i’ve never really posted to 4chan before, so I’m not sure how this all works so I kinda apologize in advance for how this might be written out or how it sounds. I’ve had this morbid fascination for years of having a scarred face. I despise the right side of my face, its kind of slanted and fatter than the left side and as much as I try and fix it, nothing ever works and I’m stuck hating how it looks. I then started to imagine a large scar on that side of my face. Whether it be from some sort of chemical burning my face and scarring up my eye, or someone slashing at my face with a knife and ruining my eye and leaving a slash scar on my face. I want something there. I’ve thought about doing it myself before, but I pussy out because how exactly am I supposed to make up a lie that sounds believable on why I’d do something like that to myself?I’ve even thought about finding someone to pay to do it to me but that’s not exactly a normal request to make to someone. Am I insane for thinking this way about myself? Does anyone have any advice on maybe some way that i can feed my fascination about it or if there’s something i can do to take my mind off of it?
>>34506330Don't take the ogrepill
>>34506330i do remember that one character, maybe from the silence of the lambs movie? not sure, but anway the character is an incel with scars, and everyone is into the character because he has scars.
>>34506330It's fake and gay if intentional sorryThat weird German fencing sport reminds me of this tho
>>34506330Get a bench grinder and start shining things you find around town. Use eye protection. Monocular vision is no joke. You’ll fuck up your face in no time.
>>34506330You can get paste-on scars from makeup and costume stores
>>34506416Scars are cool only if there is a good story to go along with them.But if you are happy to lie to elevate yourself, there are "scar tattoos" you can pay to have done.That said, those parlors are as close to back-alley surgeons as it gets, so use your brain.
start an underground mensur club
