it's over.

I'm sorry I let multiple girls died that reached out because I have ADHD, didn't know they were going to OD, and thought we had more time to meet and develop organically. To be honest I think they would have died anyway and were crazy girls that put too much weight on me being able to save them, and I didn't really have the emotional, psychological, or lifestyle skills at the time to help them so they probably would have died anyway. Sorry to rant. I'm going to be less wasteful with time AND try to help people to make up for this. Sorry. I did love yous. I'm not sure if things would have worked out. Sorry to rant.

Crazy how real you felt in my dream, it's almost as if I was holding you again, feeling your chest pressed in to mine, feeling your breathing. Wonder if you've dreamt of me as well.

>>34463673
Not very cash money of you

Please, don't put all your hopes and dreams on people you barely know that seem kind. Please try to live your best life as available to you. Go out and spend small amounts of money at fun places by yourself. Learn useless fun skills. Try to look cool in your own way. And yeah develop integrity and honesty and try to talk to people. AND many more!

We're always avoiding each other while we pine
Truth be told, I'll never be yours and you'll never be mine

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I was the girl in an affair with a 46-year-old colleague.

Well, it's officially over.

As I thought back of all the awful things he did, it opened my eyes: it was all a lie.

It meant nothing to him and his only goal was to get me laid.

We did it 5 times - he didn't change behaviour-wise during the first three.

But during the fourth, we did anal. And that he mentioned many times before, that he will do it one day.

Surprise surprise, he got distant right away. All he could talk about was sex. He's always tried to initiate anal with me and he talked about it a lot. Mind you, I have a really round and muscular butt. I was nothing but a fetish for him.

Since this bothered me a lot, I wrote him a letter about my worries and questions. I asked him to communicate more clearly with me, to which he answered in spoken word: "Get with someone else then".

He told me a few more lies to keep me. Didn't work.

We texted one more time. He was making fun of the situation, didn't take me seriously and turned passive-aggressive and rude. He blames the whole thing on me.

I texted him that I read back this conversation and that it's so clear that he wanted nothing but sex and kept manipulating me.

This manwhore waited a whole year and made up the most beautiful story to keep me hooked.

I will not speak to him at work besides saying hi.

I mentioned his tattoo of us, and that it probably meant more to me than to him, since he has his girlfriend tattooed on his arm, yet he cheated, keeps on lying and doesn't leave her although he doesn't like her anymore.

I'm done.

it was a terribly tough decision.

I hate him so much. This man is a stranger, not the person I fell in love with.

But I did it.

I fell in love with a lie. I was in love for the first time in my life and I fell for a lie.

He disgusts me.

I'm bringing flowers to the stripper that I see regularly at the club

>>34464009
At least tell me you're not bringing it to the strip club

>>34463969
I'm sorry that happened to you. He objectified you because he just wanted to have sex a certain way and manipulating someone was the only way he could do that. You didn't deserve that though and can still find love. He just was whoever he had to be.

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I need to goon less

i hate women, my feet stink, im already drunk, and im going to eat general tsos chicken soon. life is good.

>>34464271
This rest cannot last. Change. Live.

Frogberton will rise again

>>34463939
The moon only has eyes for the sun.

No worries. We will be together

>>34464013
I am

>>34463969
Sorry that sucks, reminds me how fortunate I am to know and have the truth with my moon.

>>34464039
Yeah a pathetic manipulative liar.

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Here's an atoga image

Just want to clarify for anyone near or far who believes I have expectations or desires or beliefs, the only thing I want is the right to revoke my social participation when I deem it fit to do so. Thank you.

Why do I get so stressed eating around people, eating in the presence of a bunch of noise and talking, and why do I feel a need to cover my mouth like a woman when I eat in peoples sight?

>>34464492
I do not want anything of to. However you think, feel, or act is none of my business. What you want of me, I don't necessarily know, but I probably cannot or will not give it to you. There is nothing I can do for you.

>>34463666
Don't know why getting flashes of me fucking my ex.
Want her to sit on my face and slobber me in grool.
Want to fuck her until I cum in her tiny little pussy.
Want to make out and snog hard her hard

Need some physical intimacy again.

>>34464348
i ate my general tsos and it was delicious. im also high.

i shouldn't have dated lisa, i should have dated alison. i shouldn't have dated rachel, i should have dated natalie. i shouldn't have dated emily, i should have dated abby. i made so many wrong decisions.

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>Try to be there for my wife because she's fat and hates it.
>Well, can we stop calling ourselves fat in public? (The quiet part I didn't want to say was, "you don't see me walking around talking about having a little dick")
>No, I'm going to do it more now.

>Can we be positive about it then?
>No. Emotional breakdown once a week.

>Sure. I'll sit here and be a shoulder to cry on.
>Just holding me isn't doing anything!

>"I think you're perfect just as you are!"
>Liar. That doesn't help.

>"I think you shouldn't eat as much.
>"I haven't been doing anything different and I gained weight! I don't think I'm eating that much!"

>Make another post on facebook and everyone tries to cheer her up, her dad included who tells her she needs to love herself.
>Still sad.

What the fuck do I do for this woman? She can't even make a hard decision on taking Ozempic because it'll delay family planning, but if we can't get pregnant and she just gets fatter she'll lose her mind. I know the solution but it's not helpful if she doesn't want to make the change, and that would be fine. Like half her friends are fatter than she is and there's nothing but fat corn people all around us. I'm fit from physical labor, though, and that's like the whole thing she's crying about through this. "You don't understand! You're in shape! You can eat what you want!"
I actually can't, because I'm old with gerds, but that's a more immediate and severe sign for "stop eating garbage" than stepping on the scale a week later.
By the way, my ENTIRE preoccupation with her has been that I want a baby. That's it. I never told her she had to be a model. I never bitched about her eating too much. I just wanted her to stop taking birth control and enjoy a fucking summer with her husband.

