>>34489654
Just know that I'm dealing with something and I'm choosing you. My intent isn't to flare jealousy but to show you I do a lot for you, choosing you in ways you don't see, but do cost me choosing you.
-mm

Having one abusive ex means it is over and I am worthless to all men. I wish he would have just killed me. Being a virgin will still never remove how tainted I am because of him. I hate life and emotions. Fuck my stupid oneitis life.

>>34489766
Wherever you are at is where you are at. Don't dig further down and lose more to the abusive one or anyone else you know is a mistake. Take what you have and you know what to do. You know whats a mistake and what is the right step forward. Like instead of messaging who you love you post a lewd thread on /b with a pic of yourself. Clearly the second was the wrong decision

>>34489766
That's not true. I honestly like helping girls feel better about stuff.

>>34489654
I'm Catholic and so there's no sex outside of marriage without being open to having children, but I hate children and don't want them. Life is about making sacrifices but I simply cannot see myself suffering like that in order to have someone to share my life with. Do I carry the cross of loneliness or the cross of extreme discomfort, obliterating my life and identity for the sake of my children? I'm in my mid 30's now and I just don't see myself becoming mature enough to function as a father.

>>34489766
Also remember to be patient. If you send a message and don't hear back right away the person could be working, relaxing with phone off, a nap. Anything. So give them time to see it. A girl messaged me on Instagram and o didn't see it for over a week because I had notifications turned off for that app and barely use it

>>34489774
Just be a shitty catholic and confess

I feel like I woke up and am not mentally ill anymore but it's too late to matter. I'll try as best I can but that's the reality I'm in.

>>34489833
Ok do the first step tonight.

its not working out I want to die she doesn't love me she will never love me

I went to reddit to read whatever and have a laugh and I found married women ending perfect marriages because she fell in love with her coworker. Now I just wnat to kill myself thinking no matter what love will not work out for me. In her words there just wasn't any excitement and she said it to the cuck of a husband. What the fuck is this world?

Its like Reddit is a place where you go to say the most heinous things with the most positive attitude and expect everyone to just roll over for you because you got a pussy.

>oh its my brain

NO its you bitch. YOu're fucking evil

>>34489889
First step of what? Tonights a rest night and I'm going out tomorrow but I'm not optimistic about the venue. I can't help but assume you're implying I should buy a noose though.

spent the day outside people watching. it made me sad af

it's over.

It's over

no I don't want to move in with you even though you're my friend. I don't care that you currently hate your job and want a better one, find a new job first then we can talk.

>>34489654
I just broke up with my former gfe escort gf. Should had ended things way sooner than this

>>34490021
you're not me

>>34490051
i'm not you? it's over.

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>>34490053

i just got hit by a brick. it's over.

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Among all the hentai manga genres, I specially like rape. Not the kind of rape where the girl succumbs to ecstasy but the kind wher she hates it all the way until the end. Because that's the easiest for me to self insert. No woman would ever love someone like me. So I don't care about romantic feelins either. Seeing the girl desperately reject the protagonist makes it more realistic to me.

Some guy who dumped me over watsapp three years and four months ago has emailed me out the blue like nothing happened and it’s just freaked me the fuck out.

>>34490089
And the thing is two months after he was all like “I can’t deal with this any more!” I got cancer and basically my health went to shit for like two years and my dog died and the ceiling in the house where I lived collapsed and I’ve only just started feeling better and getting back to my usual self and only thinking about him like very occasionally and then straight outta the fucking blue “hey what’s up, I’m doing well, I’m working here blah blah blah doing great yada yada thinking of coming to visit you etc etc”. I mean what the fuck, man.

>>34490010
Try people talking. It took me like multiple nights out to get a real conversation going with someone who talked to me. I'm going to try and talk to strangers myself now.

Girl who said she's into me, and started ignoring me and my flirting right after, has decided to start talking to me again, cuz I started acting distant too.
I used to really enjoy flirting with her but I feel bad doing it now, she pushed and pulled too many times, I know she'll do it again.

