>>34461644
holy shit that picrel is literally me

>>34461644
you can embrace it. make others lose. don't let them walk over you. become the joker.

>>34461644
>As I like to say, my life is a sequence of misfortunes and injustices.
>As I like
>Like
Deep down you enjoy your state of affairs. You admit it yourself, you like to say it. You enjoy the sequence of misfortunes and injustices.

Please do not bite my head off. Allow me to explain, I am not accusing you. Not exactly. When I was in your shoes, in a similar fate, I told myself I hated it. And I did, the front of my soul hated it. But the back of it liked it. What I mean by this is, when you are miserable and trapped long enough, and you tell yourself you are fucked long enough, it becomes a habit, a big nasty sticky habit. And humans love habit, they all do. Even if that habit is decay, suffering and misery.

Did you ever wonder why when a human before he goes to sleep, he ruminates and he thinks "Tomorrow it'll be different. I'll change my predicament, tomorrow." And he wakes up, and nothing changes. He goes to bed again, the same false promise to himself again and again. Why does this happen OP?
It's because he doesn't actually want to change anything or fight for anything or leave his habit. Whether he admits it or not, he is comfortable in discomfort, he is content in misery, and he deep down knows this and that's why self hatred happens, why the suicidal become suicidal, attempting to murder themselves because they became their own enemy.

But the thing is, it's okay. Let yourself be miserable allow yourself to be in a bad place, permit a bad day, let yourself say "I am not going to do shit tomorrow, I need mental rest." Accept and admit that's what you want.

When you can do that, you will be granted a very real and renewed spirit that will take so much weight off your shoulders and you can have the mental freedom to begin making the climb out of the rut.

Good luck bro

>>34461674
this guy gets it. it's time to start drinking yourself to sleep

>>34461644
TIL I'm not a truechud, I'm a chud wearing a normie skin.

>>34461644
It comes down to letting go of your own self criticism and unrealistic expectations. If you're not on your own side you're gonna want to kill yourself.
t. wants to kill himself

>>34461644
>I want to know how my life would be if my parents didn't get divorced, if I hadn't been bullied at school and if the pandemic didn't came in such a critical age for my development. Who knows where I'd be right now? Most likely in a very good place.
nice cope for you being a loser because you were just a loser
having shit grades is because you were lazy etc

>>34461644
How old are you now?

>>34461644
Your life is shit because you couldn't learn how to cobble together a tribe where you're the leader. You were too busy worrying about divorce and being your mom's plaything.

>muh pandemic
You can still get your shit together being younger than 25.

>>34461644
lmaooo so true why do they ALWAYS wear new balance

>>34461644
I think part of your problem is that you're hung up on your life at fucking 12 years old

>>34463335
if no one is there to help a boy become a man he can never pass through the gates of social developmental milestones in order to not be stunted his whole life

>>34461644
Normalfags wear NB and square glasses now. Chuds won