Ive always been ignored, excluded, and looked down on because I'm an autistic weirdo. As a result getting praise or admiration for others is like heroin for me. however, even now that I have friends who support me, it's never even close to enoughI've put everything I have into creative endeavours trying to "win" the attention of others, but I still always end up getting the same reactions I did growing up. The more I do it, the more it feels like I'm just digging myself deeper
>>34507248Are you doing it for yourself or for others?
>>34508844myself. who else would I be doing it for?
>>34507248Stop caring.Don't know how, but that's literally the answer. Don't linger long in the same activity if you feel you're running out of motivation. Stay motivated and stay happy. If you feel you're sinking in asking for recognition again, start over with something you can feel you progress in a bit. Keep cycling it.
>>34507248Do large amounts of mushrooms (for creativity) and adderall (for improvement and focus) and you will improve much fasterIf it doesnt work at least your dealer will love you
>>34507248Ever since the covid hoax I stopped interacting with the goyim cattle. I just look through them and pretend they don't exist. I don't even greet them or acknowledge their presence. I'm not staring either, I'm just looking straight through them as if they weren't there.My life has significantly improved. I am at peace
>>34511832good. never interact with another human again
