Should I tell him I watch a steamer (male) to simulate the feeling of having friends?I used to always hate streamers and people who parasocially watch them but here I am, I realized a youtuber I watched streamed as his main thing, checked it out, and basically I guess I am addicted on some level now.For more context I have a boyfriend, but I have no friends. Not even acquintances, nada. I am weird and have a really hard time befriending other girls, and don't want to befriend guys, so it's tough to get friends. I have largely given up and use this one streamer as a cope. He mainly streams vidya stuff and is very laid back, no drama and doesn't focus on negativity, I like that and wish I had an actual friend who was like that if I could wish for it.
>>34480030guy friends will want to fuck you, girl friends will shit behind your back. Being enamored with a youtuber is super weird and you should stop, porn seems healthier.Take up knitting and join a class, stupid
>>34480082hobby classes cost money and am already in university. i have been in classes there that are 99% woman, but i still fail at making friends even if i try to be friendly to everyone and talk to people.i wouldn't say that i'm obsessed with the streamer as a person, it's just the best friend simulator i've found. i never use the chat or anything and just have it on the background often
>>34480102ever wonder why parents always hang out with couples in the same age bracket who generally changed throughout time?People don't have lifelong friends, generally.You gain vidya enjoyers, drinking buddies, classmates, work colleagues, but in the end there is always you and your partner. MAYBE there is a lifelong friend-neighbour you maintain since childhood.
>>34480132nta>parents always hang outlolmy parents dont have any friendsand i dont have any friends. but i dont really like people so thats that.+ i am the most autistic/aspied zodiac sign there iswould (you) sacrifice love (never experience true love, never finding your significant other, not starting a family ect) in order to leave this material cage of the demiurge, for good?idk. i would love to find my significant other soulmate twinflame, whatever and leave together. but i have probably too autistic standards/expectations. also i would probably start worshipping/deify/idolize that soulmate and sacrifice the world for /us/. >>34480030>For more context I have a boyfriendso why are you making this thread then? shouldnt you be with your boyfriend, right now? i have million billion ideas what to do with a future gf/wife. time would run out in the cosmos before we would be done. but you are making this thread here and lamenting that you dont have friends. you dont need friends if/when you have love/someone to love. go grow your love dummy. maybe i misunderstood something here idk
>>34480030Can't you just watch le streamer because you find their content interesting? The way you're framing it as some kind of substitute for your own inept social configuration makes it seem like indeed you're simply using it as an escapist crutch instead of addressing your ineptitude>>34480102Like why the hell are you framing it as a "best friend simulator" and making it weird. Your boyfriend should be your bestest friend, not some random YouTuber who doesn't know who you are.