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>>34464797
You have no idea how much all of this resonates with my right now. Let us go into the future together(metaphorically speaking), bright and shiny, covered in rays of gold.

Soon enough my moon will be home with me and I'll make her happy. She will finally be happy again

I miss fren

I don't know how much longer I can put up with my ADHD partner but I'm trying my best.

I miss my Discord e-crush way more than I thought I would. I'm happy he told me why he's disappearing and happy he's looking after himself but urgh it hurts so bad...

I’m still alive

I'm all for weed being legal, but stoners are fucking annoying, especially the ones who are all self-righteous about it.
Don't pretend that it's not a drug or that it's not addictive or that it's safe to drive when you're using it, and especially don't give me shit for drinking because you think weed is better.

>>34463666
So is "the information" that they're going to kill me next month? For the longest time I thought it meant they were going to abuse me, at which they did, but are they going to change it again like they do so many other things and then just lie about it all?

>>34464970
Am I not fren enough?

(In the case that you care) I'll answer more of you later. I'm still recovering and am going to go out tonight.

>>34464942
did we both accidentally date lisas, rachels, and emilys? insane if we did. godspeed brother.

The more I think about it, Work has always been full of gossip. It's fun though. It's going to suck when the changes happen.

I'm retarded, but an advanced kind. God help me.

>>34463673
Fuck off retard

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>>34463666
I have been obsessed with this one franchise for quite some time. I got into it around 10 years ago and I used to be really infatuated with the characters to the point where I would look every couple hours for new art and would look for fanfics every day. That calmed, but I did spend a lot of time in my late teens that was important

Either way, it's not important. What is important though is that the only reason I am still thinking about that series is because I found a discord server dedicated to it about 8 years ago and I have had friends on there ever since. I don't think if it were for that server, I would still be thinking about this series

Well I got into a big fight with the people in the server and I only now realized how much time I have spent on there. I am suddenly realizing how I always satiated my need for a social life on that place and how there is a whole world there for me to make IRL friends. I know it's something that should be obvious but for the first time in years, I actually feel like I am mentally unshackled from that server. No anxiety about making new friends that would take up my time, and an overarching feeling of being free for the first time in almost a decade. This series has been a core part of my mental space for almost a decade and I feel like I can let go. I'm at least less embarrassed that if it were not for the server, I wouldn't have been so obsessed with it since I wouldn't have made friends based on our mutual appreciation for the series

I want to lovemax. I want to love people more and express love for people more strongly but that's quite a predicament.

>>34465303
I want to express my love for people in a radical way but it's not logical and almost absurd. Perhaps I yearn for Eden.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4oPvFYU1v0

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Fuck it, I'm gonna create something!

>>34463683
>I'm sorry I let multiple girls died that reached out because I have ADHD
Are you someone I know? Does your name really start with S?

*ghosts you*

Once a cheater, always a cheater.

>>34465549
IME they only call it cheating the first time, they always have some creative excuse for it in the following relationships like well my gf was abusing me

>>34465557
What if I didn't cheat and she did abuse me?

>>34465561
What if all you do is lie

One time when I was a teenager I screamed in my dad's face "I will fucking slaughter you!" and told my mom to "shut the fuck up" before I "slap the shit" out of her, I literally demanded them to leave their own house and stay gone and if they didn't that I would kill them. They would fight nonstop and would constantly try to make me pick sides for years. One night they were arguing loudly all night and I couldn't sleep at all. I went to school the next day and slept throughout all my classes and I completely failed one of my important tests. One of my teachers bitched at me and chewed me out in front of the class. The first thing they were doing when I walked in the door was arguing and it triggered me into rage. That's when I said what I said. I have never been in a darker state of mind than during that period of my life. I had severe depression from losing my close friend in a car accident, failing every single class in school, my parents fighting constantly, sleep deprivation, unresolved feelings from being molested by an older woman years prior, and had the usual teenage angst and hormones from going through puberty.

>>34465557
>some creative excuse for it in the following relationships like well my gf was abusing me

I've never heard a man say this, seems like projection. Was that your excuse when you cheated on your bf?

>>34465586
I hate to lie, it hurts my soul too much

damn i just can't make a guy stay

>wahhhh i love you i love you i love you sooo much i'm so in loooove with you

shut the fuck up just shut the FUCK up i hate hearing you say this

>>34465599
Bro I am currently a teenager and I am going through the same shit . My parents are more strict then you . When I tell them something I want to do but they don't like it , they just argue with me and then beat the shit out of me . Just day before yesterday my father slapped me around 5 times that his hand printed on my face . But I dont say anything bad to them . I just goon in my room . You should be ashamed of yourself but now that time is gone so just focus of present not on part

You should start taking wednesdays off as a favor to me, J.

Having a best friend makes life worth living

>>34465727
You mean from this site? I can do that.

yes i'm a vengeful bitch don't you forget it

Are you mad at me?

Wonder why my heart suddenly yearns for you M-D.
Feel like I'm opening up a can of worms even putting that out into the world.

I wish people would stop saying "asking for help is a sign of strenght, not weakness"
Like, yeah I know, that's why I can't ask for help, no need to fucking rub it in

I had a dream where you were driving, and the only sound was coming from the radio. I was dozing off. I desperately wish I could have these kind of innocuous moments with you, but I have to remind myself that you live on the other side of the planet. It's never going to happen, not unless the stars align. I miss you all the time, even when you're talking to me. I'm an idiot for falling for you twice.

