I think this girl liked me and I was too much of a coward to talk to her, and let a lot of time pass trying to be good enough for her, and apparently she died, and now I don't know how to go on with my life, and I hate myself.
Please help. I genuinely can't cope with the news. I think it is my fault she died.
>>34457530Get internal family systems therapy.
>>34457555That's not going to help in this case.
>>34457547Damn it's your fault?You need to turn yourself in to the police. You are an evil person. You are guilty of murder. You deserve everything bad that's about to happen to you.
>>34457555Heeey anonHavent seen you in a whileI missed you :D
>>34457547Sorry for your loss anon. Why do you think it's your fault?
>>34457623She was reaching out to me and I didn't have time or emotional energy because of my life and by the time I did she was dead, and she was telling me I could save her.>>34457576I didn't kill her, but I didn't save her.
>>34457638Do you want to give us more context or are you just going to be dramatically vague-posting like a faggot?What happened? How did she die? How could you have prevented it?Stories and context, retard. Spit it out.
>>34457643We barely knew each other, and she was crazy and stalked me without me knowing, I did like her back but waited too long, and she OD'd, apparently. She was a really smart cute girl that was horribly abused as a child, and I just found out that I waited too long before finally reaching out, and now I'll never talk to her again, and I'm not that young, so I feel like I'll probably be old before I get over this, so I also feel like I literally let my last chance at love die.
I feel like when I found out I died too. I'm not planning on hurting myself but I feel like my life is over.
>>34457665>we barely knew each other>soul mateRetard kys
>>34457831I feel like she died because I wasn't stronger or faster in dealing with my problems.
Read some chivalric romance. You can still dedicate your efforts to her via courtly love. There are plenty of cheap anthologies, Puffin Classics, Penguin etc, that you can find even in bookstores.After you've read the dozens and dozens of stories and the themes speak to you, read a pdf of Nos by Serrano.Kind of a different matter, but reading all the wiki pages related to Tanabata helped me get over (still) being unmarried and separated from whoever my true love is.