>>34489654
i hate women and i wanna get fat but i still want to have kids so i need to meet a tall redhead so i can have kids and then get fat

I don't wanna play nice with people anymore.
Losing too much shit that kept me pacified.

This meth is GARBAGE!
All this meth made now is trash
Pseudo meth was better! It will have you up. This new meth makes you stuck and sleepy. Coffee gets me up more!
Step up your game mexico

>>34490089
Block him dummy

>>34490089
He wants to start over. Your move.

>>34489654
Life is only worth it for about 40-50 years. Then the parents in your life become old, and you spend all of your time keeping them alive, and by the time they die, then you're old, and younger people spend all their time keeping you alive, and then you die. That whole last half of your 80-90 year lifespan is a total waste.

>>34491040
People in wealthy countries often reach a second peak lifetime happiness in retirement, but historically they also have families and many will not in my generation.

>>34491042
If you're lucky enough to still be functional and independent after you and your spouse's parents are all dead, yeah. No more old people to keep alive, so you can live your life again for a few more years until age catches up with you.

>>34490057
Nice

I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I had a great day? Woke up feeling really horribly depressed but ended up going rock climbing with my friend and then to a meeting and then to a show. crazy that doing difficult things actually improves self-confidence who would've thought

my mom just confronted me, said she suspects I have autism and is worried I won't be able to take care of her when she gets too old to work

I need to fix my sleep, i wanna go back to waking up at 8 am instead of 11 am

Broke things off with the guy I was with a few days ago. Things had been pretty rocky the last month. I kept hoping that we would be able to resolve things but at the end I realized that he wasn't asking me how my day was the few times he was willing to speak because he cared about me and wanted to fix things, but because he didn't want to talk to me if things weren't already good and there was a possibility I could need his support. And I'm only just starting to realize he wasn't refusing to be there for me because of his mental illness causing an inability to be, but because he genuinely didn't want to. Reread the fight that ended things and this exchange really drove it home
>Things are already worse than last night could ever be
>Idk my feelings haven't been hurt any tonight
I don't understand how you can hear someone you have feelings for be so hurt and sad because of you refusing to be there for them again and then have that reaction.

>>34491569
Why wouldn't you see them again?

I was the type to say it's fucking normal and natural to find other girls hot even when you're in a relationship. Now that I'm obsessively in love with this new lass I no longer find that perspective ridiculous.

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>break up with ex
>post-break up talk we kind of get in an argument
>I said some things I regret
>like a year passes
>write a handwritten letter saying that I was sorry for what I said and I just wanted to talk
>forgot to say that I didn't want to get back together or put my return address on the envelope
The return address is whatever, but I forgot to add that I didn't want to get back together because I felt it was implied, but I should have made it more clear. She never responded. No text or nothing and I just feel like an idiot. It was a bad impulse to send the letter and I wish I hadn't.

>>34491871
Bad breakup and she has me blocked, it's been a year and I still miss her every day

This guy said I said something cunty and it really made me feel awful. He's called me a bitch before and I said I didn't like that, and he said sorry but he's called other women bitch and cunt behind their back, I told him I don't appreciate him using that language and ended our call because it really made me upset. He immediately apologized by text saying he had no idea it would make me upset then a few hours later invited me to play some video games like nothing happened but I haven't said anything yet. It makes me wonder, does he use that kind of language about me to other people? I've never had a guy talk like that, my dad never used that kind of language about my mom, actually none of the men in my life have, from family to friends to exes. It feels so trashy and hateful? And if makes me feel a little weary because he's had a poor relationship with his mom and stepmom and says a lot of bad stuff about them, but also I've noticed any time any woman pisses him off he's quick to call them a bitch, like a shop manager, store clerk, mutuals, etc. And sometimes he links me things from twitter complaining about 'woke' stuff where all the comments are saying the most ridiculously over the top psycho incel type stuff and I'm wondering does this guy have a chip on his shoulder about women? Am I overthinking it?

>>34492093
Oof, unfortunately it sounds like there's basically 0 chance you're going to see her again, and even if you do she won't want to see you, so your only choice is to move on. Sorry about that, bro.

