I've been depressed (autism 2e) for almost a year. I was managing to recover when someone used me and broke me (nobody cares). Since then I have been unable to function normally. I tried kill me and everything stopped mattering to me. I went a long time doing almost nothing.Now, teachers are asking for the assignments and other responsibilities I put off. I don't know how justify this without tell they I don't whnt alive. Even I don't understand why I can't doing this things. I stopped feeling stressed about things a long time ago. But when I start feeling a little better, it stresses me out a lot and I get worse again.I stopped going to the social security healthcare psychologist because all he said was that I should rest. But it was useless. I tried going to another one, but nothing.>How can I step away from these responsibilities without looking too bad?>How can I become productive again?I feel like I'll never be able to get my life back and that it's not worth living being so useless.
I don't know if it would be a better idea to look for help on Reddit or somewhere else. I don't want to risk people seeing my story.
>>34482549typical teenager problems, you'll grow out of it or you wont. also I hate to say it but the real world has no sympathy for non-starters so you basically just have to force yourself to be functioning no matter what. i know it seems like you cant do it, but you can. and if you really can't, then you're going to live on welfare and feel like shit for the rest of your life.
>>34482569Its not normal in a healthy community
>>34482575help-rejecting complaining is a sure sign of someone who doesn't actually want to get better. sorry anon you're fucked
>>34482580OP is using the OP name, retard
>>34482591okay well you're both fucked
>>34482569I'm not teenager. I'm studying a master's degree because I couldn't find a job after finishing university.
>>34482609>takes on more student debt because finding a unicorn job didn't happen in the first 6 months post-bachelorsand you don't think you're fucked?
>>34482549Look into autistic burnout, sounds like you're going through that.
>>34482549>oh boohoo chad used me for sex and didnt commityou deserve this, whore
>>34482549>someone used meYou can't be "used" if you did an act of mutual pleasure. You talk like you did a favor to him.>>How can I step away from these responsibilities without looking too bad?Just be honest with the teachers.>>How can I become productive again?Adderall or Vyvanse.
>>34482575>Its not normal in a healthy communityYou're right, in a normal community he would die, because he can't produce, not live through government subsidies...
>>34486332>>oh boohoo chad used me for sex and didnt commit>you deserve this, whore>>34487434>>someone used me>You can't be "used" if you did an act of mutual pleasure. You talk like you did a favor to him.Calm down guys, have you read the part she said she tried to kill herself? People can make mistakes, it's normal and part of life, but she doesn't deserver to die because of that.>>34482549>How can I step away from these responsibilities without looking too bad?You can either quit, or push through it and focus like a laser, do all the assignments, and all the tasks you gotta do. You'll have to weight your options and what is more feasible.>How can I become productive again?I don't really know the answer to this question. When I had problems I just blasted some music and pushed through it. There's no secret knowledge, you just gotta do what you gotta do.
>>34487487I didn't say she deserves to die.
>>34482549Many such cases.This sounds like deep depression (if this isn't obvious, but nobody said it yet). This depth hardly ever resolves itself without a massive amount of willpower, but depression is a disease of willpower, so that's not gonna work. You need two things: antidepressants (NOT narcotics, you need a doctor) first and psychology assistance later, and you need friends.Antidepressants stimulate and get you out of habits so you start doing things you never thought you would (for good or bad - you need the good, and that requires friends and a good psychologist).As to why you're that, you've told us nothing but the tip of the iceberg. Anyone here who tried to explain the why so far is a fool. I would need weeks with you to get to the bottom of this, so don't bother. Get serious help that I described above.