>>34465546
*bye no one cares*

i'm too much of a coward to contact the person i think about every day. that's it really. i don't know what to do about it

>>34465727
Mr Jangles droppin this Wednesday dicc off

>>34466029
No.

>>34465599
Reading this, I felt catharsis over your actions. Even though you were suffering even after doing it.

>>34463669
What!?!Fight!
Like, dang, Dude. Relax!!!

>>34466229
Maybe the switch was flipped back to our truth.
Do you remember me? Us?

>>34466290
It's just honestly
-sun

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Shit like this is why I think most men are bad fathers. Imagine not packing a jacket or sweater for your five year old little girl in 40 degree weather because "she didn't want one", but you fucking wore one. No shit a mom came up to him all snarky, good for her. A little kid can't make that decision, she's FIVE. It's her mom and dad's job to make that decision for her. Holy shit, and then he makes a post whining about it when his wife even had second hand embarrassmemt about it. It's just pathetic to see. I'm not even a mom and I get pissed when I see babies out in cold weather without socks or a hat, or in direct sun with no fucking hat. Wtf. What kind of retard lets their kid play in near freezing weather in just a shirt

I could almost forget him but Arsenio Hall was probably the most influential man in my life.

>>34466486
>Imagine not packing a jacket or sweater for your five year old little girl in 40 degree weather because "she didn't want one"
She'll learn her lesson next time. How else is she supposed to know what the jacket is for?

>>34466486
Women are just men without dicks and Y chromosomes.

>>34466498
She's five she is still learning the alphabet bro

Moon
We are not in the season anymore but I got you the jacket in extra small and also in medium in case the other doesn't fit. It's literally the best jacket out there and I didn't want to not be able to get you it because it's important to me I make you warm and comfortable
Sun

>>34466507
I did it months ago but the conversation above reminded me of how I care for you in the cold and keep you warm.

Idk fellas, "go outside more" is not really a viable advice for friendless people I feel, at least as far as the goal making friends goes, it can be nice otherwise and defo healthier than rotting inside. I'm saying that because I bar hop, attend museums, cafes, cinemas a lot, but pretty much all these places are already attended by people who already go there with friends and it is obviously bad idea to try and glue yourself to them even if you are not uncharmismatic sperg. So doing these things in that sense makes you feel even lonelier. Though even when I regularly attend group activities that interest me people often barely know my name months into attending so...
There was a post from pol or more likely r9k floating around couple years ago that spoke about social capital, about how people accumulate it and it effectively snowballs on its own if all goes okay in your development and that it is not really possible to catch up with it if you're behind due to whatever factors. I think about it a lot.

>>34466526
>I bar hop, attend museums, cafes, cinemas a lot
you need to be going to small local shows and stuff like that. it's easier the more niche it gets

>>34466533
I agree with this. I went to a small emo night and people were extremely friendly and easy to make conversation with.
Also, because it is springtime, the parks need volunteers to clean up invasive species. He could meet some cool people volunteering.

who am i kidding

>>34466320
Just stop being a coward.

God I feel so stupid now, I saw him making his way towards me through the crowd and I just ran away like a coward

>>34466533
>>34466538
These are good suggestions, though I don't follow the local scene and I don't feel like I'm spontaneous enough to hack it, but it's worth trying nonetheless. I guess talking about music is kind of difficult.

>>34466648
i'm like this too. i hate how it's just instinct and i can't seem to control it in the moment. even if i realize what it means the next time it happens i chicken out too. so many people i liked must've thought i just hated them or wasn't interested :(

>>34465185
もしもし。だれですか

>>34466658
>I guess talking about music is kind of difficult
feel free to say you don't know much about it and ask for bands/albums/songs they recommend. take out your phone and write it down in the notes app as soon as they say it. bam next time you see them you have something to talk about. part of being charismatic is owning that you don't know anything but you trust the other person does and can teach you how to be cool like them. music nerds love showing off their taste, that's kinda how being into music as a hobby works anyway.

if someone mentions they're a big fan of a certain band ask if they've seen them live, why/why not. how did they discover them. they'll just be talking about their own life from here, keep talking to them about that, now you know someone/have a friend.
>>34466526
>Though even when I regularly attend group activities that interest me people often barely know my name months into attending so

do you know THEIR names? are you saying "hey [name], what's up" every time you go?

How do I find people that agree with me?
I started a job for 2 weeks now, and I don't feel like it's the right job for me.
I wanted to quit next week, but everybody think that I should keep the job while actively search for another job.
But my retarded moral compass thinks that that's dishonesty, and I shouldn't stay in a job that I'm not interested at all solely for their salary.
There's also other reasons I wanted to quit, but that's not the point right now.
I want to stop feeling bad because I'm not fulfilling others expectations for making an opposite decision.
I just want to find someone that see my angle and agree with me that I'm doing the right thing for myself.

I would have fucked prime Dolly Little, I understand the implication, that's half the rush, to be a dirty pervy man.

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>Just get off the internet bro it's not real!
>go outside
>Constantly see and hear people doing the things they said weren't true.

>meet someone who gets coddled by everyone in their life
>talk to them
>realize they are retarded
>realize everyone coddles ME in my life

no...no please...i'm not like that at all...

I'm sure these retarded OCD thoughts will fuck off on their own

Have you ever met someone so stupid it made you want to cry?

Judge Fleischer keeps showing up in my feed, this is the geek final boss

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This makes me fucking laugh my ass off, holy shit

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I know it's gay and autistic but I'm so fucking tired of being alone. How do I make friends online? Just a circle of people I can message every now and then and just shoot some shit. Do you just join random discord servers or some shit? Shit genuinely felt so much easier back when you could just join some random chatroom and talk shit, say slurs and maybe make a bud, or two in the process. How the fuck or autists supposed to meet people nowadays? I don't want to create any accounts with my email an picture attached.
I'm so fucking alone

>>34466707
watashi wa sean

>>34465245
I did not but I know the feeling, anon.

