Not really looking for advice since there's none to give.I've come to grips with just how mediocre I am. I hate my own company. I hate being around others and yet at the same time crave their proximity. I make the mistake of returning to VRChat when I know there's nothing for me there. My generation has already passed, I felt out of place before but even more now that culture has shifted further. I hate their way of speaking, I hate their inane mating calls, I hate how you can't be around people without them acting like fucking living bots with the way they regurgitate the same tired fucking memes ad nauseam, I hate everyone's tendency to always belittle or mock or instigate, there is no genuinety, everyone is fake, every interaction is hollow. If not that, then I have to walk on eggshells all the fucking time because some dickhead is going to take what I say the wrong way.I used to be an artist, I stopped because I realized how I have nothing of worth to say. Even if I were a good artist no one is going to appreciate it, not when this is my audience, not when I'm surrounded by these banal worthless uninteresting subhumans. I'm alone by choice, because the alternative would entail befriending these cunts. My contempt has no bounds.Fuck you.
>>34498508now that you've gotten over your ego quest to be the best at something, how about you focus on what mediocre people can do? how about friendship, hobbies, satisfaction, self-respect, good health?
Blah blah blah sing at vrchat karaoke your woes away then fuck off, go find a reason to reproduce your genetics
>>34498508If you were trying to become an artist simply to gain the approval of others, then you had already failed as an artist at that point. No great artist ever cared about what other people thought of their work. They kept producing, even if what they did wasn’t popular or commissioned.
>>34498544>be the best at somethingI said I'm mediocre you dumb fuck, I'm good at nothing>>34498780>sing at vrchat karaokeCringe, kill yourself you stupid nigger, like I wanna subject myself to the screeching of a bunch of autists>>34499020I said I stopped because I have nothing of worth to say, retard, other people being unappreciative morons is just a bonus
>>34500677Literally me! Just have nothing interesting to say! LOL!It was a mistake to be born
>>34498508>I hate myself>I’m not special>But I’m still better than all of youFrustrating, indeed.
>>34500732You said it yourself! An awkward position, this is hell, to want and hate people at the same time
>>34500826You can simply stop doing both. Those feelings are the product of your own beliefs and judgements. It would be far more comfortable to love people and not want them at the same time, but that can only come from an attitude that focuses on what it can give to the world rather than what it can take from the world. Your root issue is selfishness, so all that's needed is to cultivate selflessness.
>>34500661You kys that's the only thing vrchat is good forThere are plenty of actually good singers on there fyi, probably the highest concentration of em you'll ever find on any place minus actual musicThough after they added too many new songs it diluted the quality so now it's way more fragmented and shitty since people play shit nobody knows so nobody can singIf not karaoke then wtf are you doing on vrchat, it's completely dogshit aside from that (aside from initial exploration of scenic environments and avatars)Of course you're mediocre because you're too dumb to find the actually good things
