Question for all the suicidal dude/girls isn't the thought of doing it never ending like I feel that if u are truly depressed the only true end is killing yourself, and it's just a matter of delaying it.Also, why do ppl scarify themselves (I know it sounds kinda dumb), but I never understood the deep meaning behind it(sorry for my bad English)
I say, I'll kill myself next week Friday. so I might as well do whatever I feel like in the meantime. I can smoke and drink and take whatever I want because I know I have the control to end my life as soon as the drugs don't make me feel good anymore. and same goes for cutting mysl3f. I cut myself because I like doing it and who cares I'm going to kill myself anyways.
Sleep at night, dipshits and stay up during the day. There, depression gone.
>>34480367Feelings of guilt and sense of responsibility are the main reason I didn't ACK myself yet but I'm working on it so I can do it in the next years. I just had today a job interview to be an armed guard. If I manage to go through this I will have a gun that I will be able to use when necessary.
it is much easier to think about killing yourself than actually doing it.ultimately you want to kill yourself because you feel you wasted your life, it has zero purpose and is nothing but pain and failure.however the suicide is what cements your life as being pointless, your final moments of this life are dread, despair and usually painful.it isnt a good way to leave and its your final act.you also get a natural drive to go on living because your brains survival instinct kicks in.most people who do die by suicide have multiple attempts at it throughout their life for this reason.the human body is resilient and the mental constitution to actually kill yourself is high.if it was easy to kill yourself way more than 1.4% of the population would do it.t. two suicide attempts.
