I have to move by the end of the month. I was renting from my grandma, but she died. When my dad died most of my family turned on me, but a few were decent. Now my aunt who was managing things, she's 180'd on me, and I can't rent from the new owner. Now I don't have anyone here. So I have to go somewhere.Part of me wants to go back and finish college, maybe learn a second language and leave the country entirely. I have some credits and I could afford it, but I'm 41 and I assume it's going to be hard to find a college that still has openings. I'm also worried I'm too stupid.The other part of me wants to put my stuff in storage and just drive around the country. I never really liked living here but it was familiar, but all the nearby apartments look suicide inducing. The only time I don't feel like I have 20 pounds crushing my chest is when I'm driving my car. I really don't know what to do with myself, I've lived here like half my life.
Drive.
