Hi everyone, I've never posted a thread before but I am in fact a massive faggot so maybe now's the time. This may not be the appropriate place to ask for advice but I like it here well enough so tell me what you think. My boss had enough of running a meat market full of crazies and said his last day would be Saturday. As the only fully trained butcher they gave me the job. I happen to be the biggest crazy of everyone, though. The company isn't even going to hire anyone else to cover the 50 plus hours labor that we'll lose when boss flies. I'll still have my whole full time responsibilities on top of everything else he used to do. He pretty much just pointed at the filing cabinets and said "here's the filing cabinet". I'm physically strong, been butching for years, reasonably intelligent and my co-workers like me for the most part, but I'm highly emotional, want everyone's acceptance, hate telling people what to do, and prone to anger. It rises inside of me and embarrasses me often. So far my plan is to take it one day at a time and drive it till the wheels come off. Here's some of the thoughts repeating in my head "Whatever you do isn't going to be enough" "everyone is going to blame you" "you're gonna freak out and make an ass out of yourself" "poor me, none of this is my fault"I tried getting them to take some of my raise and spread it out so everyone in the department could get one and that would motivate them to stick with me. They then proceeded to tell me I wouldn't get one lol. TLDR I'm a scared little shit and I'm afraid I'm going to freak out because I've never been in charge of people and I am at a huge disadvantage. Anyone ever been in this situation? How do I earn people's loyalty and get them to help me? I only look tough so I'm afraid they might have really fucked up and it's going to hurt everyone.
>>34495967It’ll be fine. Don’t be such a fag, OP.
>>34496022Thanks brother