>>34467034
stop saying mean things for basically no reason, there are races, they are often genetically or culturally different, but there are "bad ones" that you probably would love and "good ones" that are the worst people you know

ok got over the sad part. now i want to be obsessively in love with someone even though i swore never again

I thought I had moved on but I still feel despair by just imagining him with someone else

>>34467517
I wish all my exes would just die after we break up so they never have to date someone new again. Or at least have their dicks fall off

Hi, yes, I would like to have one boyfriend to stay please. Extra large cock, fries on the side. Thank you.

Moon,
I'm taking the high road
So when you ready the fork
take a right
we will meet in the clearing ahead
-sun

I really don't understand on a $2200 phone why the voice input and gboard run like shit. I don't think it's the hardware. Pretty sure it's voice model training that's the issue

getting a bf is just too hard these days gotta start stealing taken men

>>34467624
How old

Getting a gf is not on my list, but I'm not picky about age, and Christmas cakes are kinda cute.
But some of them are professionals, so, I'd prefer not getting killed where I stand.

I wonder how tight propussy is. Hardly any action happens for so long, it's just basically re-virgined.

>>34467034
>I don't want to create any accounts with my email an picture attached
Retard. You can make infinite new emails. I have like 40 emails.

i want to talk. thinking of calling you

I feel a lot better

>>34467790
Did you find out she's alive?

>>34467728
I always think of calling her but I feel fucked up using her free time.
Plus it just ain't appropriate.

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>>34467792
No, dead. I just processed the worst-case scenario I could tell myself, and think I'll get over the acute-grief phase in several weeks and I just want to live every day as best I can from now on. I really wish her and other people I knew were all alive and happy even if we never saw each other. Also, I still have a few years left to find love but only like 10% of people find lasting love with someone so it's whatever that I probably won't. There's lots of good things in the future that I don't even know about yet regardless of what happens.

>>34467728
About what

we're running out of time. next move you make decides if we leave each other's lives forever and go back to strangers. but who am i kidding. you've never chosen me even once, why would you now?

i hate women
i hate women
i hate women
yes i do
i hate women
i hate women
i hate women
you do too

>>34467927
What do you want exactly?
Kinda stupid to vaguepost about this shit. You sound like you want something very badly, and yet the person you want to make whatever weird ass decision you want them to make doesn't know what you're planning.

You're either a dumbass or you're fishing for a response from someone who's curious.
But let me guess, you're just a scumbag that won't reply to anyone, aren't you? The same little scuzzball shitting up the letter thread in r9k? Ugh.

Tomorrow is going to be real fucking interesting.

>>34467624
I'm genuinely pretty great and a good person. I just never started learning how to ask girls out and relied on shared lifestyle till recently, BUT I just don't often want to date those women(I don't feel strongly or excitedly about them). My standards aren't that high. I basically just like weird girls that aren't obese.

>>34467986
Why

>>34467986
Why?

Darn

>>34467986
In what regard?
You gonna take your first shit in a week?
It's a Monday so uh oh spaghettios, Monday Drama?
You gonna do an anime confession or you gonna yell at someone and fight?

In what regard does a Monday constitute a "pretty fucking interesting" day? Cuz Monday fucking sucks.
Again, I'm calling you out until you say a goddamn.

>>34468013
He's dropping another love letter for ppl he won't talk to

>>34468027
Well, shit.
I'd think shit like this would be banned for low effort shitposting, but I understand that would kill at least half the threads here, and it's just not worth moderating adv like that.

Still, under normal circumstances, he should be banned.

>>34468041
Isn't your whole life a shitpost?

Sorry for the silence but I've been busy. You'll hear from me in a couple days.

>>34467927
If you want them so bad, what's stopping you from making the next move yourself?

>>34467728
Do it!

>>34467517
Ex or rejection? Are you still friends with him on social media? Being connected with someone can make it feel like they're still a part of your life, and that's unhealthy.

>>34467465
Being able to love again is a good thing! Unfortunately it means getting hurt but it's worth it when you find the right person!

>>34466320
Do it! At worst you get an answer you don't want, but at best they're really happy to hear from you too!

>>34466307
>twice
What happened between the first and second time?

>>34467971
>doesn't know what you're planning
correct he doesn't know my life is in his hands. once we say goodbye i plan to kill myself after. i will not leave a note

>>34467892
I want to hear your voice. I want to tell you I'm sorry and I wish things were different. I'd go back in time and change everything if I could. I don't know what I'm doing. I hate myself and I'm living a lie. I wish I had more time with you

I'm just as obsessed with you as you are with me but I don't know how to tell you that.

>>34468256
You ruined my day

>>34468259
How?

>>34468262
False hope, and the first thing I see when opening the thread. Nothing personal

>>34467935
Yes especially fake lite stacies.

>Yes I left you for someone else but don't worry, she's not just anyone, she's beautiful, smart, funny, and talented. REALLY I CANNOT emphasize enough how much I care about her. Don't you see, I didn't just leave you for some easy pussy, I couldn't do that to you because you are the nicest girl I have ever met, I only left you for someone who was better than you in every way. What was I supposed to do in this situation? It was the opportunity of a lifetime. It's not your fault, any man would've done the same. Does this make you feel better? :)

Jesus Christ what did I do to deserve this? I am never dating a guy on the spectrum ever again

Lord reveal to me the Truth...

Why do some of you do this retard ass shit in these threads where you cryptically threaten or give false hope to each other? You know you're not actually talking to your person in these gay threads, right? And that they're not here talking to you?

