We were friends in college. In fact she was the only person who staill talked to me on our last yearShe was the one who asked me out. I never had a gf and I wasn't super into her that way, but it seemed like every girl I was into wasn't into me, and I wasn't into any girl who was into me. So I thought, hey, I'll probably never get an opportunity like this again. And she's nice, so maybe it'll work.Except that I'm pretty sure that was a mistake now. She's really emotionally unstable (didn't show when we were friends) and extremely hard to deal with/appease. She also wanted to larp as married just a few months after we started dating, so she just slowly took her things into the apartment I was renting alone and now she lives here.I do care about her. But for the longest time, I didn't really love her as my girlfriend. I feel like I've been waiting for the correct moment to break up with her for the past 2 years. Now I really don't even know how I feel about her. I don't know if it's the familiarity, the fear of breaking her heart and making her suffer, or if some part deep inside me does love her.I tried to leave once and it didn't work. She kept coming here and we kept talking. And she cried so much. It was really sad to see and I just took her back.Another problem is that my parents think she's emotionally abusive to me. They made me promise I was going to break up with her. Except I didn't. I don't know how to explain to her she can't see my parents, or to my parents that actually, I'm still with her months later.Any ideas of what should be done here? I feel as though I'm physically unable to break up with her, although I guess it would be the most obvious choice. I just can't do it.
Damn it... That must suck. Well, good lucky though.
>>34518405>So I thought, hey, I'll probably never get an opportunity like thisyou have low self-esteem issues. You are just a coward faggot, afraid to be a man who goes for what he wants.>She also wanted to larp as married>so she just slowly took her things into the apartment I was rentingwhat the fuck lmao. You really are a bitch. No self-respecting man lets a chick move into his home if they arent married.>I feel as though I'm physically unable to break up with herlife will be easier for you if you started living in truth. Less people will be hurt and less time will be wasted. You started living in lies and wonder why it sucks. You know what to do but refuse to do anything about it. You only have yourself to blame.
>>34518686virgin detected
>>34518405Breaking up is never, ever easy. You are going to hurt her. You are going to feel like shit for hurting her. You are going to be tempted not to break up, just to avoid feeling like shit.- and that's if everything goes smoothly. Bite the bullet and do it. It is not going to be fun.