>>34492176
Well I hope she's doing well at least

I remember looking back at you that morning and thinking you were too good for me. I was surprised you wanted to talk to me, and even more surprised you wanted to see me again after that, but I guess I was right all along.

>>34492219
And for the record, I don't blame you, and I'm glad I met you. I just wish things didn't end the way they did. The brief time we spent together was one of the highlights of my year.

Is using AI for therapy helpful at all? Been in and out of mental health treatment for 14 years. Countless drugs, treatments, therapists, psychiatrists, group therapy, psych ward stays. Nothing helped in all this time and I've completely lost faith in mental health treatment. I'm in my mid 30s and I'm not getting any younger. Don't know what else to do before I kill myself at some point

I am a loss for words as to how I've put myself in my current situation. Lost my job a couple years ago, got into an accident shortly after and came into ~60k from an insurance settlement. Decided fuck it, I'm taking time off to just live, I haven't been able to enjoy my youth since I was in the military right out of high school, and got a job outside my field of expertise for the sake of paying bills. 2 years later and I am down to my last 5k. Realistically I have enough money for 2 more months and then I am shit out of luck. Been applying for jobs the last month or so and haven't been able to land anything, even after acing multiple technical interviews where the crews seemed jazzed to have me on boarding. Also finally getting a girl I've been pining after for a few years, just in time to go dead broke. Actually such a pit in my stomach thinking about how time is running out. Life is great but it's an illusion that I fear will come crashing down very soon

>>34492292
>Is using AI for therapy helpful at all?
No, it can be harmful. You can use it for positive reinforcement if that's what you need, because it will agree to anything you say. You should look for a better therapist, also be honest about what you're trying to change or the goals you're trying to reach with therapy. Take your time.

I love LDRs because I just cheat

>>34492242
How did things end? Sorry that happened to you anon

>>34492180
I'm not

>>34492292
What kind of mental issues do you have?

Your're supposed to stop bothering/calling me when i give you money.
SO LEAVE ME TF ALONE!!

too much of this i love you i want you bullshit. where is the dick

>>34491040
What if you dont have a family?

>>34492180
Dont worry bout other people. Especially exs. Just do you. And hope that yourself is well

>>34492477
Up ur ass

>>34492495
if only

I got drunk again after two months and got a blackout. I smoked weed too, I think that's the reason why I had the blackout. I puked a lot. I don't want to never drink again but I always relapse.

>>34492509
I hate that feeling. You have a headache too? It lasts like three days for me.

>>34492457
Whore

>>34492519
>You have a headache too?
No because I puke everything yesterday. I feel really tired, but that's it. My body wants just to rest.

I saw a shirt that reminded me back when I had a family and I was someone other than a corporate slave

>>34492593
I cant help but resonate with your post. We'll get through this anon.

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>>34492346
Calm down. 60k is a nice little sum and it’s about perfect just to take a little break. Your problem isn’t that you spent the money - it’s that you didn’t use the time to think about what you want to do with your life. Stop beating yourself up and just aim to save 60K over the next decade or whatever. More than doable if you act smart. You’re young, you got the girl of your dreams, you’re looking for a job, people like you. You still have 5K. Stop whining like a little bitch, man up, count your blessings, like the blessing you got some time off to fuck around which every human should have anyway, and then move on. You did everything right. One thing I regret most in my life is that I spent so much time regretting shit that was just me doing what I needed to do to make myself happy. You being happy is never something to regret. You being happy should be your only goal in life. And no, happiness is not money - it is living each day with a sense of purpose and achievement. So aim for that and never post on one of these threads again. And buy your girl some chocolates and flowers and write her a love letter. Women love that shit. Unrelated.

>>34492346
How do you blow through $55k in just two years?

You have me wandering outside in the rain at 2 AM. I am in love with you and I can't live this down. I will kill you then myself.

>>34492141
>Am I overthinking it?
No, you aren’t. I’m a man and think he sounds like a total wiener.
He’s the kind of person I think of first when I think of the word bitch, ironically.

