Hi /adv/I've done shrooms once (Low dose, 1.25 grams), it went fucking great, cool experience in nature + I played guitar and did some drawings in a little notebook I brought with me that time.It's been around 6 months since that experience and I'm thinking about doing shrooms again, I'm thinking 1.5 grams. To be honest I do not plan on going higher than that ever. Although I do have a first degree familiar with Bipolar 1 disorder and I'm diagnosed with OCD and Depression.Should I stray away from psylocibin?Also, I do not take other drugs aside from ciggies and alcohol in social settings.
https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Psilocybin_mushroomshere's some info, focus on the "toxicity and harm potential" section
>>34453986Yes stay away from any and all psychoactive drugs especially psychedelics and marijuana. Do not fall for the meme that you are the special exception who will avoid the risk of developing the familial disorder. I did shrooms and LSD thinking I'd be fine, I didn't have any family members who were diagnosed with anything serious. But my mistake was assuming that meant they had no mental disorders. They did, they just never had it diagnosed. So my dumbass assumed I'd be fine. And everything was fine everything was great, I felt super clarity and all that extra perspective shit that comes with the psychedelic experience.Then I started depersonalising, derealizing, dissociating. All of a sudden I'm projecting significance and meaning into things in life that are not significant at all. Then I'm getting into fear and anxiety spirals, becoming extremely paranoid, thinking the devil is in every corner of the room or that reality is not real, and everything is some threatening vague illusion. Before I know it I am losing my mind and entering psychosis and shit went south pretty fast. I got my marbles back, but now every time I am stressed by hard life events, I relapse into psychosis for a week, that's just a thing I have now. Pretty sure it was my mom that had the same thing, where I got it from genetically. She never got diagnosed with anything because she avoided diagnosis and she passed so I have no idea what she had.
>>34453998>>34453986>ContSo if you know for a fact bipolar/schizophrenia is in your family, if you continue using psychedelics you will develop those disorders. That isn't a matter of "if" but "when". The disorders are already part of you genetically what they need is a trigger to activate and erupt into your mind. And psychedelics are the strongest trigger you could ask for.The goal should be to avoid that emergence of the disorders, there's millions of people who have the disorder dormant in their brain yet because they avoid things to activate it they can live normal healthy lives until old age. But not if they shove highly potent mind bending reality breaking substances into their system. Psychedelics make your mind fire on all cylinders, they force the brain to communicate with parts of the brain that don't normally communicate, they stimulate the shit out of it at rapid fire and disrupt and alter your sensory perception while boosting pattern recognition to 1,000%.That's how a psychedelic user can have a closed eye visual if some Aztec totem pole with iridescent monkey entity on top laughing at him and the psychedelic user will feel he just learned the secret of the universe or some shit lol. And because your brain is overclocking and the connections crossing wires and communicating beyond normal boundaries, it's like shaking your brain like a bottle of soda to make it fizz.And if your bottle of soda (your mind) had a genetic disorder lurking at the bottom dormantly, it will rise and rise until it breaches the surface because you decided it was a good idea to shake the bottle.And that shit is in you, you genetically are a carrier for bipolar and schizophrenia. So do not fuck with these substances
