i dont think ive looked forward to life in years. im broke and cant find a job because ive been in college. i need a car to get around which i dont have. nobody talks to each other. i just dont see the point. i want to die because im so bored. how do I get that childlike wonder back?
>>34518864don't do itor at least go with someone so you don't die alonei'm suicidal too let's do a pact
>>34518888me three
How are you going to do it? Have you thought about it? Drowning maybe? Dont jump off its very gruesome. Remember you cant get carbon monoxide that easily. Though you can hook the exhaust of your car to your tent but I wont recommend kys.
>>34518889inb4 you 2 pair off to date and it's just me, alone again. that would be my luck kek
>>34518889>>34518888>>34518864I am TOTALLY offing myself too as long as you guys do it before me
>>34518864What's stopping you from just dropping everything and hitchhiking? Sounds like you need a REAL adventure and not a vacation. And if that shit sucks, then fuck it. Do what you have to.
meaning can be found beyond the physical world in the imagination. Once you set upon your journey towards whatever field of study, that will give you a reason to live for. You can choose whatever you may, but my recommendation is the study of Catholicism.Precious time sinks through my hands. How can I ever read all of plato Aristotle cicero Augustine athanasius chrysostem basil maximus the apostolic fathers anthem Aquinas etc. is this mission not meritorious of your life? You will die one day regardless and yet you have been given the opportunity to partake in something great. In the eyes of man it is a 2 centuries old tradition and in the eyes of God it is your eternity at stake.
>>34518864You're depressed. But the good news is, it sounds like it's circumstantial, i.e. you may not need professional help... if you can solve the fact that your life is boring as fuck.Get a job even if it's stupid, buy a used car and drive around doing shit you like more. If it persists, find professional help.
>>34519779>stopping you from dropping everything and hitchhikingI did this travel the country aimlessly idea on a motorcycle and it passed time but I wouldn't say it was ever fun or anything I'm nostalgic about. It entirely consisted of aimlessly riding around stopping anywhere mildly interesting, which was nowhere, everywhere in the country is honestly fucking boring if you're alone and have no money. Even if you have money, you're intended to spend money on things like restaurants or clubs or whatever which you do with FRIENDs, not just yourself. If anyone reads this wall of text, take my advice, stay wherever you are, or move somewhere else, but build roots there. Don't do the aimless crackhead idea. I
>>34518888>>34518889>>34518905you're niggers>>34518981/adv/ truly be liek that sometimes>>34519779this is not the worst ideacertainly a better idea than suicide, better to change your life drastically in some other way
>>34521088fair enoughthe point is to change your life in some drastic way though, you can always change it again and againi can understand if you lack meaning & feel everything is shallow/pointless, but that's all the more reason to continue looking for something meaningful, it means you have higher standards than others & might possibly do something great
>>34521122>do something greatand/or find something profound