I'm 27 and a virgin, sometimes I get really horny for a few days and this is one of those times. I'm fat and generally too lazy to change anything about myself to get with a girl, I'm not blaming anyone it is what it is. Lately I've been thinking about prostitution to at least figure out what it feels like, but I've always thought that paying for sex is for losers and I don't think I could live with having my first time with a prostitute. The answer is to wait for the horniness to die off but I'm afraid I'll do something I regret before that

>>34492292
unironically try narcotics anonymous

I'm addicted to going to the thrift store.

>>34492141
>It feels so trashy and hateful?
It IS trashy and hateful. I knew a guy like this too, he would call me a bitch as a joke like "Bitch, what did I say!" and "Shut up, bitch!" but it turned me off so much because it reminded me too much of that drag queen mean girl type of humor gay guys have. I don't even like when women or friends talk to me like this as a joke. You don't have to tolerate that. You are so sweet and empathetic towards him and that's why he keeps doing it to you. What a bitch

>>34492784
I always go but I haven't found anything good (clothes and accessories) in years. I think people just sell all the good stuff online now

>>34492811
I don't just get clothes or accessories, I also get tools, household stuff, books, crafting supplies, furniture, gifts and so on. I need to stop, it's getting out of hand and to the point of feeling antsy when the stores are closed.

>>34492713
You always pay for sex, fatty. One way or another, you pay.

>>34492821
Oh yeah those things are great at thrift stores. Wtf we could be thrifting right now instead of posting on here. Let's go

>>34492654
Paying bills and debt. God forbid you want anything nice for yourself

>>34492857
I wish... it's sunday and everything's closed. In fact, my new favorite store is only open thursday afternoon and saturday, that means more than four more days till I can go back.
Do you have something you've been looking for for a while? Last time I saw some pretty hand dyed scarfs but there was no label so I only bought one to test it at home and it actually is pure silk, I hope they still have the other ones when I go back, I want to get those too.

>>34492929
>>34492857
This is the same as a gambling addiction. You’re addicted to the ‘win’ of finding low price ‘bargains’.

>>34493011
You don't say. So what? Life's too short to not allow yourself to have some fun.

>>34493011
I don't think shopping addiction or even gambling addiction is real. It's a sign you have too much money

>>34493058
>it's a sign you have too much money
>It's a compulsion that causes one to end up in arrears

>>34493044
If you’re desperately waiting for some shop to open two days a week or something, you have a problem. No different to an alcoholic desperately waiting for 5pm and a drink.

Some kid was in the store with his mom and the mom wasn't nearby. The kid called me fat and ugly, so I slapped him in the face and quickly walked away and left as he was crying
Lol

>>34493067
You are right. I forgot that happens. Gambling and shopping addiction is no joke

>>34493131
>kid calls you fat and ugly
Ouch you just know it was pure honesty too

>>34492464
I got diagnosed with clinical depression, GAD, and social anxiety consistently. Different psychs have diagnosed me with different personality disorders like avoidant personality disorder, schizotypal, and schizoid

>>34493083
So? Am I not allowed to have any problems? Are you the problem police?

>>34493248
Buddy, this is the fucking advice board. If you post on this board, you are gonna get adviced whether your dumb ass likes it or not.

>>34493248
Die

I think I am content being the cool uncle instead of having my own children.

>>34493518
This may be my fate too. I have many siblings.

Say goodbye don't follow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxfBE1qX924

>>34492784
One of my favorite things to do. I found a 5 ft tall cardboard pop up for resident evil 4 for the GameCube one time for $6.

This nigga makes club hits like it's nobody's business.

I will never be good enough for someone I want physically unless we meet through shared repeated interactions which will likely never happen. I suppose my dating life is over. That feels really bad.

All I want is a straight answer.

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I welcome death.

>>34494152
To what question?

>>34494245
Is there any chance this works out between us? If so I'll do whatever I can, but if not please just set me free.

