being with my first girlfriend is an amazing experience (long distance for now), and I love her very much. But she has set a rule on no porn, which is fine, but I can't help but be drawn to it.Sometimes I go on websites just to watch other naked women, not even to masturbate, I just watch, sometimes get an erection, then move on. Recently I made an anonymous adultfriendfinder account just to see other women in my area too, I don't think I want to cheat though, the thought of it disgusts me. I wish I could get rid of these thoughts, and I feel like such a pos for going on these sites, what do I do? Is it just lack of actual intimacy or am I just shitty?
>>34506604Long distance is rough desu. But there is a bible verse about committing sin (lust) with your eyes which you are doing. You need to stop.
It's a crude thing to say but I would ask for pictures from her, even if it's very early, and if questioned I'd truthfully say that it would be a difficult rule to keep otherwise.
