>Discover sissy porn>A whole new world of kink opened>Spend a lot of time into sissy porn>Desire to become a sissy increases, sexuality goes bisexual leaning gay>Some time later realizes something is wrong, decides to purge>Some time later the desire comes back stronger>A cycle of purging and porn starts>Starts questioning if I am trans, gender dysphoria builds up>Addicted to transformation and gender-bender porn, comics>Instantly horny at gay thoughts but can't get hard with straight thoughts>Realizes I fucked up and have also wasted an insane amount of timeRight now I am in the purge phase and it feels like that will end soon. How do I get rid of this fetish. Romantically I am still only attracted to girls but sexuality is mostly leaning gay. I don't want to continue with this because it is a huge waste of time to my life.
just stop completely using porn and the like and when masturbating do so without imagining anything else,your brain behaves like this because you've conditioned it to associate pleasure to sissy stuff, associate pleasure to other mundane things and it will solvealso watch this for a simple brief on how attention works https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laeYq51SYA0
The only utility of sex is to, either make babies, pacify someone else, or pleasure yourself. You are mourning either your inability to make babies, your inability to appease someone else, or your inability to "experience" some sort of "alleged" pleasure that everyone else seems to have "access" toNow, most people don't really care about making babies these days, it seemsConsider that the person you're trying to appease maybe isn't worth appeasing whatsoverAnd thirdly, the pleasure you're missing out on is so overblown and misrepresented it may as well not even be a thing
