>homeshooled pastors kid virgin>grow up relatively normal but starved for human affection esp with women>go to large uni>work hard to develop social skills/social circle>junior and senior year: fuck 20+ girls>hookups sometimes, constant 1-3 month relationships>see them everywhere>memories of them randomly hit me like pts flashbacks>past few days unresolved emotions from 5 different relationships hit me like a truck>they haunt me like ghosts>feel like im going insane>what to do?