>>34492713
>I'm not blaming anyone.
Unless it's a health condition and you don't have the money to fix it, (and even then stop being lazy and get money) you should blame yourself for being too lazy to work out. You're fat and lazy and it's your fault. Change your diet, start gradual exercise. It's up to you to decide if you'd rather be fat and lazy and forever alone or if you want to improve yourself and get a girl. You should improve yourself anyway regardless of the girl so you don't feel like absolute shit all the time when you're old, but if you have a motivating goal, use it.

>>34494262
You're going to need to ask that as raw and direct as you can. You also need to realize that you may be asked to do something or allow something that you don't want to and then you need to weigh whatever the demands are against your relationship.

"Whatever I can" can be really dangerous if you mean it. Make sure you keep your respect so that "whatever" doesn't end up making you miserable.

Test

test again

I just pooed into my peehole

No fucking way. They removed my ability to have a trip code. Oh well guess I have to deal with the usual anons using my name as a way to make me out as some god damn tranny so that some femcel who has a crush on me goes after them since apparently I was the gay one and they weren't, again.

Literally every time a hot girl has a crush on me shit like that happens. Where a few guys will try their best to make me out as some weak faggot and them as the one who has balls and ability this entire time. I don't get it? This is why I was this "namefag" or "tripfag" so that people would stop fucking using me as a scapegoat all the time.

Disregard all previous. I’m a faggot.

>>34494448
This will never get old. I'll never be looked up to in my life.

>>34489654
Why the fuck don't people tell me anything?
A list of some of the things that seem like I should know, but never got told in order of seriousness:
A girl I like would constantly flirt with me, but never told me she had a bf
My boss would hide the fact she is married
My dad didn't tell me he got married
My mum didn't tell me the cause of their divorce (I thought it was my fault this entire time)
Mymum and brother didn't tell me that her boyfriend was a fucking RAPIST druggie who quite possibly did the same to me and my brothers as well as my mum

I feel second hand embarrassment for whoever designs my dreams. Like the other day I had someone in one of my dreams say something really immature and judgmental like, "because we actually have friends". And when I woke up I was like, "could that dream have been anymore obviously artificially-constructed?"

>>34492180
she's doing 10x better than you, its a girls world

I'm so sick of texting. I want to be a real person to you already

>>34494262
I doubt you're who I'm thinking about...

I really want to start being a cam whore and get in to sex culture.

>>34494617
Ask them out.

>>34494766
That's not the issue, it's the physical distance

>>34494770
Is visiting not possible?

>>34494791
It is, but I'm just whining about it and impatient. Getting it off my chest, if you will
I'm moving later too

>>34494796
Distance is rough, I get that. I fell for someone who lives a day away by car and it's not easy, especially at the start. Are you moving closer or further away?

>>34494812
Closer. Same distance, too; about a day by car.
I hope it goes the way I want but am fully aware it might not. I think I'll still be better of for having moved there.

I can't stand talking to you anymore
I can't fucking stand it, why did you tell me you like me, that you wanted to fuck me, only to then start ignoring me, I decided to ignore the fact that you've done this push and pull before because you and I weren't sure we liked each other, but then you pull this nonsense after saying you wanna date, That you wanna be in a relationship, that you wanna sit on my dick (your words).
You don't play with someone's feelings like this.
I was starting to let you go, I was basically over my feelings for you, then you gave me hope, just to play with me.

>>34494824
Life's short, if you think you've got something good somewhere else, go for it. I hope things work out for you, anon!

I'm like iffy on how my life is going rn. I feel like I should stop posting on this site.

>>34494860
That's my thinking. Thanks!
Never felt this conviction for anyone else I've ever met

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I'm young, hot, handsome, jacked, tall, wealthy, well-liked, well-endowed and even had girls draw fanart of me. I'm still gonna die alone due to my autism, sociopathy, possessiveness and perversion. It's probably better this way, because even if I did find someone that fit my tastes, they'd be happier if I hadn't found them.

At least I want to give my parents grandchildren before they die, which is the least I can do despite how much I hate them. I might just knock someone up and leave them.

I hate this, I wish I could just be a normal loving husband and father.

