For a long time, I used to jack off to those videos girls made in their bedrooms shaking their ass in their bikinis to rap music. These were like young girls college age. And they were all white specifically.Why does this arouse me more than actual hardcore porn made by porn studios?I don't understand. I'm brown btw. In case it matters.
A lot of porn is very ugly and unaesthetic.
>>34497786Why exactly?
>>34497130Yeah, I used to look at those girls too, back when I was younger. Like also in my teens and 20s. I think the appeal, what made it so hot, or basically any porn really, was the dream you had in your mind that you could attain these types of girls. These beautiful gorgeous girls. Subconsciously, you felt like you were there. You felt like you were with them. Like they were your girlfriend. But the spark of the porn goes away as you age when you realize you will never get these girls, or any girl for that matter. You will never be in their world. You will never be apart of their life.You will forever be just a lonely dude touching his dick with his right hand. It's pathetic. And has time goes on, the more you realize this, the more porn just loses its magic.I think there will come a time when looking at porn or images of beautiful girls will actually start to become torture. You were sold this dream, from when you were a teenage boy, that these girls will be available to you. And now, decades later, you realize, that dream will never come true.It truly is a tragedy in and of itself. I mean I would contemplate suicide at that point. It's very close for me.
>>34497802Why?
