I feel like my whole life revolves around rape. The first time I got assaulted I was in elementary school. Middle school got even worse. I got really badly sexually abused my freshman year of high school. I was also raped by two guys within 24 hours while I was getting sexually abused by another one. My dad raped my mom. And today I fucking find out my boyfriend raped my sister a few months ago. I am losing it. I don't know how to cope with this anymore. I'm in therapy and have been for years. it just feels like life keeps throwing more rape at me and i'm drowning in it. I fell in love with my sexual abuser my freshman year due to grooming and manipulation and i'm pretty sure that's what's happening with my boyfriend now. How am I ever supposed to trust somebody again. it just keeps getting harder. How have I fallen for this twice? It is so hard to feel like you aren't deserving of this when it's been pretty much the main theme of your life so far.
You're a woman? Are you sure you've been raped by your boyfriend during your freshman year? I mean you did fall in love with him apparently. Seems a bit weird. What do you call "rape"?
>>34499357>The first time I got assaulted I was in elementary schoolhow would this even be possible> I was also raped by two guys within 24 hours while I was getting sexually abused by another one.how?why did you not go to police or told to parents etc? >My dad raped my mom. And today I fucking find out my boyfriend raped my sister a few months ago. i tend to believe rape claims but claiming 100 men rape you seems a bit unrealistic
>I fell in love with my sexual abuser my freshman year due to grooming and manipulation and i'm pretty sure that's what's happening with my boyfriend now.typical.
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>>34499357>my boyfriend raped my sisterWhy? Just why? Why would you bring a rapist into your home?
I cannot help but hate OP. How can you still be in a relationship with someone that raped your sister?
>>34499357did you actually get raped out on the street or did you get 'coerced' into sex lol. whore problems. i've never had a gf and women call me a bad guy, an incel, a latently abusive type despite never touching a woman. but man, you women just can't stop having sex with abusive guys it's crazy. you just can't say no apparently. what's it like to get fucked so much?
>>34499668jbg women never had anything t offer in the first place only use is to make more men
>>34499668>>34499704the thing about women is that if we left it up to them and never tried to fuck them without their full consent then nobody would get laid and it's not because we're all ugly but because women are fickle and when they're staring down the barrel, when their options narrow to a single point, when she realizes that some finality is due and that she might end up having sex with this guy who might not be her ideal partner or ideal situation, then she gets cold feet and wants to run away.you know who DID leave it entirely up to women? US, WE DID, us incels grew up assuming we'd find the right person eventually and didn't want to coerce anyone into having sex with us but guess what happened, we never had a sex or gfs or anything, and you know what women did? they went around fucking all the abusive manipulative guys and complaining about it. then we get to hear all about how incels are the worst misogynists.
>>34499737>and you know what women did? they went around fucking all the abusive manipulative guys and complaining about it. then we get to hear all about how incels are the worst misogynists.Fucked up, but true
>>34499668no one wants to have sex with you because you're autistic
How do you get "raped" like 50 times. At that point I think the problem is you actually
>>34499357My honest advice is that you should stop associating with the opposite sex for a while because even if you dont realize it youre probably doing self destructive things that are ultimately hurting you. Being victimized in the same way over and over like this is far from normal.
>>34499357I think it's safe to say that the first thing you need to do is break up with your boyfriend.
>>34500388Listen to this anon, OP. I don't know wtf is going on in your life but you probably shouldn't be alone with anyone if this keeps happening and you can't recognize which people are dangerous
>>34499357I am sorry those things happened to you, OP.It sounds like there is something inherently wrong with the environment you live in and the people you (have to) associate with. Can I ask where you live? (just broadly, don't dox yourself)
>>34500287I had an ex who repeatedly put herself in situations and then called rape on men based on technicalities from what I gather. For example making out with a guy naked and him sticking his penis in her and her not stopping him then a month later texting him that he raped her. I have to honestly wonder what’s actually going through the head of someone like that.
>>34499357>with a therapistIt never ends huh