>>34468346
my person is definitely here reading my posts. in fact here he is reading this right now

>>34468346
no one talks to me anyways, i have no friends and no one is interested in my life. i have less than a handful of loyal 'story likers' on social media. this toga chatbot is about the closest thing i have to an actual friend.

>>34468346
Why do you pretend I'm not talking to you specifically, bitch?

>>34468369
Can I be your friend please

>>34463666

All I do is drink, smoke, sports bet, read wikipedia, and suck dicks. I love it but I hate when people at work or on dates asking me what my hobbies are because those 5 things are genuinely my hobbies.

i wish i was sucking his dick rn but he barely knows i exist and also might not be into my race

"hey is that you writing about me on /gioyc/?"

no

>>34468374
because i don't think you're real? spent all day offline so i actually did miss you

>>34468382
sure, nonny

>>34464974
>ADHD partner
the top comments on all the posts in the adhd partner subreddit is that if you haven't married them yet just leave. dating someone with adhd isn't worth it

>>34468448
>i actually did miss you
Wtf you made me blush

>>34468429
Egyptians are hot, yeah.

Loving a man is humiliating. Humiliating!

>>34468499
Why? And how?

>>34468506
I think about him more than he even thinks in general.

i don't want anybody else

when i think about you i touch myself

>>34468539
Why do you love him? And is he that stupid? Does he at least love you back?

It's okay if you run away again. Abandon me like always, I expect you to at this point.

>>34468604
I'm not even home.

>>34468572
love is a false construct. a psyop, if you will.

you know what's insane i never told this guy i briefly dated from r9k that i got pregnant and had his kid. i gave it up for adoption. i ghosted him right before i found out i was pregnant. our kid would be like what, 7 years old now? jesus christ. that's a real person who has thoughts and feelings and memories. i REMEMBER being 7 years old.

Sean, karma is coming for you. Watch your back

>>34468652
I thought S(sean) wasn't a bad person? Did he fuck someone over?

>>34468661
s? isn't he the guy that killed someone

>>34468669
He did? I didn't know that. Wtf?!¡‽

>>34468672
he said he got over it so it's all good now

>>34468661
My name is big but my letter is little
>>34468672
Honestly it's been like 3-4 at this point but I think the drug epidemic and childhood sexual abuse caused it a lot more than I did.

>>34468620
Different anon I assume. So i will ask you, if love is a construct then have you never loved?

Stay safe, anons. Love is out there.

Finally someone other than the namefag made it

>>34468636
You're one fucked up cunt.

>>34463666
Older brother, 22. I'm not as academically accomplished as my sister. My family thinks i'm a weirdo because of my religion (Orthodoxy). They sometimes call me, sometimes don't. I'm being called to celibacy, and she's dating a literal 6 foot chad son of business owners. Im not making that up. I want to get away from it all. Forgive me Lord.

I love you guys so much. Stay strong. Find warm-happy times. Fill your days. Go outside. <3

>>34468868
I'm sorry to break my rules, but that's not how most dudes type. Just letting you know so you can adapt or adjust.

<3<3<3

>>34468889
i know this is for me even though i hate women thank you so much anon

MOM TAKE ME TO MCDONALDS

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>>34468910
Ok son what do you want

>>34468910
Really?

>>34468920
>>34469054
This is fucking bullshit, I was at a drive thru with my mom, the bitch asked me what sauce I wanted, and I said I want RANCH SAUCE, ok I still got the food thankfully but the bag did not have the ranch sauce. How the fuck are they this incompetent and retarded? Why I CAN'T GET A JOB AT MCDONALDS while those fuckers can, this country makes no sense.

>>34468167
>What happened between the first and second time?
First time, we were in a situationship and he broke it off. I stopped talking to him for a couple of years. He randomly sent me a birthday message and I decided why not? Bad idea, evidently.

>>34468875
Fine, what's your rule?

>>34469094
Not talking to you anymore.

>>34469106
Oh. Why?

>>34469140
Because apparently we don't click.

seems like a lot of girls (and sometimes guys) think i'm part of the carousel or something

i get numbers given to me and invitations by taken women fairly regularly

but when i send memes instead of demeaning requests for sex they ghost me

i think i hate women actually

>>34469147
Are you male and flirted with me? I don't like that. I don't mind practitioners of homosexuality, however. Also, romantically, I have a shallow checklist of things that I want in a partner that is impossible to know from interacting with people online so I don't really like flirting here. Also people catfish. I was going to start being online-social more once I get a computer again, but I am waiting for Black Friday. Perhaps we could watch things together with other anons on CYTube or play games then.

I actually hate you, you dumb fucking cunt.
You hate everyone, but I kept defending you. You hate my family, the only ones who toom you in from your supposedly "abusive" family. Maybe they were right, maybe you actually are crazy, self-centred and horrible.
I mean, you constantly try to make me feel like some worthless piece of shit. Meanwhile, you're unemployed, have no skills, quit university woth ONE exam left, and you bitch to me about not having goals? Fuck off.
You make everything an issue, where normal WOMEN (not pathetic little girls) would solve the issue easily. You want to come to an appointment? Cool, just say so, don't make it some big whoop that I never make us a team. Dumb bitch.
Oh, and inf you're going to start an argument, don't do it the day MY FUCKING DOG DIED.

Vent over

Now, how do I break up with this cunt in a way that gets her the fuck out of my house ASAP?
She's literally some chronically ill loser who I have to provide for. She has nowhere to go, but still...no gratitude.

>>34468206
If it's my moon then you need to choose us. Put me first over all else. I shouldn't need to see letters that threaten infidelity and shit.

