what now ? I feel empty. Kissing and stuff is fun in the moment what do I do the rest of the day?
>>34459877find a different girl to fuck. morning bitch and night bitch.
You eat, and a few hours later you're hungry again. You drink, and thirst comes back. You sleep, wake up, and by the end of the day you're tired again.You can kiss someone, chase pleasure, fill your time with whatever you want. While it's happening, your attention is occupied. When it ends, you're back where you started, looking for the next thing to do.Nothing in that cycle builds into anything complete. It resets. Over and over.You can spend the whole day moving from one thing to another, and at night you still have to ask what any of it amounted to. Not because the things are evil, but because they don't carry that kind of weight. They pass, and when they pass, they take their effect with them.That's why repeating them doesn't solve it. More meals don't end hunger forever. More sleep doesn't remove the need to sleep again. More pleasure doesn't settle whatever is underneath asking for it.You're dealing with something that doesn't behave like those things. It doesn't get resolved by being fed again tomorrow.If anything were enough for that, it wouldn't come and go like hunger or tiredness. It wouldn't depend on repeating the same act to keep itself alive. It would have to stand on its own, not fade, not reset.That's the direction the old conclusion points to. Not to another cycle, but to something that doesn't belong to the cycle at all. To God.Everything else you mentioned works the same way. It rises, it occupies you, it ends, and you're left needing again, or chasing after the next big thing.
>I kissed a girk>I feel emptyJust out of curiosity, do you know the word to hot to go? I feel like what happened is very obvious.
>>34459975where to start with schopenhauer?
>>34460061>where to start with, schopenhauer?You start by turning to Jesus.Not halfway, not as an experiment, not to see what you get out of it. You come as you are and you give yourself over, honestly, without bargaining.Believing in Jesus Christ is not adding something to your life. It is placing your trust in Him completely. Not in what you feel, not in what you understand, but in who He is.People look for a method because they want control over the outcome. There isn't one. If you seek Him with your whole heart, you will not be turned away. Not because you followed the right steps, but because you came in truth.He doesn't turn people away for coming burdened. He calls them. He takes what they bring and gives rest in return.If you want a start, I suggest reading something like Ecclesiastes and then the gospel of John followed by the others, not to build a system, but to hear Him and recognize the truth of it in your own life.
>>34459975Bullshit.Just because a cycle repeats doesn't mean everything amounts to nothing. You can build up a reserve and store of food to secure the next 34 cycles of hunger and meals. Or you can be a lazy fuck "chasing pleasure" then find yourself starving to death because you only secured 2 meals and now there's a blizzard and ain't no more food gathering can be done.Addressing survivals needs and chasing pleasure are not the same thing; false equivalence.
