i dont remember the last time i spoke with my parents, our interactions are so bland and devoid of any affection, i want to be with them but the trauma of circumcision is holding me back, every time i see them i remember my mutilation, i do love them, but i just struggle to get the cutting out of my mind, seeing their faces make me depressed, whats worse is the fact that they refuse to apologize, even though my mental health is degrading because of their crime, ill never have the same respect for them as i used to and it pains me because i used to love my parents
go to a therapist
>>34481981i did, it went horribely, he tried to convince me it had benefits, not going back again, i almost lost it
>>34481989go to another therapist
>>34482000i dont think wasting my money on therapists would fix the trauma caused by my parents
>>34482007tough luck then, it's not that asking 4chan would yield better results
>>34481885I know how you feel. I’m circumcised too. I was angry at my parents too.You need to forgive them.They did not know any better. Forgive them.
>>34482066they refuse to apologize to me, i cant look at them with respect and love like i used to, i miss loving them
>>34481885OP is getting very clever with his every-single-day posts. He now puts off his obsession with circumcision until he sucks you into a supposed family drama.Don't be fooled - he is an obsessive one-thought autist who is NOT interested in your advice or opinions, just addicted to posting.
>>34482552i have posted like twice here on separate topics schizo, also you are either a cut american or a muslifag, kys <3
>>34481885Feeling empty is a feature baked into us. So what ur doing is your frantically searching for something to retroactively justify why u feel like pure shit all the time. It's because life is meaningless.
>>34482593maybe, thing is i love my parents, but they refuse to acknowledge their crime which makes me icky when dealing with them, i notice this in our daily interactions which bothers me, i love them but i cant get my mind out of the mutilation
>>34482552why is OP such a mentally ill sack of shit?