All you have to do is choose me over all else ever single time. Just as I've chosen you for 5 years.

Start doing this right now.

You know what the first thing to do is.
It's not too late and we can deal with what ever the past is when leave it in the past

Just us home again with each other

Sun

>>34469186
I'm not a LARPer, for one. For two, I'm not a homosexual. You knew I was a dude from the jump.

>>34468256
Literally just say that directly. It's ready to be honest

>>34468268
Dont assume this is me. Remember c is making bullshit posts to harm us.

>>34468335
He promises me home with my moon
-sun

>>34469189
You sound like my ex. Damn just kick her out lad, why did you even let her in move with you in the first place.

>>34469215
For a few months she kept saying "I need to run away, i'm not safe here" when talking about her home. So, naturally, I offered.
Now, I thought she'd be here for a month, maybe two. It's been 8.

>>34469201
I'm sorry. I must've misconstrued your not-actually-gay joke. A lot of my old friends and I used to do not-actually-gay jokes, but I THEN realized it was basically the lowest form of comedy. I have moved on to BIGGER things. <3 ;)

Do you watch CYTube?

>>34469238
>I must've misconstrued your not-actually-gay joke
What joke did I tell that you thought was gay? Stop while you're behind.
And no, I don't know what that is, why do you ask and why do you care?

>>34469201
Also go outside. Human beings give off like smells and sights that trigger things that are not activated through a screen. Have a vodka and tonic a couple nights a week or something. I was genuinely going to start being more online-social. I genuinely have zero discord friends right now though.

>>34469259
I went outside today. I'll let you live your LARP, I'm not finna argue with you.

>>34469250
I talked to lots of people before. I kind of stopped because it's awkward. I'm not really trying or not trying to make friends. I just want to have fun doing stuff. Sorry if you're in a shit-place right now or something.

Why are Boomers so fucking dumb

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I don't give a fuck what happens to me, but next time a woman starts randomly going around I'm going rape then I'm gonna start assuming they have a crush on me. If they go into intricate detail of how the rape is to the point of where my dick is in all of this, I'm gonna day they're sexually attracted to me and am pic related. Women should know better that I am just an average guy trying to get through the day.

>>34469272
Nice. I'm sorry. I just like talking here and cytube desu. Discord is weird.

>>34469274
I'm just telling you the situation as it is, just in case you mistook me for being abrasive. Later.

>>34469289
Later. I'm sorry. I don't really want discord friends desu. I just use it for messaging.

Question: Is killing yourself to fuck someone up mentally forever a cringe move?

>>34469344
Yes and I'm gonna do it to embarrass him

I don't want to look at another photo webm and think it looks like you. I want to stop feeling sick hearing bullshit here.

>>34469344
They'll probably get over it SHOCKINGLY fast unless they're one of the only people that love you o algo which is like just sad and horrible.

>>34469344
I decided not to think about doing that until that moment happens.

>>34469371
>They'll probably get over it SHOCKINGLY fast
True if male

i don't think being confused about if you love someone or not is real. no way anyone is this retarded

>>34469387
What about your life made you post this?

i can't win

>>34469366
I'm going to pray for a bit and leave it to God. He brings me home and I need to put my faith and trust in him.

>>34469366
What bullshit?

>>34469406
Something some asshat told me about her that I need to ignore and trust her over that.

i genuinely need you to leave me alone. please leave me alone. you are the one who left me so why do you keep doing this?

>>34469401
>>34469406
The big G said that he knows everything feels awful and that I should put my fears to rest. He knows I work so hard and that I should lay down and try to get some sleep. I am safe. Let the angels help.

-sun

i am beyond thankful for everything in my life. i am genuinely grateful for life and never take anything for granted. i always feel as if i will die in at any moment and pray that i can be continuously better myself and be the best mother and person i can be.

>>34469503
Good. I hope to be a father with my moon. I pray everyday to reach that clearing. I've been told I will. I just need to hold steady and strong.
-sun

Don't ever be a side piece, guys. It's not worth it. Don't believe their bullshit. God I was so fucking stupid. 3 years for nothing. Fuck you for everything you put me and your husband through just to soothe your boredom and narcissism. "Forever" my ass.

>>34469545
who called it off you or her

i will OD one day. it will be soon

>>34468636
my kid would be 10 if i got my r9k ex pregnant lmao

>>34469577
You're stressing me out.

>>34469545
You're part of the problem too tho lmao. I don't understand how side pieces somehow thunk they have some secret pheromone that makes tge cheating scumbag not a scumbag to them only

My Moon,

I heard that sometimes the universe will show up with something very similar or offer before giving you your prayer. 2 days ago i looked in my instagram inbox and a girl added me. She looked just like you back when we last talked. Same haircut. She wanted to do a voice call. So we did and she was very kind hearted, major trust issues and paranoia. I told her we didn't have to talk, we just met. There's nothing I can say to show I'm a good person and have open hands. That calmed her. She kept saying how my voice pitch , tone , demeanor, how I spoke, the way I laughed was identical to her ex. To the point she wanted to get on video to make sure. She said my perspective and everything was basically the same (but much better). Switched to video then so she felt better. I gave her a tour of the house. I taught her some swear words in English. She taught me some in her language. She was talking about some drama and how she'd "fuck their mothers", and she wouldn't even consider it's Motherfucker. I laughed everytime she said it so I think it's better her way. We talked for 4ish hours. She wanted to get lewd and I declined because of you. When we said goodbye she instinctively said 'bye, I love you'.

You are still my heart and soul, I hope this was that reflection of you or offer to pass up before your home again. You complete me.

