Am I fucking creepy or crazy because of this?? For about a year now, I've had this friend. I definitely thought I had a crush on them at first, but the more time that passed, I just kind of realized that they were the first friend I had made in my adult life and I just want to talk to them more and hang out to get to know them, and upon understanding that all romantic thoughts left. However, they ALWAYS occupy a space in my brain. We don't talk super often, maybe a couple times a month unless we get a chance to chill in person. They are always the one to reach out to me first because I'm an autist and struggle to start conversation. And it's like, when I go for a certain amount of time without hearing from them, I think about them even more than I already do and start formulating starting conversations that I never do, but before I get a chance to initiate the conversation myself for once they almost always without fail message me. I don't know. Is it normal to do this?? probably not?? i dont know. i just wish i didn't feel bad about a friend occupying space in my head.
>>34518116Just send her something once or twice a week. Either ask how her day was or send some racist meme.That's what i usually do.
>>34518116>Am I fucking creepy or crazyProbably, but not for this
