>can only handle <2 hours of straight socialization even after practicing alot for years>don't miss people when away from them for a long time>touching gives psychic damage/dirty feeling even after trying to force myself for years with strangers friends family and 1 bf and forcing smiling through it>p@rn and masturb@tion gives dopamine but its bad for you and isn't really socializing>reading stories about people is impersonal and doesn't satisfy like it used toHow am I supposed to live up to the standards? Has anyone experienced or solved these types of issues?