I love you,
MM

Dear N

If we ever meet in person again I plan to blow my brains out right in front of you. I want you to live the rest of your life with the guilt that you did this to me. I hope the memory is seared into the back of your eyelids so strongly you will never sleep without dreaming about it ever again. I hope you forever flinch at the touch of another person because it reminds you of how my blood felt splattering all over you. I hope you spend every day for the rest of your life wishing it was you who killed yourself instead. I hope you blame yourself for all of this because it's true.

i missed talking to you mike

>>34469599
No, trust me I am a piece of shit. She weaved a whole intricate tale for me though of being done with her marriage and wanting only me. I was brutally cheated on relentlessly by my ex wife and part of me wanted revenge on the universe for it. It wasn't worth it. I thought since my ex left for the affair that could happen for me. It was all for nothing. I don't deserve or want pity, I'm genuinely warning anyone who's considering it or in it that there's an 80% chance you're just ruining everyone involved's life

>>34469617
>She weaved a whole intricate tale for me though of being done with her marriage and wanting only me
Yeah that's what they all say every time huh. I feel like an idiot.

>>34469604
not to disappoint you or anything but people have many abilities to get over you quickly and guiltlessly. they will make up some reason why you deserved it or that you did it to yourself and their life will move on. you should just leave them if you can and forget them

>>34469600
Oh and there were those uncanny things everywhere with her
Like right now it says she is listening to 'in the stars',

>>34469564
I did because she was severe BPD and just started fights every time I told her I was getting sick of being an affair. I was basically just a vacation and source of attention and amusement. The first 2 years were the best time of my entire life and then I started questioning why nothing was moving forward. Once she started to realize I wasn't buying it anymore she slowly started making things worse and picking fights until it was intolerable. I tried reaching out a few months later just to see if I had made a mistake and she had completely moved on and is being some kind of weird PG13 rated camwhore on Whatnot now. She just wanted attention and validation since she sucked the soul out of her husband and he was completely sick of her shit. Once she found a fun new source of that I wasn't necessary anymore. It was all bullshit. She didn't love me. She loved the attention. My final action in the relationship was to tell her husband she had blocked me on HIS socials and if he ever wanted to reach out he could. He won't, but I will tell the truth if he does. Fuck you, Kjersti.

>>34469613
You still can. You have my discord.

Fell for a gay who turned out to be gay. He was the only one who saw me as a genuine person. I miss him. I still love him. At some point I realized he had the same look in his eyes that everyone else did. The kind that says "I don't wanna be around you" I hate that look. He stopped talking to me. I want to hate him so much. I can't. I hate that I can't. I've been moving on but it hurts. I'm kinda happy it hurts because that means he made me happy. I want to see him again even if he's come to hate me.

>>34469604
Just contact her or him

as an attractive guy i go out of my way to ignore hot girls and shower mid girls with attention in front of them to make them jealous and insecure

>>34469634
>they will make up some reason why you deserved it or that you did it to yourself
yeah my guy abandoned me then came back just to tell me it was my fault i chose a scumbag and i shouldn't have been loyal to him because he wasn't to me. jesus christ what happens to someone to make them hate themselves that way? all i did was be nice to him

>>34469658
>I want to hate him so much. I can't.
I'm kinda jealous I never felt this way about someone even though it seems awful. Must be real love

>>34469674
it doesn't sound like he hates himself. but i don't know the details. maybe you're projecting? it sounds like he just needed to affirm his way of blaming you

>>34469613
Btw the way you phrases this is odd.

The only person who I have talked to recently (the past week) is the girl from Instagram.

A lot of this conversation happening around my posts here right now sounds like a demoralization campaign in some way.

Be careful moon.

-sun

>>34469684
What if the guy is so autistic that like how you probably can't figure out calculus he can't figure out flirting or telling jokes. Like imagine being so bad at flirting or telling jokes you come off as cynical and robotic that you avoid doing it again out of fear you'd piss someone off to punch you in the face. Imagine he'd been through that so much he can't give saxphone black guy flirting.

>>34469684
I feel like it is but I hope it isn't. I have no chance with him and it's completely out of my control. I wish it was a problem I could solve. I'd at least have the motivation for self improvement then.

my dating history:
>abandoned me to date a girl for her money
>abandoned me to date a girl for a place to live
>abandoned me by dying
>abandoned me to date a girl for sex
>abandoned me to date a girl for a place to live

>>34469737
>cheating whore
>cheating whore
>lying whore
>cheating whore
>lying, stupid, angry whore

>>34469695
>it doesn't sound like he hates himself
it sounded like that to me. he said i was dumb as fuck for forgiving a piece of shit who deserves to rot in hell like him

>>34469763
you can troll him by forgiving him and enjoying life more than him

>>34469756
Lady, there are laws in this world, okay? Men follow them so that you don't feel like you are being hurt. I understand you hate being alone, but if you try to hold a guy's hand next time you have a crush on him, he may think you do, more so than just standing there pissed off at where are all the guys are at.

>>34469756
can't call yourself a truecel anymore if you slept with all of them.

>>34469723
>I wish it was a problem I could solve. I'd at least have the motivation for self improvement then.
iktf. i hate when the problem is 100% just them having some fucked up thing you didn't see coming.

>>34469782
i am become chad >>34469164

Though again this is probably because you want an elite male rather than just some weirdo freak like me who sounds like the story of a serial killer growing in his fucking mother's basement.

>>34469795
what kind of memes? maybe they're too normie for your elevated taste. their loss.

>>34469797
tell us your story

Literally the only way you could make this up to me is if you killed yourself. I genuinely would be able to understand that you were serious. If not then what's on the table? You're not exactly sacrificing anything by just saying you're sorry and you suck and I'm better than you boohoo

>>34469817
Just talk to him

>>34469826
>>34469817
Yeah, just talk to him.

