I’m going to die this year.How can I make the most of the time I have left? I have a decent amount of savings. Enough to travel to a few different countries.
World rape tour
>>34490178Very pajeet coded.>>34490171I would say at the very end take some enemies out, that's better than rape and it does ascend you
>>34490171Take a trip the Thailand
>>34490171How are u going to die
>>34490171>I'm going to die this year.Why?
>>34490186Pajeets are not the only people that rape. It happens everywhere. In fact Africans rape more. But you are clearly an extremely brainwashed cuckservative trying to fit in with his gay memes.
>>34490194Isn’t it literally just sex tourism? I’m not interested in that.>>34490204I was born with a fucked up heart condition that wasn’t addressed early enough. Not sure how it will happen exactly but was told I only have months before it’s over. Very fatigued.
If I make it to 40 I'd be surprised tooMaybe visit with friends and family
>>34490171Travelling on a bad heart will probably kill you sooner. Cortisol from travel stress will make your heart rate spike. Not to mentioning the change in air pressure during flights. Probably not a good idea
>>34490262I mean, I’d rather try than not. Who really cares at this point right?
>>34490262He only has a few months, genius
>>34490229Looks like the shit color does the raping. Sorry I offended you Ranjeet
>>34490171stay in your room and rot
>>34490306Nope
>>34490171Do shit that would normally not be worth it because of long-term consequences, since you're not gonna be around long-term.
>>34490171become a crusader of cosmic order and destroy the enemies of god and man and halt the ascension of evil and the destruction of our world and all that is beautiful including humanity. bring fire to filth and purge it from this holy realm that is ours and which we only have one of. if i only had months to live, this is what i would do.
>>34490244>I was born with a fucked up heart condition that wasn’t addressed early enough. Not sure how it will happen exactly but was told I only have months before it’s over. Very fatigued.I'm no doctor but I knew a girl who had cancer 3 times, every single time the doctors told her he was a goner. She's still here and cancer free despite that. I don't know what country you're from or what your options are but don't just give up man. I'm not saying be in denial I'm just saying there's a difference between acceptance and giving up.But to answer your question, I would just do the wildest stuff that I've always wanted to do, like skydive or go to japan and fuck a jav star
>>34490171I would travel alot and probably use that savings to help some unfortunate souls that deserve it. Don't go help all the homeless or something, find some old war vets, or old widows etc and fix their house etc. You'll have way more satisfaction than sight seeing or something vapid like that. You should do something you really want to as well though. I don't know what you've got but sometimes you can seal your own fate by believing the doctor's. Methanlyn Blue, Ivermectin etc can do alot.
>>34490244Go on a pilgrimage in Europe. Read the Gospel of John and read John's epistles, visit holy sites and holy churches. Speak with priests. They will have way wiser things to say than us. Ask them to pray over you for, pray for your heart condition. I promise you if you go there and are serious about Jesus you will have the wildest time of your life on a spiritual quest seeking God, no drugs or sin required.
Do salvia to get some more conscious years aswell as other mind altering drugs to open your mind. I’m sorry this is happening to you, please kill some government officials at the end if you can/want.
>>34490514Honestly, not the worst idea. I like just laying around at home and thinking sometimes. It’s not like I’ll ever do that when I’m dead (no thinking).>>34491236That’s the plan. I’ve already put aside some money for my family.
>>34490171I agree with >>34491236 in the sense that doctors very often offer very poor estimates for this sort of thing. It is not done in ill-intent of course, they just repeat what the medical literature tells them, but it is frequently wrong anyway. In fact, it is not even something that should be done to begin with.Point is, don't lose hope just yet, and don't do anything crazy. There's a high chance you may live on.As for what to do with the money, personally I think I'd save most of it to help friends and family and/or some charity, and with the rest I'd just do a calm travel somewhere, by myself, and meditate on things. I'd try to make peace with myself, contemplate life, see beautiful things, eat some good food I never ate before, go to mountains and lakes, and admire the natural beauty of the world. I wouldn't have the energy or desire really to do something too crazy. Since I'm religious, I'd probably do a bit of this >>34491279 as well.
>>34491260I’ve got a decent amount saved up, so I could probably put something aside for charity. I’d like at least $10k for myself though.>>34491279This seems nice, but I am not religious currently. Not sure what to make of life honestly, but I am disturbed by the idea of not existing. Maybe this would help me cope.>>34491782I’ll keep fighting. I mean, we all will die sometime. Months from now or years from now - what’s really the difference in the grand scheme of things?
>>34491831>I’ll keep fightingThat's good man. Also, don't forget your condition might improve.Best wishes to you, OP.
I'm sorry, anon. Were it me, I think I'd visit the church of the holy sepulchre.
>>34490186>take some enemies outBy raping them.>>34490171Is you for real?
>>34491884Thank you.>>34492037I may come back here and share where I’ve gone. We’ll see.>>34492444> you for real?Yes, unfortunately.
Connect with the world that made you. You’re going to dissolve back into it when you finally croak anyway so it’s good to get comfortable with the almighty universe sooner rather than later. Do a moderate dose of psilocybin (mushrooms). I recommend 3.5g and go sit outside alone. Breathe and take in reality unfiltered by the pesky thoughts that plague us daily. Anon, there is so much beauty in this world and nothing fundamentally to fear if you keep your actions pure. I love you. God speed.
This is the second terminally ill anon I've seen in the past two weeks. What is going on?Anyways, try to spend as much time with friends and family as you can. They're how your spirit carries on. Remember what good you've brought to this world (I promise there is some). Get a lawyer to go over advance directive/power of attorney for when it starts hitting the fan, and a last will so your loved ones don't have to fight over your shit (this happened when my grandpa passed, my dad is still pissed at my uncle)Get experiences with what you have left, travel, try new things, do the things you love (ie. shitpost on 4chan).We're all going your way in the end, you're just going a little faster. See you on the other side eventually.
>>34494069Long Covid symptoms