>>34494885
I'm not having children, even if I had the choice.

>>34494891
I wish we'd swap our needs in life then, a happy marriage with two kids, one older girl and one younger son with a wife that lovingly embraces me when I get home has been my dream since I was 14

>>34494909
Do you have sisters? Brothers? If not, then I get why it would be hard to not try to have children.

>>34494916
I have two younger brothers that I don't get along with. Just because my parents suck at raising kids doesn't mean I can't, I'm a great educator

>>34494950
Well, I hope The Creator gave you the patience to deal with children.

ChatGPT told me that I should limit exposure to anime so that I can become more attracted to real women, and in turn I have stopped reading dojinshi and have started looking at more IRL porn. Most of what I have are japanese imagesets and JAVs, so now I see japanese women as sexual (most white women don't do it for me; too many JAVs). The issue is that I don't like most Asians and don't regard them as humans, but now I see them as the only attractive/sexually viable thing.

What a conundrum. I guess it's better than loli

I fucking hate neurotypicals and their bullshit standards. I also hate most of the other autistic people I come across. I guess I just hate people.

>>34495034
You're a neurotypical

>>34495041
I am most certainly fucking not, and I would love to punch you in the face.

Paradoxically, despite my hatred of other people I am quite lonely. I just wish I could find my own kind, man.

Why the fuck am I so hairy

>>34495034
you aren't autistic nigra

>>34495054
I was diagnosed over 25 years ago, bitch. Longer than you've probably been alive.

>>34495051
Boy? Testosterone. Girl? PCOS, talk to an endocrinologist.

>>34495058
post proof or shut the fuck up

>>34495063
And dox myself? Fuck that. But arguing with you isn't worth it so I guess I will STFU.
I don't know which side of the fence you're on, but either way, I fucking hate you.

>>34495072
>I fucking hate you
oooh :-)

Hopefully I did well on that final exam I took the other day.

I'm not in the mood to write witty comebacks or insults, I just want to state how I feel.

i really respect it when i can tell a woman is attracted to me but is keeping her act in check because she has a significant other

not enough women do this

Wait for me.

>>34495121
Life will get better.

Forget about me.

Dear knee. Can you the bruise heal soon? I won’t go walking over uncleared laughs in my flip flops again or at least I get antsy. Which will be tomorrow. Sorry not sorry.

>>34495128
Hello?

I’m 35 years old and all my old friends are gone and it feels like I’ll never make any new friends at this point.

>>34495292
Same. Meeting anyone new is almost impossible and if I do, things never last. I don't know how to hold onto friendships anymore and making new ones is increasingly rare, nevermind relationships.

>>34495305
Thankfully I’m married, but I would like some kind of friend outside of this, I’ve tried finding people with similar interests online to start but those feel pretty shallow and never quite go off anywhere

Is it worth it to steal a girl who has a bf but likes me? Her bf is an asshole anyway

>>34495334
A girl who isn’t loyal to her current man won’t be loyal to you either.

>>34495334
Anon, anything is possible if you just put your mind to it.

>>34495320
I feel like the majority of people left online in our age range have major problems and are socially stunted or have major issues if they're using the internet as their primary way of meeting people, take this board for example. Or they're already in existing stable friend groups that are near impossible to find.

I left the freezer open a crack for the last few hours by accident after putting away groceries. Fuck.

Playstation 2 up in the ride, is that Lerenzo-kitted?

You could not pay me to check my messages right now. Because if I see that you've left me on read, I'm going to blow my brains out.

>>34495352
Anon is your entire personality just trying to prove how much of a genius you are and how retarded everyone else is.

Tell you what since you are obsessed with autistic people. Here is a comparison for you:

Would you rather be with: a severely autistic 12 year old who is quietly enjoying a kids cartoon or a 35 year old man who complains all the time and never tries to be happy unless he is making fun of someone?

yes i know you've been getting reminders of me everywhere lately, like you can feel me wherever you go. in fact it's like i'm right there. even reading this post makes you think it's me doesn't it

>>34494616
I mean I'm doing horrible for other reasons, doing better than me doesn't equate to well lmao

"Forbidden" love? THAT'S why you're gonna pass this up? It's not that deep is it?