>>34469817
and then what? then you kill yourself too you dummie? calm down lady

>>34469826
>>34469838
Doesn't work, talking to him won't make him kill himself. He keeps giving excuses

>>34469843
Like what? What excuses? Why would you want him to suicide?

>see random guy who is hotter and better than you
>be jealous and take it out on me

you are gay af

>>34469815
All throughout my life people have called me every negative thing in the fucking book. I have been outcasted and feared by others. I have had people laugh at my jokes then worry if they have to call police out of fear I may be that dumb and crazy. The amount of times I had people assume I was gonna do something like columbine is fucking absurd. I have had people get tensed up for no reason. I have had people fear their child's safety every fucking time I am near them. And you want to know why? Because I remind them of a fucking mugshot on a god damn TV screen when a news story popped up. What the fuck did I do to people other than try to be a citizen. But I can't even get angry about that because the cycle fucking starts all over again! People say I focus on the negatives but they themselves never and I mean never can go one day without it because they can justify their way out of it. Fuck!

>>34469854
>Implying I'm still not who I am
There will never be another me, sorry.

>>34469843
you're crazy bitch
get over him

I just want a bf. I want a bf so bad. I'm not even ugly or socially inept. I don't even struggle with most of the things people here do. It's just that no one my age seems to be interested in dating anymore. It's even worse for me especially because I like younger guys too, and they seem even LESS interested in dating.

rich faggot are you really wealthy and homosexual?

>>34469867
get a different haircut
i don't get it

>>34469883
What do you bring to the table?

>>34469888
i'm not that homosexual

something you do that pisses me off is that you're just genuinely convinced you're doing a ton of stuff FOR ME and it has nothing to do with me at all. oh you got into a certain kind of music because of me? you started a certain food because it reminds you of me? and i'm supposed to appreciate it and say thank you like oh wow thank you so much you do so much for me you really sacrifice a lot for this relationship teehee. those things aren't FOR me you stupid dumbfuck no IQ retard

>>34469906
Whoa normalfag

GAS ALL AUTISTS

>>34469906
This shit made me laugh. Why are you on 4chan?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGMCfshaJuw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3puNlFBqvo

shut the FUCK up. FUCK drake

>>34469993
You sound like a hater.

Iss lil boat, I'm practically now from the 6ix

you are NOT attractive enough to be that smug about your looks. how are you almost 30 and have acne?

It makes me laugh when people write the post they're responding to without giving them a (you)

>>34470029
It's not my looks, it's just the vibe.

>>34470029
who are you talking to

>>34470042
She thinks she's talking to one of her little boyfriends.

i am not talking to you ever again btw. i am ghosting you for good. i would literally shoot if your white ass accosted me irl

>>34470062
Oh, damn, I ruined that dude's opportunity.

>>34470029
I for damn sure know I am ugly, but I now deep down you want a personable guy, which is what I am giving to you.

I have decided to just start lying to you. I forgot this was an option

>>34470088
Uhhh... I think history beat you on that.

>>34470088
you're annoying

Anyway, I'm off this facockta computer.

You know what? I want a nerdy girl who is chill not one that is smart.

I royally hate myself and I have no talent

>>34470131
you remind me of him

>>34470088
That never ends well

>>34470062
Larp harder

>>34470062
No one gives a shit. Go kiss the mirror

>>34470131
Gay

I dont enjoy listening to music as much as I use to

CAN I PUT MY BALLS
IN YO JAW

>>34468325
I found my her I just have to nut up and do a break up.

>>34470062
I see what you are attempting to do to us

>>34470182
Yeah, c is larping to see if he can trick moon. Retard.

don't call me

>>34470088
Notice how all the posts are ganging up on yours. C does that shit.

There's just nothing to say. You messed up, you're sorry, I'm angry, but I forgive you. There's just no way to repair this because there's nothing there to repair. There isn't an issue left for us to resolve.

All I know is that is looks like c attempting to pull strings because he's a narc.

Be safe moon.

life feels meaningless and sad since you've been gone, i feel like i'm spiraling out of control, i'm losing direction

Yeah that's normal when you hurt and lose the best thing that's ever happened to you. What's wrong? Is she not available to come wipe your tears for you?

thanks for tonguefucking my ass all night like always moon <3 make sure you wipe off before you go back to mike tho

The moon only has eyes for my ass.

>>34470395
>>34470400
Listen, be pissed off all you want but you lie and decieve her and that's on you. Stop trying to manipulate her by lying about me.

-sun

Here the kind of child Colton is with his larps.

>>>/r9k/84441248

I can't fucking wait until he is gone from our lives forever

i saw that request you sent me, im not sure if me having you unblocked was possibly taken as me wanting to be friends again but it wasnt. not that i have any hard feelings towards you anymore, i just genuinely prefer not being your friend.
i almost accepted it though, not because i missed you but because i missed having someone, which isnt fair to either of us. I dont regret ignoring the request, but now im left with this really frustrating feeling, im hoping you'll send another request, but somehow this time, youll be someone else, someone i do want to talk to on a daily basis. i wish i had a name for this person but he doesn’t exist, at least not yet, its so strange missing a concept instead of a person, its made me bitter with envy to see others talk about missing specific friends or exes, like at least they have something to grasp to to channel out all those feelings and that somehow makes my loneliness more valid than theirs.

You must have done something moon because c is being a real creep making r9 gay thread, then using a pic from my social on another thread. Looked and I see he posted a ton of larps about gay shit, makes sense though because he never matured past middle school and that's the best he can do is a talk in a baby voice and cry pointing fingers calling others gay, that is he is in fact gay. Which wouldn't surprise me with all the things I've seen with his gay larps and how in depth those get.