. i'm talking 200kg~ at a time.