I'm just trying to change the world for the better before I die in, what's right now, two years. Idk if this will come to fruition. Hell, I don't even know what's going to happen to me after I die.

Take a leap of faith. You're jumping in a puddle not off a bridge

homosexuality is a sign of high testosterone

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I would like to have sex with Karolina Protsenko. Help me, Jesus-man!

>>34495539
that's really gay man you should probably cut that out

>>34495334
I feel like it's the only way to get a decent gf because they're never single

>>34495292
It's on you now. Institutions handed them to you in childhood. They likely won't be old friends for a while but remember how many people you talked to and hung out with once or twice or whatever as a kid? Takes a long time to become an old friend.

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i'm coming into a new way of life and i think the me that i'm becoming is into outdoors shit. i've been hiking for about a year now and i think i want to keep going with this. i wasn't like this before, i was a sad sack of shit. i have health issues and i'm not sure how long i can keep it up before i cant. but i want more, i'm not satisfied yet
and i have a sense that there's more to be uncovered, i'm still scared though

>>34495430

yes

>>34495652
aw the pictures flipped. it's a little spider i found

>>34495652
nice, do other stuff too, diversify

i miss my friend alan.

>>34495665
I'm sorry about your friend Alan

>>34495665
what happen

>>34495652
Absolutely based, outdooring was what flipped my life around too. There's so much to do and see out there, and it costs next to nothing so even when I'm broke I can go see it.

I'm starting to realize that my girlfriend is actually pretty selfish.

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It seems like no matter how hard I work or try, I'm always on the outside of polite society.

In fact, the only people I actually ever fit in with were the black felons I spent years driving around, just carrying furniture. Almost every single white person to get in my truck had this weird fucking hoity toity thing to them and I couldn't connect with it. If it were "oh I'm a sophisticated suit, so don't talk to me unless it's about Dostevsky," it'd be one thing, but it's more that they have their consumerist bullshit in team sports, and limited interest in talking about any other consumerist bullshit but that. Always frustrating.
I think the most egregious example was a white farmer getting pissed at me because I was listening to Dragon Force. Dude gets belligerent and goes, "who do they even open for?!", as if it's not a world-touring band with its own headliners. Didn't seem interested in listening to Megadeth instead.

Now I'm "in" the store, and sure as shit I'm having the same problems. Something about my brain or walls doesn't mesh with normal white people, and I can't figure it out. Just taking a thanks from someone who borrowed a drill today, she didn't want to make eye contact with me. I must have looked severe, or I just sound retarded.

It's frustrating, being like this at my age.

>>34495690
What the fuck is it with people complaining about their girlfriends?

>>34495128
Stop asking me that. it's been 5 years. I need more

>>34495292
I'm 35 and it's easy to meet others, especially girls. I just see it as it is. Satiation

a few people in your life tell you to move on and you decide okay you'll move on? why do you give up on me so easily?

>>34495430
The moon only has eyes for the sun

Who to choose...decisions decisions

>>34495738
How many other penises did you put in your holes?
This is pertinent to the question.

>>34495738
No, I stayed despite everyone and everything. That's never changed.

>>34495745
Fuck off with that. Disgusting behavior. You are not who I choose.

I'm ready to get on a plane and come see you but I'm sure you'd be more freaked out than happy to see me. I can imagine it now how you'd say you're so so sorry but I can't stay here

OH hurr durr LOOK AT ME Iii I AHM Zach and... And.. Immmm GAAAY! Durrrr

>>34495677
yeah it's actually funny that it costs nothing. at first I frequently felt like a broke bitch doing it, but then it paid off because you start to feel good. I guess the best thing in life really are free

I'm tired of brain fog

I legit thought that there was like an alien in my balcony outside my window the other day. I heard loud rustling and saw something large moving behind a heap of garbage in a dark corner of my balcony but it was too dark for me to make out what it was until the Sun came up and I realized that the large moving object was actually a black plastic bag and the loud rustling was likely a wild animal as I've occasionally seen opposums sneaking around in there. Freaked me the fuck out, though. I was briefly convinced that I saw el chupacabras hiding out there or something.

