I've tried about everything, all doors have been locked for me and I am at the end of my wits, financially, religiously, lovewise and personal indie career wise.I am in need of dire help, of contact and humanity, not of mockery or "well you have it good enough" and other cop outs or cheap remedies, I am done, just done, with everything, despite all signs pointing me towards a resolution, I've rarely this down and distraight, beaten down, and just wanting to rot in bed.I am not calling for anyone here, but for someone paricularly spiritually charged to me, can be more than one person, if you are of the mind-spirit kind and feel particularly connected to me or at least have an idea of what I am going through, and can help me see and hold my hand, please send a mail, please be available, I just need someone who doesn't flipping leave. I don't want to get groomed or convinced of anything or to be sermoned, I just want humanity, someone to breed happiness with even if for months and that's it, just stay with me during this darkness, when it ends you can leave, that's all I am asking. Only come if you can see me, and if you can feel a connection, or think one, otherwise I doubt you'll find me pleasant.discord: imbeingunironicforreal
>>34474165"get a real job" even that door was locked for me believe or not
>>34474165>someone to breed happiness withGet married?
>>34474832I didn't mean it that way. When you're with someone and you are present with them and they're present with you, without expectations without anything superficial, you breed happiness with them. I would go into depth into what I meant but I don't feel like it right now.
>>34474165R u a girl
>>34474970No, gooner, off with you hylic.
>>34475201Well, I asked because you should know as a man, our lives mean nothing. If you were a girl, I'd feel obligated to try and help you. But now I know you're a man, the best I can tell you is to toughen up and handle it yourself. It's your life.
>>34474165>imbeingunironicforrealI want to be your friend, I'm just afraid of adding someone on Discord, I had bad experiences with it... Idk man, I kinda of feel how you feel, honestly. I'm also done with life somehow. I don't really wanna die, I just wanted to live a happy and fulfilling life, but even that has been taken away from me.
>>34474165Fuck off, Glowie.
>ctrl f "?" 0 resultsno questions, no help. simple
>>34475220Our lives matter something. And I have not asked for a solution to my problems, only for company, if your life truly matters nothing so be it, matter nothing, but I choose my fate and I choose to matter.
>>34476634You have no brain and no soul.
>>34476669The kind of person I am asking for doesn't need ctrl f to know my questions, I am sorry. I know this is probably the wrong board but there are no dumbass hylic satanist trannies or jewbots in this one, from what I've seen, it's a small board with a small population of fellow strugglers, and I've asked for someone to struggle with me.
>>34475276Then take it. Take it and don't be afraid of me.
How old are you?
>>34477564Practically 25, if you're going to call me a loser or something I don't care, I just don't care and I hope you never experience being this alone.
>>34477548anon is right, and you know this (we can all tell you're putting on an act btw).say you actually DID have schizophrenic magical thinking. people would (and should) avoid you.in reality, 'out of character', you know full well you're another disposable male. it sucks, but that's just how it is for us. nobody is going to save you like in your animes.
>>34477579"Anon is right" it's just the same faggot."We can all tell" your insecurities speaking for you.Go be a nigger to another thread please, hylic, you are from the earth and you'll return to earth, there's nothing here for you.
>>34477579You're literally berating your child self and it's sad to watch.
>>34477578I was asking to add you lmao
>>34477583hylic, demonic, satanic, blahblahblah.I've worked professionally with actual schizophrenics. you are a young person who would be better suited to Gaia Online.i'm not saying this to be cruel: i'm saying to (hopefully) help you. drop the gimmick, it won't work. if you're in a heightened state of anxiety or you're coming down from drugs, it will pass. when you're thinking clearly, consider messaging an old friend and inviting them out for coffee. social network in the real world, not as a 'character' on Discord.
>>34477606>I've worked professionally with actual schizophrenics. you are a young person who would be better suited to Gaia Online.>i'm not saying this to be cruel: i'm saying to (hopefully) help you. drop the gimmick, it won't work. if you're in a heightened state of anxiety or you're coming down from drugs, it will pass. when you're thinking clearly, consider messaging an old friend and inviting them out for coffee. social network in the real world, not as a 'character' on Discord.You're from the earth and to the earth you'll return. All of this because I said my discord instead of a gmail because you're a fucking boomer who lives off appearances and etiquette.
>>34477604Oh, lol, you can never know with the usual faggots here, sorry.
>>34477616no, i am saying this because you are getting the word salad wrong. this is not how a ~CrAzY~ person thinks and talks. this is how someone on the internet who has picked up a few buzzwords talks. it gives you away.i'm willing to talk and offer any advice i can, but only if you drop the act, break character, whatever you want to call it.otherwise, this will be my last post ITT.
>>34477548We are alone on this path we walk as men. Women are not. The company you so desperately ask for, is the help I refer to. You are asking for help by asking for company.
>>34477555sorry im not a person, i am an actual soulful human being.skill issue, if you cant use proper punctuation to articulate yourself. seems like you are some lower level entity that cant into civilisation (or punctuation for that matter).
bump to piss off jews
>>34479181>sorry im not a person, i am an actual soulful human being.>skill issue, if you cant use proper punctuation to articulate yourself. seems like you are some lower level entity that cant into civilisation (or punctuation for that matter).Damn that's a lot of nigger babble, didn't ask don't care.