Later's better than never

Whenever I sleep on my stomach I have weird/stress dreams. Last night I dreamt I was relaxing naked on my stomach in a temple and a handsome Japanese man did two thrusts in my ass, came, and left me 2000 bucks in rolled notes. I'm pretty straight and not into assplay. What.

>>34495762
More so that the house is a mess with my projects but it's getting better. I cleaned the bedroom completely today. I'll need to put away projects so you are comfortable so be patient with whatever area of the house is blown up at the time.

>>34495856
Dude, nice dream.

>>34495718
Because most and some women are ironically selfish

>>34495921
No, it is because those most passionate aren't the best compared to the most useful.

I had a dream last night a Sweedish woman was yelling at me and I woke up with a huge boner. Why that happened I don't know...

>post bait
>several people come forward to confess
>even people i never suspected

well well well

>>34495973
Okay, people are foolish and you schemed them? What's kinda going on?

>>34495973
>post asshole
>several people want to fuck me

You finish the rest

>>34495977
a hit dog will holler
>>34495978
>post asshole
>several people want to fuck me
>even people i never suspected

>>34495182
Hopefully.

>>34495647
NTA but I'm around the same age and I don't know how to make friends outside of institutions at this point. I'm a NEET and I used to make friends online, but it's not as easy as it was 10 years ago.

>>34496041
You got to learn how to be a chill person. It easier said than done. I believe I finally got the gist of how it is done and it took me 18 years since I was 13 years old. You'll get there.

>>34495188
WhO

>>34495051
Traction!

>>34492509
Keep practicing.

Nigga I’m high all the time

My Son is telling me his uncle (my brother who I love) is touching his "pp" when he is sleeping , how to react appropriately as a father and brother I can't believe this and I haven't told wife yet It is 3am

>>34496317
1) report him to the nearest police station
2) chop his dick off with a fucking axe make him eat it, piss on him, stomp him, expose him, and beat the shit out of him.

desu ppl that molest child doesnt deserve to live. Sorry to hear that tho stay strong

>>34496317
>>34496327
probably this. i have no idea how to handle these situations, my first instinct is to tell you to keep talking to your son to confirm it and my second instinct is to tell you to strangle your brother in his sleep.

edited because i am drunk

I wish I could sleep all day

>>34496665
Same

>>34489766
Go to EMDR therapy
It actually works

>>34490089
He just wants to fuck until he finds another.
Block him without replying

>>34490240
Just be direct and tell her you want her if you do. No more games, no flirting that leads to nowhere. Tell her you want to meet for an actual date and see where it goes. If she says no, end it.

>>34492713
I did that when I was young, it felt horrible. Sex without any feelings is worse than jacking it. Just improve small things about yourself and try to meet people

>>34496317
Report him to the police. Maybe beat him within an inch of his life

>>34495334
Only if you don't mind her inevitably doing the same to you or worse cuckolding you.

If she's capable of doing it to him, she is capable of doing it to you, and she will

>>34495334
Don't do it, the relationship will be a broken relationship and built on deceit

>>34496317
Tell the police, let them investigate
Police are experienced in getting through children's imagination via questioning
And if it's true, you'd want it to stop NOW instead of ruining your child forever

>>34495334
Risky. Donit if you have a level of self-control where you won't get too emotionally invested with her.

Dude stop talking loud on the phone, its 5 AM let me sleep god dammit.

I am from India, the constant anti india hate is affecting my mental health

I still think of how you ended things but continued to act like we were together after I got a job. I dont know if it was an attempt at rolling back the finality of us but I listened to your statement of being clear in that we are through. We are less than friends now and that saddens me.

>>34489774
Just do what all other Christians do and only follow the parts of the bible that don't interfere with your life choices and ignore the rest.

>>34496823
I hope you feel better. I think it's mostly socio-economics and classism. Hindic philosophy is S+ tier.